Chapter 55: A Yes or A Memory

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Chapter 55: A Yes or A Memory.

"You are in Love with him..."

I kept back the photo frame back to its place which I was holding close to my heart as if my life depends on it but as I heard her voice I loosened my hold and let it go; 

"... aren't you?"

She asks in a low voice and stands in front of me but I stayed quiet and looked away from her with biting my lower lip;

"What is holding you back?

My dear"

She asks with concern;

"Heartbreak"

I said hesitatingly.

*****


Three months,

Yes.

After two days it will be three months, three freaking months but it felt like three years.

Is this how it feels when a person falls in love with someone because every day with each passing hour, minute and seconds you realize how important that person existence means in your life. You start spending the day by thinking of all those moments that you had with him and that is when you know you are crazily head over heels for him because in the middle of a serious conversation with your adults you start laughing on remembering his jokes but it gets worse when you stay awake whole night in your room reading his sent letters with teary eyes while hugging the teddy bear he had gifted.

Unknowingly you start daydreaming about him and keep on praying, every day for his return because nothing seems to hold your interest anymore. You turn out to be a back coffee lover while your entire life you have hated black coffee only because it makes you feel like he is around you and start watching chick lit and romantic movies with a bucket of ice cream.

You start trying all of your hobbies but none of them seem to be appealing as life starts to appear colorless without his presence.

Huuuhhh...

That was my condition during these past few months, I never thought it would ever happen to me and honestly, I still couldn't believe that I was in love because from what I had heard that people start to hallucinate that person and I haven't been through anything like that so I was still in doubt but from the morning incident I am left with none because what happened was something I never thought would happen...

*****

"Heartbreak"

I said hesitatingly.

Mrs. Qasim took my hand in hers and gestured me to be seated on the couch, I did as I was told and lowered my gaze. Mrs. Qasim walked towards the window and stood there with her back towards me;

"It is quite easy to keep yourself safe from a heartbreak but what would someone do when she is already in love with the man she least expected?

Hmm"

She questioned and walked towards me and sat next to me with holding my hand;

"Don't stop yourself just by the thought of HEARTBREAK,

Honey, no one wants heartbreaks in this world but still, they fall in love and go through breakups..."

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