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nothing worse

no.

no, no, no, nonononono.

one thing i will never understand is how you can say such a thing

to your best friend who you know is a bisexual.

i mean,

come on,

i get it. you're a fucking homophobe and you wish i could change

and you don't want to talk about it and you wish i'd never told you

but i'm not going to change

and it's pretty damn blunt and useless to say

"well, i don't think you understand, but for me,

that's the worst possible thing.

there's nothing worse."

i lied, said okay, said i get it,

but i couldn't lie like that for too long.

you broke my heart today, my best friend, and you're not even my love;

simply by telling me that in your eyes,

there is absolutely nothing worse than

me.