It Wont Stop...

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He stood at the door still surprised that I was standing in front of him...
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You:So your just gonna let me stand in the cold or...
Jacob:oh I'm sorry come in.
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I came in and we walked to the living room to where he ushered me to sit right next to him...
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Jacob:not to sound mean but what are you doing here?
You:-sighs- to be honest Jacob I couldn't get you out my head, knowing that I've hurt you once again is killing me!
Jacob:[YN] it-
You:Don't say 'it's coo' because it's not!
Jacob:-sighs- what else do you want me to say?
You:Say what you really feel!
Jacob:I did back at your house
You:Jacob why didn't you tell me that before and in private?
Jacob:I just couldn't hold it in anymore
You:-sighs- now you have Daniel telling me to completely leave you alone!
Jacob:Well are you?
You:I really don't know.
Jacob:Look all I'm going to say is this...I do still love you and I even want to try things out but truth is...you have a husband and a family! I can't come in between that...
You:....
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He put his hand under my chin and lift my head up so we could have complete eye contact...
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Jacob:So...with saying that I think the best thing for us to do is to just leave things right here.
You:so your saying that you want us to lose contact and never speak again!
Jacob:Yea...if that's what it takes.
You:so just throw away all our years of knowing each other!? all the memories!?
Jacob:No-
You:Wow.
Jacob:what do you expect me to do!? Huh!? Beg you!? Wait for you!? Fight for you!? You've made your decision a long time ago and I'm not about to look stupid again!
You:-cries- sorry I even came!
Jacob:Ma!
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I was already heading for the door when he ran up and grabbed me by the arm...
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Jacob:Look I didn't mean it like that!
You:no you meant everything you said and even though it hurts me to let go of a true friend we have to.
Jacob:I promise you that you will still hear from me ever so often even if it's once a year. Ma you have been a great person and you will continue to be great. I will always love you.
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He wiped my tears and stroked my cheek...
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Jacob:You still my shorty though.
You:Believe dat.
Jacob:-laughs- same old [YN]
You:I don't-
Jacob:know How to be any other way. I know
You:-laughs- be careful out in these streets kid!
Jacob:always..
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He opened the door and hugged me then kissed me on my cheek...
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Jacob:Stay up shorty.
You:-smiles-
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As I walked away he yelled out...
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Jacob:I love you! Never forget that baby girl
You:I love you to jay jay and i could never.
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I went home and even though me and Jacob didn't say much, we said all that needed to be heard. I felt a huge weight lifted off my shoulders and when I got to my room I kicked my shoes off and went into the guest room to see diggy sleeping, I crawled on the bed in front of him and got under the covers...he immediately hugged me tight and kissed me on the head...
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Diggy:mmm about time you came.
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I fell asleep in the arms of my lover, friend, husband just my everything...this is what I chose and I'm happy about my decision.
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Next Morning...



I woke up this morning, got ready early and made my beautiful family breakfast I just had a feeling today was going to be a good day! I thought as We all sat at the table eating...
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Jr:This is good ma!
Aubrey:yea I agree ma.
Mom:thanks babies.
Diggy:I mean it's alright. Mines is better.
Jr:yea the one you buy from McDonalds
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We all laughed at jr comment...Daniel laughed but then came to a quick stop.
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Diggy: yea you thought that was funny huh?
Jr:well apparently we all did.
Aubrey:Don't put me in it!
You:-chuckles- me either.
Diggy:oh so y'all just going to act like y'all wasn't just laughing.
You:-laughs- my names bennit and I ain't in it.
Aubrey:I was named after mom.
Jr:traders.
Diggy:-laughs- so what's planned for today?
Aubrey:can we go see that new kevin hart movie?
You:Ohh I want to see that!
Diggy:I'm coo. How about the museum? Something educational
Jr:or nah how about the beach!
You:well I'm down are you?
Diggy:Aubrey?
Aubrey:sure
You:you are awfully quiet Ms.Amina what's wrong baby?
Amina:nothing.
Diggy:you sure sweetheart?
Amina:yea I want to go to the beach!
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We waited till it got warmer then we all got ready and headed off to the beach, there wasn't many people so we really got to enjoy everything...The kids played in the sand while me and Daniel sat on the bench watching...
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Diggy:We did pretty good on the kids.
You:what you mean?
Diggy:I mean as in their beautiful.
You:yea...Jr looks more like you than Jessica, Aubrey's looking like mike ass more everyday.
Diggy:Really? I see to much of you.
You:Really?
Diggy:Yea
You:Hmmm well I know for sure Amina looks just like you.
Diggy:I get that all the time.
You:-laughs- when?
Diggy:All the time especially at her school.
You:mmhmm
Diggy:-chuckles- wassup with you and this "mmhmm"
You:mmhmm I don't know what your talking about Mr.Simmons
Diggy:oh you don't...
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I just knew what he was going to do so I got up and ran, that wasn't such a good idea because now dig and the kids were chasing me. I was soon captured and they tackled me to the sand.
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You:-laughs- get your heavy selves off me
Aubrey:we only listen to dad right now
You:oh is that so?
Jr:yup
You:jr what happened to you being on mommy's side!
Amina:-laughs- I'm on your side mommy.
Diggy:alright come on guys.
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They got up and diggy helped me up as I dusted myself off. I looked at the kids and smirked to bad diggy had seen us, he took off and we chased him around. Jr hopped on him but he kept running with him on, we all laughed and just stopped chasing him
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You:ok babe you win.
Diggy:I know I always do
You:now come get your prize.
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He looked at me and hesitated but finally came up to me. I kissed and waved the kids over as we tackled him...
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Diggy:awww.
You:-laughs- got ya.
Jr:aha!
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We got up and all dusted off, we decided to just get something to eat on the way home. And to just think I was on the verge of losing something this beautiful. We got home to find a lady sitting on our stair with a cigaret...
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Jr:who's that?
You:I have no clue.
Diggy:me either.
You:stay here I'll go find out.
Diggy:you sure?
You:yea.
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I got out the car and walked up I still had no clue who it was until she looked up and I seen the one person I thought I would never see...
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You:Ms.Tina?
Tina:Hey sweetheart.
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She looked like she had been crying and like she haven't slept. But to be honest I was still shocked that Jacob's mother was at my house.
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You:Hey Ms.Tina how have you been?
Tina:I've had better days. You?
You:I'm ok....umm Ms.Tina are you looking for Jacob? He's at home.
Tina:No he's not.
You:would you like me to call him?
Tina:he won't answer
You:Why not? Are you guys not speaking or? I can ta-
Tina:-cries- because he's Dead!
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