I looked up at the wall as mike layer next time, we both were stuck looking up at the wall I was so scared to even look at him after what just almost went down! Did I just almost sleep with my daughters father!? My ex!? What was I thinking!? I kept asking myself. Mike turned his head facing me and forced me to do the same....
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Mike:[YN]
You:hmm?
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Mike:your a good woman and a great wife but an even better wife! I love you dearly for always putting up with my bullshit! For always seeing the good in me even though you and I know it was nothing but evil. For just being the women that you are.
You:mi-
Mike:and most importantly...for giving me a daughter that you and Diggy have raised to be a phenomenal young lady. I am not here to take Aubrey away from Diggy. She needs him! He has been the father that I couldn't be! I'm just here to learn how to be what he is to Aubrey a... father. And I thank you for giving me not one, not two, not three but four chances too many to get things right with her. No more chances needed I am here and staying. So thank you!
You:and mike thank you for changing for the sake of your children. I am so proud of you! Thank you for being in Aubrey's life she needs you... Her biological father too. Diggy may have raised her but you helped create her and God blessed the both of us with that Angel. And thank you for not going there with me...
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I had said that low because I was embarrassed.
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Mike:no problem. I know you love him and I can tell he loves you. No matter how much I want you or love you, what we had is over and dead and we should keep it like that.
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He said as we both stood up on opposite sides....
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You:that is very nice of you to say mike.
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I said smiling as he came over and gave me a hug...
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Mike:I just wanna take care of my family.
You:if that ain't the truth!
Mike:yea...ima go though I don't wanna waste any more of your time Mrs.Simmons.
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He said as he cracked a smile, I smiled back and gave him another hug.
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You: (smiles) thank you for coming and listening to all my mess.
Mike:no problem.
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He said walking out the room, following him to the front door where he stood and smiled at me.
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Mike:stay up ma!
You:I will you too
Mike:I will. And I'll keep you posted when I pick Aubrey up from school Monday.
You:please do.
Mike:got you.
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He left and I took a deep breath, I walked to the kitchen but was back up a few minutes later when I heard the door, opening the door laughing because I just knew mike had to leave something. But I opened to see Daniel with a bouquet of roses. I stood in shock as he walked in and closed the door.
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You:Daniel...
Diggy:(clears throat) I know you probably don't want to talk to me, or look at me but I need you to just hear me out.
You:dig-
Diggy:please... I have not been doing what I am suppose to do as a husband! I have been failing you miserably and I am so sorry, I should not have had her in our home, around our children. I was wrong and for that I am sorry! I don't expect you to just forgive me now, take your time because I fucked up bad!
You:Daniel...
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I said walking up to him and grabbing his face as he put his hands around my waist.
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You:I missed you baby
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I said as tears fell down my face, he wiped them away and kissed me.
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Diggy:I missed you so much more man!
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You:I doubt it
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I said playfully hitting him. He smiled and I just instantly awed at that beautiful smile I missed so much.
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Diggy:whatever ma!
You:thank you for the roses.
Diggy:no problem I just picked them up on my way here.
You:awww where? My favorite flower shop?
Diggy:hell nah from the neighbors you know they got some fresh ones.
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He said laughing I hit him in the arm and walked towards the kitchen only for him to grab me from behind and kiss my cheek...
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Diggy:you know I'm just playing! Of course I went to your favorite shop.
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He said burying his head into my neck, I missed this. I missed him period! No matter how mad I am or how stubborn I am I just don't see myself without him.
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You:uhhh Daniel where are my children?
Diggy:damn...where did I leave them again?
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He said playful as I walked over to the sink and put some water in my favorite vase and sat the flowers in there, I gave him a mean mug as he laughed.
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Diggy:aww baby usually that face would have me sweatin but I missed you too much I can only enjoy everything you do
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He said as it had me at awe for a minute but I quickly gave him another mean mug waiting for him to answer my question...
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Diggy:they are at the house with Vanessa and Angie. Ma and dad should be back too though.
You:oh ok.
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I was just in a daze staring at Daniel, he was a good father, husband, rapper, entrepreneur, just a really smart man with a big heart. Human and not perfect but yet perfect just for me. He caught me looking and he chuckled and smiled.
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Diggy:what?
You:nothing...just admiring you.
Diggy:man if you don't stop with all that
You:I can't help it
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I said laughing as he was dead serious, I went over to him sitting on the chair and sat on his lap.
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Diggy:so where do we go from here?
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I rubbed his head and laid mine on his, he held me as I closed my eyes and sighed then opened and stared at the wall...
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You:I wish I knew.
