Glow [joshler] book one

Chapter 25- worth it?

"Isn't this strange? I mean, it is strange but it doesn't feel strange to me, why's that?"

"I don't know, I guess we're just used to strange ya know? I mean, I might be incorrect since I've never had a chance to live but, im assuming it's strange."

Joshua inhales the damp air, letting it fill his lungs. Everything felt normal, but it was strange.

"Yea..it is. But I don't think about it too much, im scared that my head might explode."

They chuckle gently.

"You people are weird."

Joshua rolls his eyes, nudging Tyler playfully.

Comfortable silence surrounded them before the brunette broke it.

"Hey Josh."

"Hm?"

"What are we gonna do?"

There's silence, Joshua turns to face Tyler who is sitting criss cross next to him, staring intently into his eyes.

"I don't know," Josh breaths.

They spend a good time just sitting in silence, Tyler focusing his eyes on the ground while Josh just observes Tyler's features. But Tyler breaks the silence.

"Im sorry for this."

Josh inhales deeply, taking his eyes off Tyler and planting them on the ground.
He feels tears welling in his eyes, because he was sorry too. His life was changing and who knew when it would go back to normal.

"A-Are you crying?"

He now weeping boy nods, burying his head in his knees.

"I-Im sorry Josh i-its my fault."

"Tyl-"

"No Josh," the brunette cuts him off, "Its my fault and you know it!"

This time, Joshua didn't reply. Instead he stared down at the ground, thinking. Because it wasn't Tylers fault, at least that's what he thought. I mean, how could it? He is the one who decided to take Tyler home, and did he regret it? Maybe. But nonetheless, the boy was mesmerizing to him.

But is a mesmerizing boy worth doing all this for?