Glow [joshler] book one

Chapter 27- sometimes I stop breathing

The boy wasn't breathing, not one bit. Joshua was petrified.

His heart was beating though, which was unusual.

But all Joshua could do is cry, cry because the feeling of being near this boy was magnificent, and he didn't want it to go away.

Joshua gave up after about 20 minutes of trying, scooping the boy up in  his arms and walking out of the small enclosure.

He stared up at the moon, then down at Tyler's face.

The moon illuminated the boys fragile features, his lips slightly agape and eyelids heavy.

Joshua let a tear slide down his cheeks, furrowing his eyebrows.

He was sad, he was very sad.

So he did what felt right, he slowly leaned in, gently pressing the small boys pink lips against his.

The kiss felt numb, it was full of no emotion, it just didn't feel like anything to Josh.

It was disappointing, Joshua expected emotion.

But he was filled with that, once he felt the motionless lips begin to kiss back.

The blue haired boy let out a small gasp of surprise, not moving a muscle, only continuing to kiss, feeling alive.

It hit him like a rock, the emotion filled him once again, and he began to cry in the kiss.

The kiss was soft and slow, but soon became messy and lust filled.

They pulled away breathless, Joshua staring at those eyes once again.

"Sometimes I stop breathing Josh, I don't know why, but don't be scared."