unbearable feelings (a kuroko no basket fanfiction)

05

Ryuichi carried Alice on his back as they exit the airport, Ryuichi called a taxi so that they can reach to the villa that Alice's father made years ago near a hospital and a basket court just behind a park near the hospital.

"Ryuichi... sorry...."

Alice muttered once they reached the villa, the man smiled as he gently patted her head

"Its alright, please take a rest"

Ryuichi said before Alice fell into a deep sleep just like a baby, the man cleaned the villa before their luggage came with Alice's pets and the day ends in a flish wjth Alice sleeping for the whole day

...

A week passed after Alice's arrival to America and everyday was like a new lesson for Alice since the hospital beside her villa has almost all the medication that she needs and 3 manoths after she came  her condition was much better than usual so the doctors decide to proceed the surgery to remove her tumor. Ryuichi was impatient during the surgery and once the sugery ended he immeadeatly bolt up only to see his young lady still alive and unconcous because of the anesthetic she had, hours later Alice woke up with a headache making her wince slightly at the unfamiliar pain together with the numbness all over her body

"Young lady Alice how are you feeling? Does your body hurt anywhere?"

"Ryuichi... no, I'm alright. I'm just not used with the feeling of headache"

Alice said making the man chuckle at her words, she tried to sat up but only to fear that the stitches on her head bleed so she lightly turn her head to look around the room only to relise that Midorima was in japan that was far from her

"Young lady Alice is something wrong?"

"No, I seem to be missing everyone already"

"I see, it is quite weird to not have your friends around despise they always came every weekends especialy Shintaro-sama"

Alice chuckled at her butler who also miss her friends that was in japan but nothenless she know that everything will be alright even if she wasn't with them anymore

...

For the next few months Alice have to run  a few blood tests because her condition was making the doctors worry  until they relise that the wound on her brain led her to a more dangerous disease

"She have a brain cancer from the wound she had from the brain tumor"

Ryuichi could feel his heart stopped for a moment when he heard the bad news, Alice relise that with the disease she had she know that she will might never recover so she decide to keep silent

"Ryuichi, make preparations to go back to Japan"

"Miss please stay here, you do know that we might have a treatment that can heal your 2nd stage cancer right? And we do not know that it might go worse"

"I know the risks doctor, but I can't possibily stay in the hospital just because I have a cancer"

"Young lady Alice even if you say so, that is too reckless besides your head hasn't completely healed yet"

Alice glared at Ryuichi for the first time that made the poor man shivered at how cold and lifeless her eyes was

"This is my order, prepare a plane for us to go back to Japan and by spring came we will depart from Americe"

Alice said coldly before she left the room leaving the doctor and her butler alone, the doctor looked at Ryuichi worriedly before Ryuichi left the room after thanking the doctor

"Young lady Alice, please wait-?!"

Alice clenched her teeth as her tears flow out from her hetereomatic eyes making Ryuichi relise that she fear death just like a normal human

"Lets go, I... can't stay here for too long or else I... can't have fun with them again"

"Yes... let me tell master and mistress about this matter"

"Makesure to tell doctor Midorima to not tell anyone about my cancer not even his family or his friends"

"Yes my lady"

Ryuichi said before he bowed and left leaving Alice who needs privacy alone, she went to a nearby park until she notice a basket ball rolled to her feet tapping her feet gently

"Hey! Can you pass the ball please?"

A black haired man said as his bangs covered her left eye making Alice lightly observed the male who seem to be captivated by her hair, she walked to the male before she give him the ball

"Can I see you play?"

"Sure"

The male said before he called his friends about the girl who wanyed to see them play, the group played until one team reaches 15 points which the black hared male's team won the small match

"Wow, you're surprisingly good, the others wasn't so bad too. I wish you can meet my friends back in Japan"

Alice said to the black haired male who chuckled at her excitement

"Lucky for you I also planned to move to Japan"

"Wow! That is great! I too want to move to Japan by spring"

Alice said as she smiled at the male who laugh at her excited self almost as if she had no worries and live her life to the fullest

"You'rr full of spirit just like a child would be"

"Realy? I don't think I am... haha but thank you for saying that"

"Sure, anyways my name is Himuro Tatsuya and you are?"

"Alice, Sonohara Alice"

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