unbearable feelings (a kuroko no basket fanfiction)

06

Alice's pov

Its autumn yet it felt so cold that I fear I might froze to death if it wasn't because of the heater that help the room became warm, I went to the hospital only to find that my cancer was slowly getting worse but did I care?

No

Memories of my life filled my mind when I relise that my life will soon end but no one know when and with the medications I recieved every day it seems that it help me to keep alive even if it only helps a little, I do appreciate it because I doubt I can survive until next spring or not.

A year

Feels like eternity but I was glad that I soon will came back to japan and I was uncertain with these uneasy feeling that filled my chest enough to make my stomach churn up,

"Young lady Alice are you alright? You look pale"

Ryuichi asked but I only ignored his question, I feel bad to make everyone worry about me but I was glad that none of my friemds seem to know about my cancer even if I've already lost contact with them eversince this summer but somehow only Kuro-san, Sat-chan and Ryou was the only ones who I keep contact to

"Do not worry about me too much Ryuichi, take care of yourself and the others"

"...yes my lady"

He seem like he wanted to say something but he decide to not ask, I know I made him worry about me too much but I have no choice but to keep my distance from him so goodbye won't be painful for him even if it does hurt me

"Ryou... I wish he will never ever like me and I were to find someone who he likes, even if that person was my own friend... I'll support the two even if I have to-----"

....

"Midori-kun..."

Alice muttered as she saw the familiar green hair before she walk to him and give him a huge bear hug making his raven hairen friend brust out laughing but sushed by his upperclassmens

"Midori-kun its been a while"

Alice said as a wide smile with a teary eyes making the green hair gently touch her cheek with his large hand and gentlyrub his thumb to remove her tears

"Its been a while nanodayo"

He said before she jumped at the raven hair giving him a bear hug while jumping like a rabbit

"He's so cute~ Midori-kun are those boys your senpais???!"

"...y-yes why-?!"

Midorima froze when his friemd hugged the older males making the 3 froze instantly at her bear hug until Ryuichi pulled her away from the 3 who somehow scared at her bear hug while Midorima have a dark aura around him

"Please forgave my young lady for her rude behaviours, she is too excited to comeback to Japan that she was smiling for the whole day"

Ryuichi said as he bowed 90° that made the males jawdropped when they saw the butler

"Anyways did she drink her medicine yet?"

"She did once we went out from master's jet"

Ryuchi said as Alice pout before Midorima notice that she still want a hug and ooened his arms making her instantly jumped towards him and nuzzled lightly at his broad chest as he blushed bright red

"Ryuichi, did sometging happened in America?"

"No, nothing happened except for young lady's protests about going back to japan"

Midorima sweatdropped at Ryuichi's answer but nothenless he do know that Alice was a hyper girl eversince he know her, Ryuichi excuse himself as he made a call with his master who made plans to pick up the two despise his busy schedule

"Shin-chan... is she your girlfriend~?"

The raven hair asked making Midorima blush beet red while Alice looked at the two confused by what they was talking about

"Girlfriend?... Midori-kun what is a 'girlfriend'?"

Alice asked innocently making Midorima's blush deepen and the raven haur to burst out laughing at her question

"Are you serrious?! Bwahahahahahahaha! Shin-chan your friend is so funny! Ahahahahaha!"

The raven hair laughed until his stomach hurts from too much laughing and once the male calmed down he starts to explain what a 'girlfriend' is to Alice since his friemd was too embarassed to explain and only to make the poor girl blush bright red making the tomato in shame while the raven hair laughed once more at her reaction that was just like Midorima's

"Bwahahahahahahahahaha! Both of your reaction is the same! Ahahahaha! You should just start dating already!"

"Ta-Ka-o!!!!"

Midorima roared before a loud 'ow' was heard at the airport's entrance.

...

Alice kept silent on her way home while Midorima has a dark aura around him while his friend was unconcous with a bruise on his forehead because of Midorima who hit him earlier as for his upperclassmens kept silent due to the awkward and heavy air in the car, the car stopped infront of maji burger where the high school males thanked Alice and her butler before they went off from the car without Midorima who stay with the two. The car continues until they reached an entertainment company where a man in suit wait for them, Alice instantly went off from the car and hugged the man who have the same hetereomatic eyes as her

"Dad!"

Alice stated as the man chuckled at her daughter's spirit

"Alice, you seem to be full of spirit"

The man said as he hugged her before the two went into the car, Midorima seem to be quite pressured by the awkward conversation that the father and daughter made

"I forgot to tell you this but, you're moving to Kaijo high with my friend's daughter Yukimura Reina"

Midorima went wide eyes when the older man announce his daughter's school, he secretly clench his fist while he look at Alice who seem to be excited at her new school with or without her knowing that she soon face her nightmare