Reina's pov
I stared blankly at the orange sky as I finish cleaning the gym, its been a while that Alice disapeared-no to be exact she disapeared just after Ryouta want her to disapear. I know Alice will do whatever Ryouta ask her to even so far as she will die if he wish to, I know how much she liked him and I know how much she suffered just because of him and I know how much of a hell she suffered with those disease.
"Yukimura... did you hear any news about Sonohara?"
Muramatsu senpai asked as the others looked concern of my best friend but sadly I too didn't know what happened exactly to her
"...sorry, I don't know... sorry... its all my fault..."
I sobbed as I clenched my fists not caring that my nails cut my palms before a gentle pat made me cried on Muramatsu senpai's chest. Its embarassing to call myself as her best friend when I'm the one who made her suffer so much, its so unfair that she have to be the one to disapear when was I the one who made destroy her hope. I know she hate the fact that I show her love to him but I can't help it because I feel like I don't deserve to have him.
"Midorima Shintaro...?!"
Kasamatsu senpai's shocked voice made me instantly look the green hair male behind me who was glaring at us for who knows why but the words that he spoke next instantly make my heart felt showered by ice
"Sonohara ask me to bring you all to her since she can't come nanodayo"
"Alice did...? But why can't she come?"
"You'll know the reason if you see her nanodayo"
The male said making me frown before we silently followed him and entered an alphard to Tokyo and to a hospital not knowing why he brought us there until we entered a room where a familiar snow hair was.
"Why... why are you here... Sonohara? And hwat's with those machines..?"
Kobori senpai asked as the snow hair smiled and as usual that smile show nothing but her usual self that never change
"Thank you Midori-kun and sorry I've troubled you"
"Its okay nanodayo, you have something to tell them right? Just hurry up and tell them nanodayo"
The green haired male said befkre he left the room as if Alice wants to talk some privacy with us
"Sorry everyone but... I can no longer can come to school"
Alice said before she laugh only to make Kasamatsu senpai slam his hand on the wall in annoyance
Alice's pov
I know its too much to take in for them but I have no choice, I'll tell them everything that I never want but I guess I have no choice
"You-"
"Stop it, I don't want to hear anything from all of you... I know that I'm selfish but please just don't ever come or either come to see me during weekdays"
"Is it about Ryouta? If it is I'll do-"
"No... because I don't want to see you all"
I stated as yet again my chest thightens, I know it hurts but I don't care either way since this is my way and this is how I'll take care of things
'Sonohara-san please don't lie, I know you always want them to see you but you concern Kise-kun too much'
I remembered what Kuro-san said making my chest hurts more
"You're lying... there's no way you don't want to see us-"
"You talk too much, being betrayed was something I never felt but I was stupid to not notice that you only show him your lie when he was so dead serrious to you"
I said as I looked away from the group when I saw Reina's shocked expression, I know I can't say something convincing right now but I can't help but to endure this pain.
...
The others went back without any complaints since Akashi-kun explains everything in detail which I was very grateful with it, its true that I can't handle the shock of knowing my death was getting closer and closer each day passed.
"Alice, is something wrong?"
I shook my head lightly at Akashi-kun's question, I know its a lie to say that I'm okay but I can't help but to lies since I don't want to make him worry about me too much. Winter cup is coming by next month which I know well its my last time to go out and see the other's game but at the sametime I have the risks of seeing him if I come
"Alice, stop thinking too much. If you want to come and see winter cup then you should stop it or Shintaro will go crazy"
Akashi-kun stated as I only stare at my palms, I have no words to talk about anything becausr I know well its all because of my stubborn self.
"Sorry Akashi-kun but... I... want to go see the winter cup"
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unbearable feelings (a kuroko no basket fanfiction)
Fanfictionshe loved him yet he doesnt she was hurt but he doesnt know she was sick and he has no clue the unbearable truth was the cruel fate she has the two was bound together eversince they was small but fate is cruel her health was poor eversince she was a...
