It's been a few months now. Spring break is approaching with only two months of school left.
Ethan has been working at Target EVERYDAY. I'm proud of him, but I haven't been able to spend time with him. I basically only see him at school.
I miss him.
"Hey babe" Ethan says in a question tone.
"Yesss" I reply.
"I get off work early tonight. Want to have a cuddle session" he asks.
We haven't had a cuddle session since forever.
"Yes, I miss those" I smile happily.
"I'll be back soon" he hugs me goodbye as he gets in his car for work.
I enter my house and sit down at the dinning room table. I grab a snack from the kitchen and begin doing my homework.
Hopefully this will kill some time.
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"I'm hungry" Summer shakes me from my nap.
I finished my History and English homework right before I fell asleep.
"Then lets go out for some food then" I pack my school items back into my backpack.
"Where do you want to go" Summer asks me.
"How about Qdoba" I grab my car keys.
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We sit down in a booth with our bowls.
"You ever wonder what your life would be like if Aunt May and Uncle Frank didn't give you to mom and dad" Summer speaks up.
"I do at night when I lay awake sometimes" I sip on my drink.
"I don't know how my life would be different. I feel as if it would have changed me as a person. Having either of them as parents would still leave me in this f.ucked up state of mind" I speak truthfully.
We finish eating our food in a comfortable silence.
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I finish brushing my teeth and changing my clothes to pjs.
"Hello beautiful" Ethan enters through my window.
"Hey there stranger" I grin.
I run to give him a hug and kiss.
I miss him.
He takes off his shirt, and we lay down on my bed. My head on top of him chest. I'm listening to his beating heart.
"How was work today" I ask him.
"It was really slow today. I had to restock the chip aisle" he sighs.
"Why have you been working so much the past few months? You're turning into a workaholic" I hum as he strokes my hair.
"I'm saving up for something" he responds.
"And what is that" I ask him.
I hear his heart beating faster.
"You'll see soon" he speaks as his heart starts to slow down.
I wonder what it is.
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I am tired of people who don't care for or about me. I'm done with people taking advantage of my kindness and big heart. My biggest flaw is thinking that people care for me just like how I would care for them but that's never the case. It's always one sided, so I'm done with people who don't genuinely care about me. I don't need people like that in my life.
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