The letter

Chapter 7: something wrong

A/n Hi finally got the chapter up, took a little time but my internet has been bad. And not been able to put up anything unfortunately. And excuse me if you see any spelling mistakes let me know if so. Karin :)

I woke up to Harry looked at me and said "we're here in London soon hope you sleep well."

I replied and smiled, "Yes you?"

"I have not been able to stop looking at your beautiful eyes so no sleep for me."

I laughed and blushed again.

Then I heard Liam's voice who sat on the seat behind us and said

"Come on now, Hazz we know you like her but go slow you know."

I blushed even more. And looked down wondering why Harry  likes me, I'm just a fan who had the happiness to meet them. Otherwise I'm just an ordinary girl who does not look good or are good at something. I also have no female forms and young  look. Thin even though I eat. What he sees in me? Really, I should probably be glad that I had fallen asleep in Harrys arms and that he likes me but I can’t really accept that he likes me as if everything is a dream.

I really should not think that I'm hopeless I'm not. I don’tknow why either of these words or sentences flew into my head and ruined everything. Harry looked at me as if he understand that something was wrong and said "How are you something wrong?"

"No everything is alright" I replied,  i didn't dared tell how it really was.

Then we started to make us prepared to get off the plane. Got guidance on how we would do this because directioners already early this morning waiting for the guys to come home after a lot of travelers in Europe and the U.S.

"Okay girls take it easy now, it will be much so be prepared, Niall you go with Zayn who takes care of you okay?" You could see clearly that Liam took over with the father role.

We went to the waiting room where the fans would stand and wait. Niall already began to get nervous. Zayn looked at him and said " it will be alright Ni try to stay calm."

We were met by mass of screaming fans. We ran through the waiting hall toward the elevator. I have never turned so much messy and stress in my life. And this, I'd probably get to meet on several time. When we were finally in the elevator came the calm but the adrenaline was still there.

Zayn hugged Niall and said "they're all right brother."

Aicha smiled and looked at Niall with a smile and said "yes everything is alright now."

The elevator stopped and we ran out to the bus and packed all the bags.

When we sat in the bus, I wondered where we were going. And what we would do.

The guys were off for a while before it was time for their promoting  tour was in Australia. Zayn, Louis, Liam went to their home and to meet with their girlfriends.

Aicha and I went home to Niall with Harry. It felt so strange to be with Niall to see everything and can touch everything you saw at the live stream.

I sat gently and nicely on the couch actually I just wanted to lie down in a cozy lax position but did not dare. Niall looked at me and said

"this is not a fancy expensive sofa here, you can lying who you want." And then he laughed. We all sat on the couch and talked.  And both Harry and Niall observed that we  do not know much about London.  And they both thought there was perfect with a trip around the big city tomorrow.  

“But only on a promise that I get Nandos or kfc for dinner after then I miss Nandos"

he said, smiling broadly. It was late and I and Aicha chose a guest room to sleep in.

As I lay there in Niall Horan's extremely neatly guest room that looked almost untouched out. I started thinking again why? Why I am here? Is there no one who is better than me, should have my place? Or I really deserve this? I tried to talk me into that I deserved this but could not. Aicha was so tired that she had already fallen asleep. I fell asleep shortly after.

Woke up that Niall came in hoping and ran around excited about the day. "come on now" he shouted.  Today we shall get to travel around London Aicha still slept and Niall tried to wake her. I borrow your bathroom I told Niall and brought me my clothes.

When I just would go out of the bath I heard someone came closer to the door. And then came that I forgot to lock the door.

Fuck no I thought, Harry opened the door. Luckily I was wrapped in my towel.

He stared at me and I at him. Felt so embarrassed here I was standing wrapped in a towel. After some staring he replied “Oh excuse.” He closed the door gently behind him. I was quick to lock the door got myself ready.

After everyone was ready, we went away the clock was not much but already people out on the street.

We took the opportunity to be early so no fans would find us and cause mass crowds on the street.  We went to Harry's favorite coffee and ate a very good breakfast.

As I sat at the coffee place, I started thinking about what I was thinking before I fell asleep last night, I should be happy to be here in my favorite city and I have one of my best friends with me and two of the boys in the worlds famous boy bands.  So from now, I decided that I was worth it to have this.  And hoped that the day would continue to be good.