Why Me?

Chapter 20

I wake up and check my surroundings, it's dark and I have no idea where I am. I feel two arms around me when I realise I'm with Chris in his room, I need to go to the bathroom but Chris' grip is so tight around be that I can't get out. I give up on trying to get out and I just lay down thinking about everything.
I kinda feel bad about today, the whole 'don't want to do it with you because you have done it with other girls' situation, I know that no matter what he can't take it back same as I can't take it back with Jakob but I want to move on from it. Every time I look at Chris I see him and Taliyah, which isn't a good sight to see of your boyfriend. I know that I need to forget about it but it's hard to, same probably goes for Chris with me. I pick up my phone to check the time, it's 3:47am and I have multiple texts from Jakob
Jakeyy💜
Guess who got lucky tonight

Jakeyy💜
This fellaaaa

Jakeyy💜
Why aren't you answering

Jakeyy💜
Oh I forgot you where with Chris, ENJOY THE SEX, HOPE YOUR USING PROTECTION!😏

I'm really tired and don't want to start a convo with Jakob so I put my phone back down and interlock my hand with chris', his grip tightens around me and pulls me closer into his chest. I snuggle into him and close my eyes trying to fall asleep, within a few minutes of trying I'm asleep
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I wake up to Chris getting out of bed and walking into the bathroom, I lay there trying to go back to sleep but I fail. I hear the door open and Chris walks out without a shirt on
"Come cuddle" I tell him and he looks at me
"Of course babe" he climbs in next to me and I bury my head in the crook of his neck
"Sorry about yesterday" I tell him
"For what?" He asks
"For not having it with you just because of what you done with the others, I shouldn't care about that but I don't anymore" I tell him and hug him tighter
"Babe that's okay, I'm never going to force you to do anything you don't want to do" he says and kisses me head.
I open my eyes and look up at him and he is already looking down okay me
"Can we go to wet and wild today?" I ash him
"Whatever you want to do we will do" he tells me
"Yay" I cuddle back into him
"We just need to go to mine first and get swimmers and clothes" I tell him, I remember abut telling my mum about what Chris and I had done and start to regret it. What if she doesn't like Chris anymore? What if he told dad and he won't let him see me anymore? Oh god I should of just kept my mouth shut.
I get up and walk over to the bathroom to get dressed in some clothes that I previously left at chris' house, I change my pants and take off my shirt only to realise I don't have a spear shirt here
"Hey Chris can I borrow one of your shirts?" I ask him as I walk out of the bathroom Only in my bra, if this was any other guy I would be embarrassed to walk out half naked but Chris doesn't worry me.
"Yeah babe whatever you want is in there" he points to his cupboard and I go pick out a shirt
I grab out a Rolling Stones shirt and put it on tying up the side.
"You look better in it than I do" Chris says and I giggle
"No way you look good in everything, better in nothing though" I wink and he laughs
"I knew you would say something like that" He says and I laugh
"Wanna go now?" He asks me and I nod.we walk outside and get into his car, we starts to drive to mine and within a few minutes we arrive and get out.
I grab chris' hand and walk up to the front door, I unlock it and walk in holding chris' hand
"Mum were home" I yell and I hear mum waking down the hallway
"Where is in you and Chris or ja-" she stops talking when she see Chris
"Oh good you guys are back together?" She asks and we nod
"Good I love you two together" she says and I blush
"we will be back" I say pulling him away and upstairs
"That was embarrassing" i Tell him
"That was cute, I love your mum" he tells me
"She loves you too" I laugh
I walk over and get 2 pairs of swimmers out, one pair that comes up to your neck and a normal bikini
(options above) and show Chris
"Which pair?" I ask him and he points to the ordinary pair
"Your just saying that because it shows more skin aren't you" I say and he nods fast
"Of course" I say and we both laugh
"Okay be right back" I say walking into the bathroom and get dressed, I walk out in my bikini top and bikini bottoms. I walk over to my cupboard and pull out some shirts and a shirt. (Above)
"You look beautiful" Chris says and I hug him
"Thank you" I say giving his a quick kiss
"Jakob text me and asked me if we wanted to go to the beach with him and that girl he hooked up with the other night, wanna invite them to wet and wild?" He asks
"Yeah defiantly" I tell him, I wonder what this girl is going to be like. She seemed nice the other night so hopefully she won't be a bitch.
We walk down stairs and I run into mum
"Where are you guys going?" She asks me
"Wet and wild" I reply
"Oh here let me give you some money" she said but Chris cuts in
"It's alright I'll pay for her" he tells her
"No Chris it's alright, here you go hunny" she hands the money to Chris.
"Alright wanna go babe?" He asks and I nod heading towards the door
I look behind me and see Chris isn't behind me, I wait a few seconds and he walks out behind me
"Where were you?" I asked him
"Putting the money on the bench" he tells me
"Chris no I'm not letting you pay for me it's like $80" I tell him
"I don't care, I'm paying because I love you" he tells me and kisses my forehead
"I love you too" I grab his hand
We get in the car and start to drive to wet and wild. It takes around an hour to get to there and Chris and I do the usual, listen to music and talk about stupid topics that have no importance.
We stop to get a Red bull and a packet of chips at the servo, and continue our way up to w&w
"Is jake meeting us there?" I ask Chris
"Yeah his there already, can you text him and tell him to get in like and we will be there in 5" he tells me and I get my phone out to text jake, I text jake what Chris wanted me to say and lock my phone again.
"Today's going to be fun" he says
"Yeah, anything with you is fun though" I laugh
"Aww cutie" he messes up my hair
"Chrissss" I drag out the 's'
"Shush" he says and I laugh while fixing my hair
"Look I see the slides" I yell while hitting his arm
"Yeah I see them too stop hitting me!" He yells back and I laugh
"Sorry not sorry" I say
We pull into a vacant car park and get out walking over to the line to meet Jakob and the mystery girl. Chris and I search the line for Jakob and Chris finally sees him.
"Over here" chris says to me and we walk over
"Hey guys" me and Chris says
"Hey, summer Chris this is Mackenzie, Mackenzie this is summer and Chris" he introduces us
"Nice to meet you" I hug her
"You too" she says hugging me back.
We walk up and pay for our day pass getting out wristbands for the photos. We walk up and put money into the rent a locker box and get our pin for our locker. We put our phones and towels in the locker , Chris and jake take of there shirts and Mackenzie and I take off our shirts and shorts leaving us swimmer bottoms and top, we look up at the boys and see them checking us out
"Boys stop staring" Mackenzie says and I laugh
"Aye boys stop you dont see us staring at you" I tell them
"As much as you want to you aren't" Chris winks
"Yeah yeah shut up" I laugh
"Let's go" Jakob finally takes his eyes off Mackenzie
I grab chris hand and we start to walk, I see Jakob not holding Mackenzie's hand and I wave my arm at him to get his attention,he stops talking to Mackenzie and looks at me
"Hold her hand" I mouth to jake and he shakes his head and mouths 'no' back at me
'Pussy' I mouth to him and he shakes his head
He moves has hand down and holds her hand, she looks at him and smiles. There actually really cute together.
"I'm going to the bathroom" I tell Chris but Mackenzie cuts in
"I'll come too" she says and let's go of jakobs hand
"We will meet you at the T40?" Jake asks us
"Yep go line up" I give Chris a quick kiss on the cheek and start walking off with Mackenzie
"So you like jake" I ask Mackenzie nudging her shoulder
"Yeah I really do" she tells me
"Aww your blushing" I smirk at her
"Shut up" she laughs
"I'll talk to him for you" I wink
"Alright" she laughs
We do our business in the bathroom and walk back over to the boys.
We walk up a few stairs and meet them
"Boo" I yell while jumping on chris' back
"Hey babe" he pulls his hands under my thighs supporting me
"We need to get them two together" I whisper into Chris' ear and he nods
"Yeah defiantly" he says
We look at Jakob and Mackenzie laughing at something one of them must of said, there pretty cute if you ask me.
"Jake can I talk to you for a second" Chris says and I get off his back
"Yeah sure mate, be right back" he kisses Mackenzie on the forehead and she blushes
"Someone's blushing" I say when the boys walk away
"Shut up" she laughs
"You guys are pretty cute, I heard you guys...you know" I wink
"Yeah we did last night, his great at it" she tells me
"Yeah I know-I mean uh yeah I heard" I tell her trying to cover it up, how bad would Jakob sound if he did it with his best friend, I don't want to say something that will ruin him for her.
"Did you guys?" She asks
"Yeah once but it was a stupid mistake" I tell her and she laughs
"That's how they normally go" she laughs and I laugh back
"What are you guys laughing about" jake asks grabbing Mackenzie's hand
"Nothing" we both say quickly and they laugh
"Alright, were on next" he points to the slide
"Yayy" Mackenzie says and side hugs jake
"Awww" Chris and I say in unison.
We go on around 6 slides and agree to go get some food at the cafe. We wrap our towels around around us and walk over and sit in a booth in the cafe
I sit next to Chris and jake sits next to Mackenzie on the other side of us
"So what do we all want?" Chris asks
"I'll have a chicken burger and chips and gravy" I tell him
"I'll have the same" Mackenzie says getting out her wallet
"Umm I'll have fish and chips" jake says
"What drinks" Chris says
"Coke" we all reply
"Okay I'll go order" he takes the money off the table
"I'll come" I slide it if the booth and see jake and Mackenzie staring at each other
I kick his leg under the table and he looks up at me
"Ask her out" I mouth and he nods
"Okay" he mouths back and I smile giving him a thumbs up
I walk around to the cafe and meet Chris
"His asking her out" I tell him as I stand next to Chris
"Oh okay hopefully we don't walk back over there and there making out" he pulls a face
"Chris you do know he has walked in on us doing much more than making out right" I remind him
"Oh yeah, I defiantly don't want to see them doing that I'll cut my eyes out" he says causing me to laugh.
We order our food and she gives us a table number for our order. We walk over back around the corner and seeing that jake is making out with Mackenzie.
"I guess he asked" I say and I slide in to the booth and they pull away
"Yeah he did" she puts his head on his shoulder
"Aww that's cute, CHRIS WE CAN FINALLY GO ON A DOUBLE DATE WITH SOMEONE!" I hit his arm multiple times
"Yes babe" he says grabbing my hand stopping em from hitting him
"When's our food I'm starving" Jakob says
"Your always hungry" I say to his which causes a chorus' of comebacks and laughter.
Around 5 minutes later our food comes and we eat in silence. When we are all finished we decide to go in the wave pool, considering the wave pools waves are suppose to be small these waves are pretty massive.
We walk in and swim to the deep end driving through the waves, jake and Mackenzie are no where to be seen knowing them there probably making out somewhere.
Me and Chris are casually swimming and dancing to the music that is playing in the background, I feel chris pressing himself up against my back and has hands travel down my sides
"You shouldn't of wore those swimmers after all" he says and squeezes my ass
"Chris where in public" I move his hands and turn around so I'm facing him
"I don't care" he laughs
"Chris you can wait a few hours till we are at home" I kiss him
"Hmm okay" he sighs
I pull him under the water and get in his shoulders, he stands up until we get crashed into by a wave and I go flying off him.
I get up from the water and see that Chris is laughing at me
"Shut up" I yell and swim back to him
I get to Chris and see that there's a incredibly attractive guy standing to his right, I don't even know I'm staring at him until Chris nudges me
"Stop staring at other guys when your my girlfriend" he said and I laugh
"What his hot" I smirk at him
"Yeah yeah" he mumbles
"I was kidding Chris" I say and kiss him, he takes this opportunity to turn this into a make out session and that's what he does. After a bit I pull away and Chris pouts
"Babe wait a few hours you will be fine" I tell him
"There's jake and Mackenzie" Chris points and we see them swimming up to us
"Hey guys" Mackenzie says to us and we greet her back
"We are gunna head home soon" jake says
"Oh okay we will too" I say
"Yes!" Chris yells
"Whats he on about?" Jake asks me
"He thinks his getting some" I laugh
"THINKS?" He questions
"Shut up chris" I say and we all laugh
"Okay we are gunna go" jake says and we follow them out of the water and back to our cars
"Cya guys, oh and congrats" I tell them while hugging each of them
"Thank you, I'll see you later" Mackenzie tells me
"Yeah definitely" I tell her and I walk over to Jakob
"Bye, congrats too" I say and give him a hug
"Thank you" he hugs me back
"Bye guys" we all say and we split up.
"Use protection!" I yell out to Jakob and Mackenzie and Jakob sticks the fingers up at me
"Love you too" I yell out and we laugh
"You don't actually do you?" Chris asks me
"What do you mean?" I ask
"Love him" he states
"What of course I don't, well I do but as a friend" I tell him
"Okay good cause your mine" he hugs me
"I love you" I tell him
"I love you too" he replies
We get in the car and start our journey home, 5 minutes into the drive it starts to rain. I look out the window and watch the water roll down the glass as Chris puts his hand on my thigh, I smile at him and go back to my position looking out the window, I'm glad everything turned out how it did. I don't know what I'll be doing without Chris.
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A/N SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG I have been at school and I've had homework. I will update every Monday, Wednesday and probably Friday/Saturday?? Depends but I will get back to you guys
ALSO...
I'm thinking of changing the name? What do you guys think of

'I guess we did it on purpose'

What one do you like better that^ or the one I have now?? Please tell me what one :)) AND IM ALSO LOOKING FOR A GIRLFRIEND FOR ETHO? I already got jakobs as you can see but I need one for etho so please comment if you want to x
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