Why Me?

Chapter 47

It's been two weeks, two weeks since me and Chris decided to keep the baby. We stayed at our own houses tonight, I felt like I haven't seen my mum alone in a while so I suggested we have seperate time tonight, which won't happen because we will be texting every second of the night.
"So have you spoken to Taliyah lately?" Mum asks me
"No, definitely not" I shake my head
"What happened between you two anyway?" She asks
"Remember when me and chris broke up for a little bit ages ago?" I remind her
"Yeah?" She questions
"Chris had sex with her, then she wouldn't leave him alone after we got back together, she's a bitch" I mumble the last part
"oh that's a bitch move" I nod my head
"I know" after a few minutes of silent she speaks up
"How far are you along?" She puts he hand on my stomach
"8 and a half weeks" I smile
"I'll have one baby, You and chris can have the other" she laughs
"No way, I love them too much" I smile
"I can't believe your pregnant" she says
"Neither can I, it wasn't intentional and we where going to have an abortion because we didn't want these babies at all but when we seen them I fell in love straight away" I tell her
"I know your only 17, but you two can do it" she reassures me
"I want you to be there when their born" I tell her
"Of course I will be" she smiles
"Any ideas for god mother and god father?" She asks
"Actually no,we don't have and friends that are girls we only have Ethan and Jakob" I tell her
"Ethan's more a girl he can be the god mother" she jokes
"Do you think it's weird to have 2 god fathers? Me and Chris haven't talked about it because it's so early in but I would like to have Etho and Jake" I ask for her advice
"Not at all" she tells me
"Okay" I chuckle
"When are youse moving in with each other?" She asks out of the blue. I haven't even actually thought about moving all my stuff to his house for good, yeah I practically live their already but my stuff isn't there.
"Haven't talked about it yet"
"You already live there anyway" she laughs
"Only Cause every time I'm away from him I miss him so much, every time his around I'm so happy" I tell her
"Teenage love"
"Yeah" I chuckle
I hear my phone ring and I pick it up to an unknown number, I look at mum and back to my phone sliding it to answer.
( Summer unknown )
Hello?
hey it's Chris's mum
Oh hello what's wrong?
The hospital just called me, Chris has been in a accident I thought you should know
What! What hospital what happened!?
Car crash, hospital on malicy road
I'm coming now
I'm not there, he wouldn't want me he would want you so go
I hang up the phone and run to get my bag
"What's wrong?" Mum asks walking towards me
"Chris was in a car crash, I need to go to the hospital" I say rushing to find my keys
"Your in no state to drive, I'll drive let's go" he walks out the door and I follow to to her car.
I get in the passenger side seat and plug in my seatbelt, I shake my foot over and over. How could this happen? Chris couldn't of got in a car crash his the most safest driver, I hope he isn't hurt much.
The drive to the hospital felt like it took forever, I want to see Chris, I NEED to see Chris.
I'm currently running through the doors at the hospital trying to find the information desk, I find it and I run as fast as I can dodging all the elderly people that's in my way.
"Chris Lanzon, where is he what happened!" I say quickly hoping she understood me
"Room 419, his unconscious, we are sure when he will wake up" she gives me sympathy eyes
"He will wake up though, right?" I ask worried
"There's a high chance he will, but there is a small chance he won't" my heart drops, he will wake up he has to.
I walk as fast as I could to room 419, I need to see him, I find the room and open the door. I drop my bags at the door and my eyes start tearing up at my sight.
He has a cast on his right and and his left arm is in a sling, his right leg is propped up and bandaged up, cuts all over his face with stitches in his lip.
"Chris" i whisper walking over towards him
"Chris wake up" I sit next to him
"You need to wake up, these babies need you" I hold his hand starting to cry
"I love you" I kiss his hand
Chris' pov
(An hour ago)
I just dropped summer off at her mums and i'm on my way back home, I plug my phone into the radio and blare my music, I hate not being with summer I miss her so much.
In one second all I see is Black...everything's black.
I can here voices, not familiar voices I just can't open my eyes or respond to the questions they ask me.
"Sir can you hear me?"
Yes yes I can
"Squeeze my had if you can hear me"
I physically can't, everything hurts
"What's your name son?"
Chris, Chris Lanzon
"No response" I hear a man say
I try, I try my hardest but I can't move or speak.
Next thing I know it's silence, dead silence. The silence that is scary and unwelcoming.
I feel like I fell asleep and woke up, yet I don't wake up, I can hear everything nkw I just can't move or open my eyes.
"Chris" I hear a sweet quiet voice
"Chris" I hear again, who is this?
"Chris please wake up" I hear again, who are you?
"Chris please wake up, these babies need you" babies? What babies? Who are you?
I feel someone kiss my hand, and a tear slide off the side of my wrist
"Chris" she cries
Then it hits me it's Summer, how could I forget Summer? How could I forget my babies! These 3 people mean the world to me, how could I forget them.
I hear footsteps coming towards me
"Who are you miss?" A girl asks
"Summer, his fiancé" she says sniffling
"I'm Dr Kingston I'm sorry this happened to him, I'm just going to give him a needle of adrenaline so he will wake up faster okay?" I hear, I'm in the hospital? What happened why am I here why can't I wake up?
"He will wake up right?" She asks
Yes summer I will, I will do anything for you I'm not leaving you.
"He will, we are sure of it" thank god 
"When?" I hear her voice brake
"Within the next week, maybe the following week" I cannot stay like this for 2 weeks, I need summer I need to tell her how much I love her and I won't leave her.
"Ok" she says quietly
Summers POV
I can't live without Chris for 2 weeks. How did this happen I was just talking about moving in with him now his in the hospital unconscious.
"Chris baby you need to wake up, how did you get in a car crash your such a safe driver" I cry
"Hey sweety" mum walks in
"Hi" i wipe my cheeks
"He will be fine" she sits next to me
"There's a chance he won't be mum, what if he doesn't" I look at him, cuts and stitches all over his face. I haven't heard his voice in an hour and I miss it so much.
"He will be fine, Chris is a fighter" she holds my hand
"I'm going for a walk" I mumble letting go of Chris's and mums hand
"What me to come?" She offers
"No I want to be alone, I'll call Ethan and Jakob" I tell her walking out
I make a group call with Jakob and Etho pressing call, within a few rings Ethan answers
"Hey summer why the group call?" Ethan asks
"Uh-" I get cut off by jakob answering
"Hey guys" Jakob replies
"Chris is in the hospital" I begin to cry for the tenth time within the last hour
"What why!" They both say
"Car crash" I cry
"Are you okay? Were you with him?" Ethan asks
"No I was with my mum, can you two come?" I ask
"Yeah definitely what room?" Jakob asks
"419" I reply
"Okay, Jakob I'll pick you up and we will go together" Ethan says
"See yous soon" I hang up, his going to wake up, his going to be fine. I keep telling myself that but I can't convince myself that's it's true.
I check the time to see it's 6 o'clock, I sigh turning around walking back towards Chris's room. I can't look at him without thinking the worst, I know he will be fine but there's still that chance that I don't want, the chance that Chris won't wake up.
I walk back into the room and stop while I look at Chris, I feel so bad for him.
I can't stop thinking that maybe if I was with him this wouldn't of happened. He wouldn't of done whatever he was doing to cause the car crash, he wouldn't be laying in a hospital bed right now he will be laying in his own bed doing who knows what.
10 minutes later I hear a knock on the door, I look up to see Ethan and Jake standing at the door with blunt faces, staring at Chris.
"I'll come back tomorrow yeah? I'll leave you three alone call me when you want to talk okay?" She kisses my head
"I love you, thanks" I don't take my eyes of Chris
"I love you too sweetie" she begins to walk out
"Bye Ethan cya Jake" I hear mum say as he leaves
"Bye" they both mumble slowly and walking in
"His unconscious" Ethan says
"Yeah, uh the doctors said he should wake up but there's a chance he won't" I start crying
"He will wake up summer he has to" Jakob hugs me
"I can't stay long my mum wants me home before 9" Ethan says as he sits on the chair opposite to Chris's bed
"Does that mean you will leave too? I don't want to be alone" I ask Jakob
"I'll catch a uber, I won't leave you" he flashes a smile towards me
"Thank you, I'll pay" I reply
"No it's fine, I will" he says and I don't reply
The next 2 hours went by fast, silent mostly but fast.
"I gotta go, Jake you coming?" He asks Jakob
"Nah I'll go home later thank you anyway" he bro hugs him
"Alright, hey summer his going to be fine and will wake up soon okay? Don't worry" he hugs me
"Hopefully" I mumble pulling away from the hug
"Cya guys, get better Chris" he says walking out like Chris could hear him, only if he could.
"Are you okay? Like seriously" he asks
"Yeah I'm fine just worried" I reply
"His going to be fine, he will wake up soon and everything will go back to normal, you and the babies need him" he puts his hand on my arm
"I can't do this without him" I look at Chris, lying deadly on a hospital bed
"You won't need too, now stop worrying and stressing so much or you'll hurt the babies" he tells me
"That's not possible"
"Yes it is, stress can hurt the baby just as much as physical harm towards you" he tells me, how so I now know the simple things?
"How am I supposed to be a mother if I don't even know anything about them oh god I'm going to be a shit mother" I sigh In my seat holding chris hand
"You'll be a great mother Sum same with Chris" he tells me
"I hope" i mumble
"Excuse me miss?" I nurse comes in
"yeah?" I look up at her
"We have a king single bed we move into rooms for family members at night, would you like us to bring it in?" She asks
"Yes please" I reply
"Okay I'll be back soon" she smiles walking out
"I'll leave soon" Jakob tells me
"No stay, please" I ask
"Are you sure?" He asks
"I don't want to be alone, I don't want to think about what could happen to Chris and you being here will stop me from thinking about it" I tell him
"Okay I'll stay" he says
My thoughts go back to my first ever date with Chris, our first kiss, our first time, our first everything. His always been there for me no matter what, how it's my time to be there for Chris. Forever.
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Inspired by my good friend Summer, funny cause both our names are Summer 😂 anyway don't know what I think about this chapter...meh
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