Why Me?

Chapter 27

"The condom" he says
"It doesn't matter I'm on the pill, I got on it when we had that scare a few months back" I tell him and he sighs with relief
"Good, so there's no chance you can get pregnant?" He asks
"Nope" I say
"I was so scared" he tells me
"Don't worry I can't get pregnant" I say and he smiles
"One day just not now" he says and I nod
"One day" I smile
I lay back on the bed and Chris joins me, I wonder what my life will be like in 10 years, will I still be with Chris? How many children will we have? Would we be married? My thoughts are cut off when he quickly sits up and looks at me.
"If you can't get pregnant why do we use a condom you know how much better it would be!?" He says quickly and I laugh
"Better safe than sorry" I laugh
"Yeah I know that's true but damn girl you already make me feel good but picture without one fuck" he says looking me up and down my body
"Eyes up here buddy" I say
"Sorry can't help it" he smirks
"Kinky" I say and he laughs, what would happen if I didn't go to the doctors and get myself on the pill...I would be pregnant and have a child in 9 months from now. Holy shit.
"What should we get for dinner?" Chris asks
"We could order Chinese?" I suggest and he agrees
"What do you want?" He asks me
"Umm can I get chicken curry and fried rice please" I ask and he nods at me and puts his phone to his ear. He orders me chicken curry and fried rice and orders himself black beef and noodles.
"It will be here in half an hour" he says and sits down next to me
"What do you wanna do while we wait?" I ask
"I have a idea" he smirks and starts kissing me, I pull away
"We literally had sex an hour ago and you are still horny" I say and he nods
"I always am for you" he smiles and I shake my head
"Idiot" I shrug his shoulder
"You love this idiot" he laughs
"Unfortunately yes" I giggle
"Unfortunately?" He says
"I love you babe" I say and he smiles
"You more" he kisses to top of my head
Chris is strange, 10 minutes ago he thought I was pregnant and now he wants to have sex without a condom? What is wrong with this guy...
"can I Put some music on?" I ask him
"Yeah sinc it to the tv Spotify" he tells me
I sinc my phone and play ed Sheeran shape of you, I know this is Chris' favourite song and I really like it too
"I love this song!!" He says over the music
"I know" I says no he smiles
"Hey Chris am I sleeping over tonight? We have school tomorrow remember?" I ask him
"I want you to but that's up to you if you want to go home, if you stay here I can make you feel good though" he smirks
"Stop you horny boy!" It hit his arm
"You like how I'm dirty" he winks
"Shut up Chris" I giggle
"Told you" he smirks and I turn the music up louder
"First week back at school means there's going to be a party on Friday want to go?" He ask me
"Yeah sure, who's house though?" I ask and he looks on his phone
"Taliyah's house" he tells me
"I don't wanna go" I say and look down
"Are you sure? You don't need to talk to her, but if you want to stay home we will" he says
"We can go for abit but then I'm leaving you can stay though" I tell him and he nods
"No way sum I'm staying with you the whole night I'm not letting you leave me" he hugs me
"Cheesy" I smile
"I know shut up babe" he laughs
"I love you you cheesy dirty guy" I giggle
"I love you my beautiful dirty girl" he replies
"How am I dirty?" I ask him and he smirks
"Remember that day you told me to fuc-" I cut him of
"Okay okay shut up" I say knowing what he was going to say
"Exactly" he laughs
I was about to reply but the doorbell rings telling us there's someone here, probably the Chinese guy
"I'll get it" I grab the money off the bench and walk over to the door
I open the door not to see the Chinese delivery guy but no one other than Jakob
"What do you want Jakob?" I ask him
"Oh your here" he says angrily
"Of course I'm here, what do you want?" I say
"My mate back but you have him hooked around your little fucking finger, fuck off" he turns around and starts walking away
"Fuck off Jakob" I say and shut the door walking back into Chris's' room
"Did you eat all my Chinese?" Chris laughs
"It was Jakob" I tell him and sit next to him
"What did he want?" He asks me
"Wants to be your friend again but apparently your wrapped around my finger and then he told me to fuck off and that you probably wouldn't want to be his friend again then he left" I tell him
"Dickhead, of course I don't want to be friends with him" he says
"Don't just not be friends with him because of me, you can I don't care" I tell him
"What no he treats you so bad why would I want someone like that in my life" he says
"Okay" I say and I hear the doorbell go again
"Ill get it this time in case it's Jakob, don't need him saying anything more rude to you" he kisses the top of my head and leaves his room.
I don't understand Chris, he could have the most beautiful and skinniest girl in the world he wanted but yet he chooses me? I'm not that skinny I'm not pretty or smart I don't know why he chooses me.
Chris soon walks in with a box filled with food and sits down
"Smells good" I tell him
"Yeah I know" he replies and hands me my food
"Thank you" I smile
We begin eat our food in silence, all I can hear is chris' deep breaths and the sound a forks makes when hits a plate, I finish my food and look at chris, I know I say it a lot but he is perfect everything about him makes me smile.
"what are you smiling at?" He looks up and asks me
"You" I giggle
"What about me?" He laughs
"Just everything" I reply and he smiles
"Nothing about me is worth smiling about" he looks back down at his food, I get up and sit next to him
"What do you mean?" I ask him
"Don't worry" he places his food away
"Chris" I say sweetly
"What babe?" He replies
"Why don't you think high about yourself?" I ask him
"When people say it a lot you start to believe them" he says looking down
"Chris look at me" I tell him and he looks up at me
"What do you mean?" I ask
"Sum don't worry" he tells me and I shake my head
"Chris please" I beg
"Please don't tell anyone" he says with a tear softly falling down his cheek
"Of course I won't" I tell him
"Since I've stated Xfactor I've been getting comments on my pictures and text messages saying I shouldn't sing, that I'm fat and ugly, that I don't deserve to be alive" he tells me, I wipe his tear
"You know your none of that, your perfect in every way, you are not ugly not even a little bit, your 100% not fat babe your perfect" I tell him
"No I'm not, if I was then why would people say it" he says, i hate seeing Chris upset, his always happy and hyper and to see him sad it hurts me
"Because there jealous, your hot, you can sing, and amazing in every way that's what everyone wants, that's why they are saying that" I tell him
"Yea i guess, can we please change to subject?" He says and I nod
"Of course, what should we do to cheer you up, anything you want" I smile
"Anything I want?" He says
"Yeah of course" I say
"Well you know what I wanna do" he places his hand on my top of my thigh and smirks
"What do you wanna do" knowing what he is going to say
"I want to fuck you" he smirks
"Wow your mood can change very easy, sad one second, sexy and horny the next" I tell him
"You think I'm sexy?" He asks and kisses my neck
"Yeah" I say
He continue kisses my neck sucking on random spots. He lowers me down and climbs on top of me and looks at me
"You wanna?" He asks moving his hand up my thigh
"Maybe" I smirk and he whispers in my ear
"I can tell You do" he starts sucking my neck again
"Mm" I moan and he climbs over to the cupboard next to the bed
"What are You doing?" I say and he holds up a little foal packet and climbing back over me,I already know what his getting
"No" I say
"Oh you don't want to have it?" He says
"No I do, just not using that" I say and he gives me a questioning look, I grab the condom out of his hands and throw it in the floor
"Oh I get you" he says and kisses me again
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I lay next to Chris and hear his breaths slow down
"I love you" he tells me
"I love you more" I reply and he wraps his arms around me, I don't last long until I slowly fall asleep listening to Chris faint snores.
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A/N is this book getting better or worse? Also I've been told to write more dirty scenes but I'm not sure lol anyway vote and comment your thoughts on this chapter please and if You want me to update :)!
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