Why Me?

Chapter 49

I wake up to an empty bed, Chris has been home for a few days and his almost healed. He has a cut lip and a few bruises but he should heal quick. Morning sickness has been terrible the last few days so that makes everything ten times worse, I've been vomiting, crying, angry, happy, every emotion.
I'm not sure where chris is so I get up and walk down the hall to see Chris cooking breakfast
"Good timing it's ready" he smiles
"What is it?" I smile sitting down
"Bacon, eggs, pancakes and muffins" he hands it to me
"Babe your amazing" I smile
"Anything for you, I hate how your been so sick lately" he tells me sitting next to me
"So do I, but we will have 2 beautiful babies in 7 months" I look at my much bigger belly
"They will be beautiful hey" he says
"Yeah, there half of you so of course they will" I say
"There part of you so they will be perfect" he holds my belly smiling. I start feeling a weird feeling in my stomach, not like throwing up or sickness it's just weird.
"My belly feels weird" I tell him
"Are you going to be sick?" He quickly asks
"No it just feels really weird" I tell him
"Maybe the babies are moving?" He smiles
"Maybe" I look down and smile
"I can't wait till they start to kick" Chris laughs
"Neither" I smile at him
"Eat up and we can have a Netflix day" Chris stands up and starts washing the dishes
"Thank you, for everything" I add
"No need to thank me, I trying to be the best fiancé and dad ever" he looks over his shoulder at me quickly
"You are the best, daddy" I see him freeze and turn around to look at me
"Don't call me that" he walks up to me, he puts his finger under my chin and makes me look up at him
"Why not" I smirk
"Because when you call me that I can't handle myself" he holds my waist and stands me up
"What can't you handle, daddy" I whisper
"You" he replies smashing his lips onto mine.
I know what your thinking, horny teenagers right? Wrong, you have all these mixed up emotions and see how you feel.
The atmosphere turns electric whenever Chris connects his lips to mine, when he touches me it's like all your worries and problems seem to vanish, How could I not love this boy? he leans further down to kiss me harder until him and I could no longer breath. I turn in to a completely different person whenever I am around him, I'm a happy and positive person not moany and grumpy like I usually am.
"Your going to be an amazing dad Chris, I can't thank you enough for everything you do for me" I pull away from the kiss
"Well your there for me anytime I'm sick or sad or anything really so I'm just giving my love back to you, your going to be a beautiful and inspirational mum summer, I know it is going to be a challenge but we have been through thick and thin, and I am sure we are going to get through it, you dont need to thank me" he kisses me lightly and smiles
"I love you" I whisper
"I love you more baby" he hugs me
Suddenly, I feel this weird feeling in my stomach again, it felt as if it was going to explode, it wasn't sickness but a really strange feeling, I assume it will pass so I try not to think about it.
Within the next minute it's starting to get worse and worse and starts to hurt, bad.
"Chris Chris my stomach" I wince over in pain as it starts to sting
"Summer what's wrong" he asks
"It hurts, heaps" I breath heavy
"Shhhhh, everything will be alright, I'm here" He reassures me
I look up to him and he wraps his arms around me, millions of emotions are rushing through my body and the pain getting a little less intense. Suddenly I feel my belly start stretching and I instantly know what it is.
I pull up my shirt and I see Chris leaning over looking, I see small movements in my belly.
"Oh my god Chris look..." I place my hand on the side of my stomach where the movement is and chris puts his hand on mine.
"Are you okay?" He quickly asks
"Yeah it's not too bad anymore" I breath out
"Good, Summer it's our baby, our baby" he smiles
I look up at him and his eyes started to swell up with  tears and smile from ear to ear. We both put our hands on top of one another, trying to spot where would the next kick be. Everything just felt so real and satisfying to know that the baby was ours.
I hear the door open and I see Ethan and Jakob walk through the door. they havent seen me in ages and their eyes went wide when they say us on the floor.
"Summer are you okay?" Ethan rushes over
"Yeah there was heaps of pain but look" I smile as my belly moves the slightest bit
"Is that the baby?" Jake smiles
"Yep" Chris laughs wiping his tear from mine and his face
"Your stomach is really big" Ethan laughs
"Wow really nice Ethan" Jake says
"She's pregnant what do you expect" Chris states
"How far are you along?"Jakob asks
"4 months" I reply
"Only 5 months left" Jake smiles
"Ow ow" I hold my side of my belly and best over
"Are you okay?" Chris stands me up
"It's really stinging" I wince
"Go lay in bed ill bring you water and medication" Chris says
"Thank you" I flash a smile and walk out of the kitchen
I walk into our bedroom and lay in bed under the blankets, my shorts are digging into me as I've grown so I slip them off and pull my shirt over myself and put another blanket over me.
I see Chris walk into the room and Jakob and Ethan walking closely behind him.
Chris lays next to me and Jakob and Etho sit at the bottom of the bed
"Summer just think all of this pain is going to be worth it, whenever you first look into them beautiful babies eyes you will fall in love with them and not regret a single thing" Jakob tells me
"I wish I could say this is the worst I'm going to feel, I can't do this guys how am I suppose to be like this for the next 5 months" I start to tear up
"You can get through this Summer, we are all going to be here every single step of the way" Chris holds my hand
"No matter what" Ethan continues.
"It just stings, it doesn't hurt just stings really bad" Chris wipes my tear
"Take this babe hopefully you feel better" Chris hands me two tablets and a bottle of water
"Thanks" I grab them off him and take the pills
"Do you want us to leave?" Ethan asks
"No, I missed you guys" I chuckle
"Okay" Ethan replies flashing me a sympathetic smile
Chris' POV
It absolutely kills me to see her like this, She is such a strong person so seeing her like this hurts me, I wish I could just take the pain for her by I can't so I'm going to do anything I can to make her feel better.
She squeezes my hand and looks up at me holding her stomach
"I'm sorry baby I'm really sorry" I rub her stomach
"It isn't- isn't your fault" she replies
I want to be the best dad I can be, my childhood wasn't the best so I want these babies to have the best life. My parents abused me, neglected me and forced me to do things I didn't want to I definitely don't want that for these babies.
"Can we just watch a movie" summer asks us
"Yeah sure" I reply and Ethan chucks me the remote
"You pick" I chuck it back at him
"Umm teen wolf?" He asks
"Yeah" we all say
"Okay" he replies presses play
I lays on the side of the bed, then summer and Jakob, and Ethan next to him. She wrap her arms around me and nuzzles her head into the crook of my neck, I feel her breath get heavier and heavier  her eyes slowly closing before the show officially starts she's asleep.
We get through 2 episodes and Jakob has fallen asleep, it's only me and Ethan awake and he presses pause
"Do we wanna go downstairs so we don't wake them?" He asks 
"Uh yeah sure" I reply
I stand up slowly and walk over to the door, I look back at Jakob and Summer alone sleeping there, I didn't like it at all but she was tired so I'm not going to wake her.
"They're fine chris don't be worried" Ethan pats my back
"Yeah your right, lets go" I whisper and I follow Ethan down the stairs.
Seeing them together reminds me of the time she was with him, I hate to picture them together but I can't stop. I know she won't do it again but Jakob is the one I don't 100 percent trust. Last thing I knew he liked her so who knows if that changed, him and Ethan was a fling and knowing him he would go back to liking her. I trust him I do, but not with her, she's too perfect for anyone not to like.
Ethan's P.O.V
Is it bad to say you like your best friend? Especially if it's a guy? Being gay is worse enough I don't want to be crushing on my best friend. Every time I see him I get butterflies in my stomach and can't stop staring at him. To say his good looking is a understatement his fucking hot, I bet your dying to know who it is? Right?
I sit on the lounge and face chris
"Hey Chris?" I say
"What's up?" He asks as he turns and faces me
"If you had feelings for someone but you knew that they didn't like you back, how do you try to stop liking them?" I ask
"Well how do you know that the person doesn't like you?" He asks
"Because I know he doesn't" I tell him, instantly regretting I said he
"He? Well I think that you should just tell him how you feel" he says
"But what if you can't find the words to say it" I ask
"Then just kiss him, if he doesn't like you back he will push you away, if he does then he will kiss back" Chris shrugs his shoulders
"It isn't that simple" I tell him
"Well who is it and I will try to figure out if they like you" he asks
"Can't tell you yet" I reply
"Well, I say just either tell him or kiss him" he turns to me more
"But I know he isn't gay" I reply
"Maybe he is, you never know" he tells me
"So you seriously think I should just kiss him, out of no where just kiss him" I ask
"Yeah, what bad could happen" he says as I sigh
"Just go do it it can't be that bad" he says
I look at him and he looks back at me with a blank expression on his face, if he only knew what was about to happen.
In a split of a second I lean in to close the gap of our lips, I know he isn't gay but I needed to feel his lips against mine.
He doesn't push me off but he doesn't kiss me back either, not good but not bad.
I continue to kiss him one sided, I needed this.
"Ethan" he slowly pushes me off after a few more seconds
"Sorry" I mumble
"Don't be" he replies
"Actually do be, Ethan I'm getting married and have 2 children what the hell were you thinking" he yells/whispers at me
"You told me to!" I reply
"Not me! You know I'm not gay Ethan yet you kissed me" he shakes his head
"You told me too!" I repeat
"Not me!" He said louder
"Chris, I get it just please forget about it" I mumble
"No Ethan I can't forget about it! You kissed me!" He replies
"You didn't stop me" I raised an eyebrow
"That doesn't mean anything etha-" I cut him off
"Yes it does, you didn't kiss back but you didn't stop me" I tell him once again
He didn't stop me, he didn't push me away straight away, but he didn't kiss back. I knew he wouldn't kiss back cause hey his engaged....his engaged, I just made him cheat on Summer, what the hell kind of friend am I!
"Sorry Chris I really am sorry okay, I realised what I have done so I'm just going to leave" I shake my head and stand up
"no Ethan don't, just forget about it Summer doesn't need to know" Chris grabs my shoulder stopping me
"Summer doesn't need to know!? That's how cheating begins chris" I tell him
"Oh yeah? What did I just do? What did you make me do?" He asks
"Cheat..." I sigh
"Exactly, now change the subject before I punch you" his fists clenched together
"I'm sorry" I repeat
"Just stop." He looks at the off T.V
"You know the T.V is off right" I awkwardly chuckle
"Your making this awkward what else am I suppose to do" he chuckles
"Turn it on?" I reply
"Yeah yeah" he reaches over and presses the on bottom of the remote
Silence fills the room after that, I shouldn't of done that I knew the repercussions yet I still did it.

Chris's P.O.V
Ethan kissed me, he kissed me! Fuck I didn't even push him off, why didn't I push him off! I've screwed up big time who knows what Summers going to say when I tell her...if I tell her.
"I'm going to check on Sum" I mumble as I stand up and make my way over to the stairs. I slowly make my way up the stairs not wanting to go back down to Ethan, awkward as hell down with him is.
I slowly creak open the door to only see Jakob, where is summer?
I walk around the bed to see summer,she's there...I wish she wasn't. Jakob's arms are around her and one of her hands are in his hair and the other is holding his arm. Why? Why does today have to be messed up?
I don't move them, I don't say anything to anyone, I just walk into the kitchen, getting Summers car since  my car is crashed and I walk out to door ignoring Ethan's questions, I can't do this.
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A/N..... I bet you thought Ethan was talking about Jake 😏 also a very big thanks to my friend Summer writing some of the chapter 💜
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