Why Me?

Chapter 46

Last night was good, really good. We went to Grill'd for dinner then ice skating after, let's just say Chris cannot ice skate if his life depended on it.
I'm lying in bed with Chris next to me and Jakob and Etho on the floor on a mattress. Anyone else would find it awkward sleeping in the same bed as someone  with what Ethan and Jake have been through but they don't, I know Ethan still likes him yet Jakob...that's a different situation. He must of felt something to kiss Ethan that rough the other day, but he won't admit it which sucks, I know it's a hard thing to admit and even if he is gay but he should be able to tell me, I won't tell anyone.
Jakob starts getting fidgety in his sleep so I know his going to wake up soon, i lay on my back and wait for someone to wake up so I won't be alone. After a few minutes of thinking Jakob wakes up.
"Morning" he whispers
"Morning jake" I smile
"How are you?" He asks me
"I'm good you?" I reply
"Yeah good thanks" he replies in his morning voice, still as good as ever, even though Chris' is better
"You and Ethan look pretty cozy down there" I smirk
"Oh shut up says the girl who has Chris' hand on your boob" he laughs
"Shut up Jake" I laugh moving Chris hand
"No don't" Chris grunts
"Sorry sir" I say sarcastically causing Jakob to laugh
"I'm tired" he mumbles moving his hand back
"Just because your tired it doesn't mean you can hold my boobs" I laugh pulling his hand away
"Damn" he mumbles holding my waist
"Why can't I find a girlfriend" Jakob laughs
"You will, you always have Ethan". I smirk
"Please don't" he whispers
"Sorry" I smile
"I'm not gay, I don't want to hurt Etho by people talking about it" he tells me
"Yeah that's true, I won't say it anymore" I tell him
"Thank you" he smiles
"Can yous shut up" Chris mumbles into my neck leaving goosebumps
"Can you stop giving me goosebumps" I laugh
"Wow I don't wanna know what's happening there" Jakob laughs
"Not everything's sexual" I laugh
"Talking about that, you have a doctor appointment today right?" He asks
"Yeah, a appointment and a ultrasound later today" I sigh
"Don't be upset, disappointed or anything, this is a miracle just because it isn't the perfect timing it still is" he sits up
"I know but I don't know what I want, I know Chris will love the baby and not leave me but I don't know what I want" I tell him
"I think as soon as you see the baby in this ultrasound you will fall in love, have you told your parents?" He asks
"Hopefully but doubt it, we told Chris parents and they weren't happy, Chris' dad hates me" I reply to jake
"He wouldn't hate you" he tries to make me feel better, doesn't work.
"He does, he said the only reason Chris likes me is because I apparently give good head and that's only what I'm useful for" I tell him
"Chris doesn't like him so you don't either, his a dickhead everyone knows that Chris loves you for way more than that" he comes up and sits on the bed
"I know he does, I just want his parents to like me" I tell him
"Who cares, your parents love Chris that's all that matters"
"Yeah I know" i reply
"He makes you happy?" He asks
"Definitely, no matter happens I'm happy with him" I smile
"That's good" he smiles back
I turn over and chance the time, it's 10:48 and our doctors appointment is at 11:30 so I should wake chris up
"Baby we need to leave in under an hour" I shell him
"You woke me up from a good dream" he mumbles
"What was this dream?" I ask
"You where on top of me doing all these dif-" I cut him off
"Jakob's still here" I say quickly
"Oh shit sorry jake" he laughs still in his morning croaky voice
"All good don't need them pictures in my head" he laughs
"That's awkward, what do we have first?" Chris asks
"Doctors appointment at 11:30, ultrasound at 2" I remind him
"I need to shower" he sits up
"Jake wake up Etho" I tell him
"Okay" he stands up and walks over to the bed jumping on it like a little kid
"ETHAN WAKE UP!" He yells over and over until Ethan wakes up
Half an hour later I'm dressed and ready to go, Chris is still getting ready and Jakob and Ethan have left. I promised I would call Jake to tell him the news we find out.
"Ready" Chris walks down the stairs
"Finally we are going to be late, lets go" I stand up off the lounge and walk towards the door
"Sorry I know" he walks out the door
"Here we go to see our baby" I say closing the door
"If we keep the baby do you have any names you like?" He asks
"Don't say any names, if we even think about naming the baby I will feel even more guilty if we abort" I tell him
"That's true" he turns on the car
"Why do you always drive? I want drive" I laugh
"You'll crash my car"
"I would not!" I hit his shoulder
"You can drive in your car, it is in the garage after all this time" he laughs
"We have been together 2 years soon" I remind him
"I know, 5 weeks"
"Wow you actually remember" he smile
"Of course I remember, the day my life changed" he smiles holding my hand
"My first kiss, my first time falling in love, My first everything" I smile
"I love you" he looks at me then back at the road
"I love you too" I smile at him
Surprisingly I have had to many mood swings, I don't want to go off at Chris again I don't want to hurt him.
"What do you thinks going to happen?" He asks
"At the ultrasound?" I question
"Yeah" he replies
"I have no idea, I'm scared to see the baby" I admit
"You can tell your pregnant, you have gotten bigger quickly" he tells me
"Thats what Jakob said, apparently I'm bigger than I should be" I tell him
"Yeah you are, I'm sure it's fine" he smiles
"I don't wanna get stretch marks or anything" I say
"We can buy cream that the doctors say it will be fine"
"Okay" I look out he window.
We arrive at the ultrasound building (whatever it's called) and I walk in hand in hand with Chris. Everyone's looking and judging us as we sit down waiting to be called out, I know we are young but seriously don't judge we didn't mean it.
"Summer" finally a lady calls out
I stand up gripping chris' hand as tight as I ever had
"Relax babe it's fine" he hugs be quickly
"Thanks" I sigh walking in and sitting on the bed, Chris standing beside me
"Alright summer how many weeks pregnant are you?" She asks turning to Chris staring at him
"Uh I'm not sure" I reply, her glaze not moving away from Chris
"Do you have an idea sir?" She asks Chris
"Uh it could of been the night of the grand final, when was that?" Chris asks me
"Around 6 weeks" I reply
"Oh what was this grand final for?" She asks...what a suprise still looking at Chris, seriously I know his hot but he has a fiancé and a frekin child.
"The X factor" Chris replies
"That's why you look familiar! i was trying to figure it out, your Chris right?" She asks
"Yeah I am" he smiles slightly
""It might sound stupid but can we get a photo after?" She asks him
"Yeah of course" he replies
"Okay thanks, so you think you are 6 weeks pregnant?" She asks me
"Around about" I reply
"Okay, I'll get you to unbuttom your pants" she tells me and I do what she says, I look at Chris and he raises his eye brows giving me 'that look'
'Stop' I mouth to him looking back to the girl
"Alright so this is going to be cold but I need you to stay still" she tells me and I nod, nervous to see the baby, apart of me still believe the tests had it wrong, I might just be putting on weight and not pregnant, but deep deep down I know that I am in fact pregnant.
"Alright see these lines that been up here?" She points to the top corner
"Yeah" me and Chris say In sinc
"That's the baby heart beat" she smiles at us, I can't help but smile, that's my babies heart beat, me and Chris actually have a baby.
I look off the screen and look at Chris who looks like his going to cry, I smile at him and he smiles back squeezing my hand.
"Why is there two?" Chris says and I shoot my eyes back to the screen
"It does that sometimes because the baby so small it echoes and comes up as two" he tells us
"Oh okay" Chris replies
"Here's you baby" she smiles and I look to see my baby, that baby is mine...I still can't believe it.
"So beautiful" Chris whispers
"I know" I smile
"Wait" she zooms in
"What is their something wrong?" I ask quickly
"Uhh" she continues looking
"Seriously is their something wrong?" Chris asks
"Looks like your not pregnant to one" she tells us, I look at Chris confused
"Congratulations Your having twins" she smiles at us
"Twins" I repeat
"Twins" Chris confirms
"We are having twins" I look at Chris
"Are we?" He asks knowing that I know what his talking about. Are we having the baby.
"We will talk later" I smile at him turning my head to the screen
"I'll take some photos and print them off now" she smiles at us and starts clicking a button
I can't move my eyes off the screen, the time said 11:57, the appointment finishes at 12 so I know this will be the last few minutes we have to see her or him for a while.
"Okay, I'm hope your happy with your pregnancy, next check up is in a month, i have sent you pictures to the front counter so pick them up on your way out, here's a tissue to wipe off your stomach" she smiles at me handing me a box of tissues.
"Thank you so much" I thank her
"It's fine" she smiles
"Can I have a photo with you now? Sorry but I have another client at 12:05" she laughs
"Yeah sure" Chris walks over and she takes a selfie with him
"Thanks" she smiles
"Anytime" he chuckles
"All good?" He asks me
"Yep it's all off" I smile
"Thank you" I thank her again
"Don't thank me it's my pleasure" she says
"Alright, we will see you next time" I say standing up
"Thanks" Chris says as we walk out.
"Twins" Chris says
"Yeah twins" I smile at him
"I want this baby, well babies" he smiles at me
"So do I" I smile widely
"We are going to be parents" he hugs me so tightly
"Yeah we are, you'll be a great dad" I hug him
"You'll be a amazing mum babe" he continues to hug me in the middle of a corridor
"Lets go get the photos" I smile holding his hand
"Okay"
We walk to the counter and chris gets the photos from the man behind the counter. He hands half to me and he looks through the other half. I see my beautiful two babies, I don't think people meant it when they said they love someone on first sight, I believe it now. I love these babies. I would never abort them.
"Can we go to the shops then to my parents house, we should tell them" I look at Chris as we get into the car
"Yeah of course, why the shops and what shop?" He asks
"I want to make it special when we tell them, like a cup with 'worlds best' the we can wrap up a box wth the picture in it with something that says nanny and poppy" I tell him
"That's such a good idea!" Chris says driving
"Do you want to get some for your parents?" I ask being nice
"No" he simply replies
"No matter if we like it or not their going to be the grandparents" I remind him
"I know but they aren't the worlds best" he sighs
"Should we at least get copies of the picture and give them one? At least your mum?" I ask
"Yeah okay, I just don't want you near dad" he says
"Why?" I ask
"Because his a dickhead to you, he says irresponsible things" Chris holds my hand
"It's fine, i'm there for you and your mum not him" I tell him
"Okay" he smiles
For the next hour we where at the shops, I got 4 cups that say 'worlds best' with dotted lines after it, 2 small wooden blocks that say nanny and 2 that say poppy, I'm going to put the wooden blocks in the cup with a photo of the babies. I'm so excited get scared to tell my mum, what if they is disappointed in me?.
We are on the way to my parents, my nerves grow the closest we get to my house, Chris can tell as he keeps smiling at me comforting me
"It's going to be okay" he tells me
"I know, but what if they don't approve? What it they hate me for it" I sigh
"They won't, they love you for you and they will love these babies" he says
"I know but I'm just over thinking it I know my mum will be happy" I smile
"They both will" he says
"Yeah" I say
I see my house up the road and I start to get even more nervous, yet calmer. My parents love me and also loves Chris so why wouldn't they love this baby.
I put the cups in a small colourful box and close it.
We pull up in the driveway and chris smiles at me getting out
"Remember when I picked you up on our first date, you looked so beautiful, you still do you amaze me" he kisses my cheek
"It was my favourite date ever of course I remember it" I smile
"I love you so much my amazing perfect fiancé" he says
"I love you more my amazingly attractive great fiancé" he kisses me
"Lets go tell your parents" he pulls away and holds my hand walking to the door
With one deep breath I twist the door handle and walk in
"Mum, dad!" I yell out
"Oh who's this stranger" my mum walks up hugging us
"I missed you both" she smiles
"Missed you too" I smile
"What's in the boxes?" She asks us
"Uh there's one for you and dad where is he?" I ask
"Getting out of the shower, he should be coming down soon" she tells us
"Okay" I reply walking over sitting on the lounge next to Chris
"Do you want anything? Drink or snack?" She asks
"No thanks mum"
"No thanks mrs smith" Chris smiles
"Chris, your my daughters fiancé please call me Sophie" mum smiles at him
"Thanks Sophie" he smiles
"Hey honey hey Chris" dad walks down the stairs
"Hey dad"
"Hey Kurtis how are you?" Chris asks
"I'm good son how are you?" He asks back
"I'm good" Chris replies
"So what brings you two over?" Mum asks as they both sit on the lounge
"We have something to tell you" I smile at Chris
"Oh really what is it?" They both ask
I hand them both of of the boxes one each, watching them open it and watching their facial expressions.
"Worlds best..." dad says confused as he continues to  open it
"Poppy?"
"Nanny?" They read it
"Your pregnant!!" They both stand up and hug both of us
"Yeah I am" I smile
"Look at the photos" I say and they pick them up
"2! Your having twins!" Mum squeals
"Yeah" Chris laughs
"Omg I'm so happy for you two" they hug us again
"I'm surprised you didn't noticed when I walked in, my belly is so much bigger than before" I laugh holding my belly
"I thought you were just getting fat" dad laughs
"Rude!" I laugh
"There's two lovely babies in there" dad smiles
"Yeah" I smile at my belly, Chris kissing my forehead
"How far along?"  Mum asks me
"6 and a half weeks" Chris replies
"Let me guess if it's a girl your going to name her-" I cut her off
"Shut up!" I quickly stop her
"Sorry but don't tell Chris" I laugh
"Why not?" Mum and chris say together
"I'll tell you later, I want to tell you, I've wanted to name my baby girl this since I was like 7" I giggle
"Okay" he smiles
"What are you guys doing for dinner we could go out?" Mum suggests
"I would love to but we can't, we have a doctors appointment at 2 so we should leave soon" I tell her
"Okay, what about breakfast tomorrow morning?" She asks
"Okay sure" I smile
"We should really get going out appointments in 20" chris tells me
After saying out goodbyes we get into the car and start driving to the doctors, I'm excited to find out more things about our baby.
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A/N UN-EDITED AGAIN! sorry for the delay guys xxx thanks for all your support xx
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