Why Me?

Chapter 32

I wake up alone, in my own bed without Chris next to me. It feels weird not being in the same room as him because we are seriously always together. I get up and walk over to my cupboard to pick out some clothes for school and I walk into the bathroom turning on the shower, I brush my teeth and wait for the water to heat up in the shower. I do the usual in the shower, wash my hair, shave my legs and wash my body before stepping out to get dressed, I wrap to towel around me and turn on my hairdryer to dry my hair. Once my hair is tried I quickly apply loose waves and get dressed into my Casual dress.
I walk out of the bathroom and grab my bag with my books and walk down stairs to wait for Chris. While I wait for him to come pick me up I grab an apple and some grapes of the bench to eat for breakfast. I sit down on the island bench and start eating breakfast,soon enough chris walks through the door and I chuck the left overs of my breakfast in the bin
"Hey I could of been walking around naked and you would of just walked in" I laugh
"Would of liked to see that" he laughs
"Good morning babe" I quickly kiss him
"Good morning beautiful" he replies and I go over and grab my bag
"Ready to go?" He asks me
"Yep lets go" I say and we walk out the door locking it behind us and open the car door
"Ready for hell?" I ask as I put my seatbelt on
"No way, especially Jakob" he replies and I sigh
"His in my legal studies the only class your not with me of course his in that class" I say
"Just stay away from him babe he won't hurt you again" he tells me and I nod
"Yeah I know, but he scares me" I admit
"I know he does but he can't do anything to you, especially around people and I'll always be around you so your safe" he puts his hand on my thigh and smiles at me
"Thank you" I reply to him
"Anything for a beautiful girl like you" he gives me a quick look
"Cheesy" I say and he laughs
"You ruined the moment" he says
"There was no moment babe, a moment would be saying how much we love each other or me on top of you" I laugh
"Well lets have a moment" he looks at me as we pull up in school
"Which moment so you want one or two" I ask him
"Preferably two but one will do" he smirks
"Get it out of you mind you aren't getting anything from me" I say and he laughs
"Or anyone chris" I say with a serious face
"What of course not summer you don't trust me?" He says with a hurt expression on his face
"I'm joking babe of course I trust you" I giggle
"Thank god" he sighs
"I love you very much" I tell him
"I love you even more" he leans over and kisses me, which is soon ruined by Ethan banging on the window
"Seriously guys I don't think everyone wants to see this" he says as I step out of the car
"I'm sorry you want a kiss?" I ask pulling a fish face at him
"Yeah" he smirks
"No" Chris says
"Sorry only kisses for Chris" I say and wink at Chris
"Damn" Ethan says and we laugh
"Cmon were going to be late" I grab Chris's hand and walk into the school gates
I turn around to see Ethan standing just outside school
"Ethan what the hell are you doing?" I yell out to him
"If I step inside I came leave until 3:10, that's a big commitment" he says
"Get your ass in here etho" I say and he walks into school sighing
"What do you think the music assessment will be?" Ethan asks us
"I have no idea" I reply honestly
"Well the teacher said that it's in groups of 4, 2 or 3 singers and 1 or 2 people playing an instrument" Chris tells us
"Well we have Ethan you and I all we need is someone else" I say and they nod
"Yeah sounds good" Ethan says and Chris slowly nods
"Only if you want to" I say to Chris
"Yeah of course sorry I was just thinking" he says
"Everything okay?" I ask him
"Yeah I'll talk to you about it later" he kisses the top of my head
"Third wheeling" he fake coughs "third wheeling" he repeats
"Naw I love you etho" I say
"Naw you too summer" he smiles and shakes his head
The bell goes for homeroom and I walk off with Ethan as his in my room. We walk off in silence to our homeroom and take our seats at the back
"Do you know what's wrong with Chris? He seemed upset" Ethan asks me
"I have no idea, I'll talk to him later" I tell him and he nods
"We have music next do it then" Ethan says
"Okay I will" I reply as my homeroom teacher walks into the room, she checks out names off the roll and then the bell goes signalling we can head to next period. We walk out of the room and walk over to our music class which happens to be the other side of our school.
"Why does classes have to be so far away from each other I mean they wonder why we are late yet they make us walk fucking ages for the next class" I say to Ethan
"Calm down darling" he pats my shoulder
"Darling?" I question
"Yep that's your name from now on" he tells me and I laugh
"Okay sure etho" I say and we finally arrive outside our music class.
The teacher opens the door for us to come in and we sit down next to Chris.
"Hey babe" I lean down and kiss him
"Hey how are you?" He asks
"Yeah I'm good, yourself?" I ask
"Yeah alright" he replies
"We are talking later" I hold his hand
"Why?" He questions
"Because your not happy your sad, we will talk about it I don't care how long it will take" I tell him and he gives me a quick smile
"Thank you" He squeezes my hand
"Your welcome" I smile at him. I see someone sit on the other side of me and Chris death stares who ever it is. I then my head to see the one person I never want to be around ever again. Jakob.
"What are you doing here Jakob here to harass me again?" I sarcastically say looking away
"I'm sorry" he looks down
"What?" I say and he looks up at me
"I'm sorry summer okay? Can we please talk later in private I need to explain to you" he asks me
"I'm not giving You another chance to do the same thing you did last time we where alone" I snap at him
"Believe me when I say I won't, summer just please I'm not going to say you will understand when I tell you but it might make it a little better just please" he asks but before I can answer Chris cuts in
"Fuck off jakob she's not going anywhere with you" Chris says and before Jakob can reply to me
"Chris just please stay out of it alright" Jakob says looking down
Why does he want to talk to me? Does he miss me? Does he want to be friends again? Whatever it is I'm not sure if I should hear him out or forget about him I mean he did hurt me...multiple times.
"Okay well talk" I tell him but he shakes his head
"Not here please outside?" He asks me
"Jakob I'm scared to be alone with you you should get that" I tell him
"I'm really sorry" he bearly whispers but I hear him
"Lets go talk" I say standing up
"Summer" Chris grabs my hand
"I want to get this over and done with, I love you Chris so much just please let me do this" I say to him and he nods and I turn to walk away
"Summer" Chris says and I turn to look at him
"I love you more" he says and I smile at him, I start
walking outside with Jakob following behind me.
"I want you to know why I was terrible towards you" Jakob tells me not looking into my eyes
"Well talk, but nothing will ever make up for what you did or said to me" I say to Jakob
"I know, just please listen to what I have to say" he finally looks into my eyes
"Ok" I say quickly wanting to get this over and done with
"Well.." he starts and I wait for him to continue
"We were dating right? We broke up because I was just a dick and accidentally hit you and I was to scared to say anything about it because I wanted you to forget about it and not be scared that I would do it again, a week after that happened my mum and dad and also little sister got into a car crash and both my parents passed away in the car from the force of the crash, my sister now lives with my aunt a few hours away and I live in my house alone, anyway the funeral was the day of the party, after the funeral had finished I wanted to forget all about it so I went to the party when someone offered me some drug and I didn't care what happened to me so I took it, I had alcohol with it which made it worse and that's when we got dared to go in the closet together I was so pissed and upset I thought I could get anything from you and when you said no I don't know why But i just forced it" he pauses
"After it happened I didn't even remember what happened until the next morning when I had to go to the hospital cause I was vomiting all day, they told me I had taken multiple drugs that night which I didn't know about" he tells me and my jaw drops
"Your parents died?" I question
"That's all your saying from all that?" He asks
"Jakob I'm really sorry about your parents, and you and your sister splitting up but you still forced me into something I didn't want to do, You know I almost got raped before yet you done it again" I tell him and look up to see his crying
"I'm so sorry, I know you never will be my friend again or even forgive me I just wanted you to know the story and that I'm terribly sorry for what I done" he tells me tears spilling out his eyes
"Your right, I won't be your friend again but I know you don't need anyone hating you especially at a time like this so I'm just going to say I forgive you and move on okay? Not move on together move on seperate" I tell him and he nods slowly
"Thank you for forgiving me" he says with tears still spilling out of his eyes, watching him crying this hard makes me start tearing up
"I'm going to hug you right now not because we are friends only because you need it and I know how it feels loosing someone that close to you, let alone 2 parents" I say and he wraps me in a hug
"I'm so sorry" he whispers while I can feel his tears falling on my shoulder
"Don't worry about it Jakob" I pull away and start to walk inside the classroom
"It's all I think about how can I not worry about it" he says and I stop in my tracks
"I think about it too Jakob how could I not" I walk back in the room and sit next to Chris. Jakob soon sitting back down in his seat
"What happened everything okay he didn't say anything or do anything right?" Chris quickly speaks
"Wait why are you crying?" He asks me
"I'm not i just got teary " I tell him and he wipes my cheeks
"What happened babe?" Chris asks me
"Well.." I begin
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