Why Me?

Chapter 24

•THE MYSTERY BOYS POV•
"Are you okay?" I ask her putting a hand on her thigh but she shrugs it off softly
"I'm okay thank you, hope your okay" Summer tells me while holding some padding to her nose trying to stop the blood
"I'm sorry" I tell her and she looks up at me and doesn't say anything
"I seriously am summer I feel so bad about it all, I shouldn't of done that even if I couldn't if helped I should of, I was just angry at-" she cuts me off
"You don't need to explain, we will talk about it when we aren't in a ambulance yeah?" She tells me
"Yeah sure, just know that I'm sorry" I tell her hoping she will understand
"I know how it feels to be caught up in something, sometimes the thing you are caught up in is wrong....I'm not going to say I forgive you because I don't but it's alright for now" she tells me and I put my hand on her thigh giving it a reassuring squeeze, for as long as I've known her she loved when I put my hand on her thigh she said it makes her feel 'special' in a way.
We pull up at the hospital and we walk in and all go into different rooms, I hate this, I shouldn't of fucking done all of that I've ruined my chances of happiness forever.

Summers POV
Im in my own room away from Chris and Jakob, im thankful to be away from them because it gives me time to think about everything.
I've been hurt by both of these guys, one hit me and didn't care and the other cheated on me, yet I still have feelings for both of them. I wish I could just go back before anything happened with any of them and just start fresh, but I know that can't happen so I have to put up with whats happening now.
The doctor comes in and tells me I broke my nose and need stitches on my lip, I don't know how he broke my nose and split my lip from one punch.
After a painful hour my lip is stitched up and nose is back to normal, the doctor says I'm can go see the boys but I don't want to, to be honest I just want my mum and dad but they aren't even in the country right now, I hate how there always away it's hard for me.
Someone knocks on the door, I'm assuming it's a doctor so I yell out that they can come in
I see Chris walk in and sit down in the seat next to me
"How are you?" He asks me and for the first time while his been in here I look into his eyes, they look different to how they normally are there're filled with guilt and regret.
"I'm okay I have a broken nose and split lip as you can see but that's it, are you okay?" I ask him
"Yeah a broken arm and a bruised cheek" he replies and I nod
"Summer as I said in the ambulance I'm really sorry for everything and if you want me to explain then I will but if you don't want me to explain and you never want to see me again I will leave right now without another word" Chris says, I don't want him to leave and not come back but I also don't want to hear any of it, he hurt me that's it.
"Explain" I say
"Well that night when I said... that... I was just really angry at my parents, they told me that they aren't giving me money for food or pay rent on the house anymore they aren't even going to talk to me anymore and I just needed something to get my mind off it cause I was so angry and I took it out on you, I'm really sorry" he explains to me, I guess I've took things out of him that wasn't his fault so now that he explained I'm not that angry at him, just hurt by the things he said to me that day
"What about when you said I don't care about you and was just using you do you still think that?" I ask him and he nods a no
"I knew you loved and cared about me I don't even know why I said that" he said
"Love and care" I correct him
"What?" He says
"You said I knew you lovED and carED about me, I love and care about you, I always will Chris no matter what" I tell him
"But you love Jakob" he says
"I love you both, I don't even want to be with Jakob anymore. He doesn't even care that he hurt me physically and hasn't even came to see me" I look down
"I asked if he wanted to come but he told me to fuck off and that he doesn't care" he tells me
"Well thank you for trying and coming in here" I tell him and he grabs my hand
"Of course I would come in, what kind of....friend would I be if I didn't" he says with a pause
When he said friend it sounds weird, I'm in a complicated time in my life where i have feelings for two different guys and its killing me because I like them both for different reasons.
"What about what I saw at maccas, where you cheating on me?" I ask him
"No summer definitely not, that was Taliyah who texted me and one of her friends who came" he says
"How is that possibly making this any better Chris" I ask him
"No no it isn't what you think, she was helping me with something" he says
"With what?" I ask
"She was helping me plan the perfect date for you so I could say sorry and we could start fresh" he says
He wasn't cheating on me and was actually planning a date? This is so complicated.
"Oh..." is all I say
"Yeah" he replies
"Sorry I didn't know..." I trail off
"Don't apologies, I would of done the same thing" he says squeezing my hand
I forgot he was even holding my hand, I look at Chris' cuts bruises and his cast on his arm
"Hey Chris?" I ask
"Yeah?" He says
"Can I sign your cast" I laugh
"Yeah of course" he laughs and gets a pen from the table
I'm about to write on it until Jakob storms through the door causing me to jump
"Jakob what are you doing" I ask him
"I came to talk-" I cut him off
"No I need to talk to you, both of you" I look at chris and Jakob
"What does he have to do with-" I once again but him off
"Jakob just sit down" I tell him and he sits down on the chair on the other side of my bed opposite to Chris, Jakob gives Chris a death stare and then look at me
"I want to start fresh, with both of you, pretend we didn't date or anything just one big friendship can we do that please?" I say and Chris detached his hand from mine
"Yeah that's fine" Chris says, I quickly grab his hand again and he smiles at me
"Jakob?" I say
"No summer, Chris hurt you! You can't just forgive him for saying at that stuff!" He starts to yell
"He explained, it was all a big misunderstanding, your the one who hasn't apologised for hitting me" I say
"Summer I don't need to apologise, you stood in front of me it's your fault you got hit" he says
"You still punched me, you split my lip and broke my nose" I say
"Okay I'm sorry, but I'm not in for this friendship, pick summer me or Chris" he tells me
"Chris" I quickly reply
"Are you kidding me?" He says
"At least he isn't yelling at me right now and actually came in to see if I was okay" I tell him, he doesn't reply he just walks out, I just look down.
"Sorry about him" Chris says
"You don't have to be sorry, it isn't your fault his a dick" I give him a smile
"This brings back memories" he says
"What?" I say
"Being in a hospital, you laying in a bed and I sitting in a chair holding your hand" he says and I smile
"I love how your always here for me, no matter what we go through" I say softly
"I will always be here" he smiles
"Thank you" I say
"So... can I write on your cast now?" I say and he laughs
"Here" he passes me the pen
"Thanks" I say and start to write
'Get better soon Chrissy your strong you can get through anything, sorry for the pain it's caused. I love you Chris <3'
I put the lid on the pen and he reads it and smiles
"Thank you" he says and I smile
"When can we go home do you know?" I ask him
"We can go home when ever we want" he tells me
"Do you wanna leave?" I ask
"Yeah sure let's go and we will catch a uber to yours and I'll walk home from there" he says
"No you can just stay over and I'll drive you home tomorrow" I say
"You sure?" He asks
"Yeah Chris im sure" I tell him
"Okay thanks" we get up and walk out of the exit, Chris calls a uber to take us home.
We wait outside the hospital for 10 minutes when the uber arrives and we clime in telling the driver where to go.
We drive home in silence, it isn't awkward silence but a relaxing silence.
We arrive at my house and Chris and I walk into the kitchen to get some food
"What do you want to eat?" I ask him
"I don't mind, whatever you have" he replies and I make 2 ham and mayo sandwiches.
I pass chris one and he thanks me
"Want to sit outside and eat?" I ask him and he nods
We walk out and sit on the portch swing he faces forward and I face him.
"I'm glad where friends again" I admit
"Same, I missed you" he tells me
"Same" I say
We eat our food and by that time it's 5 o'clock and the sun is setting
"I'm gunna go for a shower, you can do whatever You want until i come out" I say standing up
"I'll just watch tv in your room" he says
We walk up and I get my towel and he sits on my bed and turns on the tv, I walk into the shower and get undressed and brush my teeth as I wait for the water to heat up, once I finished I step into the shower letting the water run over me.
I wish the water could just erase the bad mistakes I've done throughout the last 3 months of my life, everything with Chris and Jakob.
I wash my body and wash my hair and when I'm finished I get out. I dry my body and braid my hair so it will have loose waves tomorrow, I put on a old baggy shirt and some undergarments and walk out of the bathroom, I walk over to my room to see Chris asleep on one side of the bed, I grab my phone off charge and go lay next to him as far away as possible, I lay on the edge and scroll through twitter and Facebook.
I place my phone on the bed side table and close my eyes to try to get some sleep, Chris is moving around a lot I can tell his having a nightmare. I move over and shake his shoulder.
"Chris wake up, your okay" I shake him as a tear rolls down his cheek
"Chris I'm here your okay" I shake him and he finally wakes up and looks at me
"Your okay" I tell him and he leans up and hugs me
"What's wrong" I ask him
"Nothing babe I'll tell You tomorrow" he says and I pull away looking at him
"Oh sorry I didn't mean to call you babe" he says
"No it's alright, it's just an instinct" I say
"Yeah, I miss you summer" a tear slowly falls down his cheek, I wipe it with my thumb
"Me too but this is how it has to be okay?" I softly say
"I know" he says while laying down, I lay down next to him
I close my eyes and slowly drift off, just as I'm about to fall asleep I feel his arms around my waist and he kisses my forehead
"I still love you" he says
"Mm" is all I say as I fall asleep
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A/N Is this good!?? Chris was the mystery guy 😏