Why Me?

Chaper 13

Chris POV
I lay there wide awake next to summer in her hospital bed, I still cant believed that we created a baby and he or she was taken away from us. I know that we where too young to have a baby but as summer said earlier the child should of went to a happy loving responsible family who will love the baby. I don't want her to be too upset or scared, I would be scared if that happened to me but she's strong she can get through anything. She has me, her parents, Ethan and jake to help her get through it, everyone especially me will do everything to help her get past this. She's jumping in her sleep I can tell she's dreaming about today
"No please stop" he whispers
"Chris help me!" He says still asleep, I shake her to wake up
"Baby wake up, your having a bad dream" I shake her awake softly
She jumps and opens her eyes, tears are falling down her cheek
"You're alright I'm here" I hug her
"Thank you" she says while cuddling into me, why does she have to go through this, I get that no one should go though it but she defiantly shouldn't have to. She doesn't do anything wrong to anyone yet the worst thing happens to her.
"I'm sorry babe, you shouldn't have to go through this" i say but she doesn't reply, I assume she's asleep so I grab the blanket and put it back over her. I notice that the blood has came through the bandage and on to her shirt.
I get out of the bed and take off my shirt and putting my jumper back on. I walk over to summer and start to take her shirt of so I can change it
"What are you doing" she jumps
"You have blood on your shirt I don't want you sleeping in a bloody shirt, sorry it was stupid doing it without telling you" I say and she nods sitting up, she takes her shirt off and I just look at the cut in her stomach, so does she.
"I'm going to have this ugly scar forever" she says
"No baby we can buy cream that fades scars, you will still be the most beautiful girl in the world even if you have a scar which you won't" I say to her wiping her cheek
"Yeah I guess, Thank you" she says putting the shirt on me helping her do it.
"Anything for you" I say laying her back down and going over to sit in the chair
"Why aren't you sleeping next to me?" She asks me
"It's alright I'm not tired, go to sleep gorgeous" I tell her and she closes her eyes.
She doesn't deserve this, no one does. If I see this guy that don't this to her I don't know what I will do, let's just say he won't walk away from it. Why the fuck would you rape someone? He fucking killed my baby too that prick.
I hear summers faint snores and I realise she's asleep, I climb in and wrap my arms around her.
"Goodnight beautiful, I hope your alright baby" I say to her as I close my eyes to go to sleep

Summers POV
Chris jumped into my bed and it woke me up, I feel him wrap his arms around me and whisper in my ear
"Goodnight beautiful, I hope your alright baby" he whispers
I love this guy, I will always love him guy no matter what. I close my eyes and fall asleep.
I wake up and hear people talking, I realise it's Chris and dad. I don't open my eyes I just pretend that I'm still sleeping.
"You really love her don't you" I hear dad say
"Yeah I really do, she's everything to me" Chris says to dad which makes me smile but I try to hide it
"Can I ask you a question?" Dad asks Chris
Oh god this is going to be embarrassing what ever dad is going to say to him
"How did she get pregnant? Well I mean I know how but why didn't you guys use protection?" He asks him
This is so embarrassing I don't want my dad and my boyfriend talking about my sex life.
"We did, it must of broke or something" Chris says, I can tell his embarrassed, I mean who wouldn't be embarrassed talking about this to their girlfriends dad
"Alright, I'm not going to give you a lecture or say 'don't have sex with my daughter' but I will say one thing, be careful next time please, and don't force her into anything she doesn't want to" dad says being the typical dad
"We will be careful, and I will never force her into anything ever sir, I respect her" Chris grabs my hand and I pretended to wake up
"Morning guys" I say while sitting up and kissing chris
"How are you feeling beautiful" Chris asks me
"Actually good, My stomach doesn't hurt when I move around like this anymore" I tell them and I stand up to go to the bathroom
I do the usual in the bathroom and walk out to see my mum with maccas breakfast
"Yes maccas breakfast!" I walk as fast as I can over to her
"Your feeling better I see" mum says
"Yeah defiantly, you can thank Chris he helped me through he night and changed my shirt for me because it was covered in blood and helped a lot" I say taking the maccas back of mum and walking over to the bed to eat
"Well thank you so much Chris, also Chris you have food in there too" mum adds
"Thank you" Chris thanks and I pass him some food
"You know what mum and dad" I say to them
"What?" They ask
"I really love how you like Chris" I say smiling at Chris
"Of course we would, his a great guy" mum says smiling.
We start to eat our food and mum and dad go get the doctor so I can get signed out. I continue eating until they come back with the doctor
"Hello summer I'm Doctor Kingston, if you can successfully do these stretches you are alright to be signed out, can you stand up and touch your toes for 5 seconds please" I stand up and slowly go down to touch my toes, about half way it started to sting but I got through it, I touched my toes for around 5 seconds and slowly stand straight.
"Very good, now can you stand backwards with your back of your legs facing the bed and put the palms on the bed by bending backwards" he says as I do what he says.
He says a few more and i do he says.
"Alright you can go sign out now, take these tablets and come back in 2 weeks to get your stitches out" he says passing me tablets and walking out of the room
"Let's go" I say grabbing chris' hand and walking out
"Summer you drive home with chris, we have to pick a few things up on the way" dad told me as I walk over to chris' car, Chris opens the door and helps me in without hurting my stitches.
We start driving and listening to music,we are singing loudly and dancing around in our seats like the idiots we are.
"Can we get maccas?" I ask him
"We just had maccas though?" He says to me
"Fine, can we get KFC?" I say
"Sure babe" he laughs and drives us to KFC
We arrive at KFC and we walk in hand in hand
"Shit I don't have my wallet"I say looking at Chris
"It's alright I'll pay" he said to me
"I'll pay you back when we get home" I give him a quick kiss
"Don't worry about to its alright" he says walking up to the counter
"Can I please have a original burger combo and a zinger combo please" Chris orders already knowing want I will get
"Yet that's $21.90" the cashier says and Chris payWaves.
We wait for our order to be called up and we go to sit down to eat
"Hey babe can I talk to you about something when we get home" I say to Chris while opening my chips
"Please say you aren't braking up with me" he says putting his hand on my thigh
"What no never" I reply quickly and join hands with Chris
"Okay good" he squeezes my hand
"What do you want to talk about?" He asks
"Uh don't worry about it now, I don't want to talk to you about it in he middle of KFC" I laugh
"Alright but summer?" He says
"Yeah..?" I question him
"Are you okay? Like seriously?"
"yeah I'm good, I just want to do everything I can to try to forget, which was what I am talking to you about later tonight" I say to him, I have an idea to try to forget the whole 'almost rape' situation and Chris is the only one who can help me with this.
"Alright, is your food good?" He asks
We continue our casual convo until we finish eating our food, which was amazing by the way.
We get in the car to drive home and I run inside because I really had to pee, I'm running to the house while I hear Chris laughing at me for behind. I go upstairs as fast as I can and run into the bathroom, I finish doing what in needed to do and I stare at myself in the mirror.
I look discussing, my hairs all messy and my face is pale, I pull up my shirt to look at the cut. I must say it looks better than yesterday but still pretty bad.
"Babe Ethan and jakobs here" I hear Chris yell out and I walk out of the bathroom and out to the lounge room where I find them all there.
"hey guys" I sit next to Ethan because Chris is sitting next to Jakob
"Hey sum are You alright? Why where you in hospital" jake asks and I look to Chris
"Do you want me to tell them" Chris says
"No it's alright" I take a deep breath and start explaining
"Well I was walking home through the park yesterday coming back home to you guys, when I got grabbed my a man w-who started..." I paused and started getting teary " uh who was doing things I didn't like....if you get me" I continue
"Oh my god summer...did he rape you?" Ethan asks hugging me
"Um not fully, but he did some things, and every time I screamed he would cut me" I lift up my jumper and show them the stitches on my arm, which was nothing compared to my stomach
"Holy shit summer" jake says and comes to sit next to me giving me a hug
"And I heard some people in the distance so I screamed it 'help' as loud as I could and..." I stopped, memories came flooding in, i knew I had to tell them but after this I just want it out of my head, after this I'm trying as hard as I can to Get all of it out of my memory
"He cut her again, much deeper and longer on her stomach" Chris continues
I lift up my shirt and show them, there mouths form a 'o' shape and I stand up and sit next to Chris
I lift up my shirt again and start to talk
"This cut is from the man" I point to one of the cuts going down my stomach
"Shit summer that's so big, are you okay?" Ethan asks me
"Yeah I'm fine now thank you" I say to Ethan
"Hope your okay summer, but what if that other cut from? Is it from the man?"Jakob asks me and I look up to Chris' eyes
"No um" Chris starts
"Do you guys know how we....you know the other week?" Chris says to them
"Yeah?" They both say confused
"Well" I start
"The condom broke, which led to me getting pregnant, but the man cut so deep it cause troubles for our baby and the baby died" I say grabbing Chris' hand
"Oh wow" Ethan says
"Are you guys alright?" Jakob asks us
We and Chris are staring into each others eyes as Chris says
"Yeah, we are fine. We will have another one one day" he says giving me a kiss
"We are fine" I say resting my head on Chris' shoulder
"I'm so sorry for both of you" they say giving us hugs
"Alright well we should get you guys have some time alone, we will come over tomorrow yeah?" Ethan says while hugging me and Jakob hugs Chris
"Yeah okay" I say and Jakob comes to hug me. While Jakob is hugging me I hear Ethan say to Chris 'do anything to make her happy, help her through this man'. Ethan's a cutie sometimes.
"Bye guys" I wave as they walk out to door
"Do you want to watch some teen wolf?" Chris asks me
"Of course" I grab my phone and walk up stairs with Chris
We walk in and Chris ours on Netflix and presses 'teen wolf' and it starts playing.
We have been watching it for about 2 hours and Chris keeps talking about how stiles should of gotten bitten by the alpha not Scott. He loves this show so much, I don't blame him.
I'm watching it as I feel Chris staring at me,I sit up and straddle him so I'm facing him
I put my hands on him stomach and look at him
"Chris?" I say to him
"Yeah" he grabs my waist
"Can I talk to you" I ask him
"Yeah of course" he says to me, here goes nothing.
"When I get my stitches out, can we please do anything it takes for me to forget about all of this" I say hoping he gets what I mean
"Of course, but what do you mean?" He says
"Well...I don't want that man to be the last person that touched me, I don't want him to be the last person who got a boner over me, I don't want him to be the last person to see me naked" I say to him, he smirks at me
"So your saying you want me to have sex with you" he says
"When my stitches are out, can we?" Hoping I don't sound like a slut, I just don't want to keep thinking about it. I guess if me and Chris do it I will stop thinking about it because that man wouldn't of been the last guy to touch me. I know it's the wrong way to take it but I just want to forget about it
"Babe you never have to ask me to make love to you, whenever you want to I'm here" he says as I lean down and kiss him.
Our kiss lasts a few seconds and I climb of him,
"I love you summer" Chris says to me
"I love you too Chris" I reply and cuddle into him
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A/N please vote and comment, someone else wanted me to put the last thing in it so that's what I did, if anyone has any suggestions please comment because I'm kinda stuck haha but I will continue to update every secondish day :))
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