Why Me?

Chapter 11

I wake up on the mattress on the floor with the guys, my arms around Chris and his arms around my waist. I open my eyes and turn around sitting up to see a gap and than Ethan next to me and I couldn't see Jakob, I lay back down and face who I thought was Chris, it wasn't Chris it was Jakob. Why the hell was I cuddling Jakob not Chris? Chris isn't here so if he seen my cuddling into Jakob he would be pissed, but we were asleep how where we suppose to know that we were cuddling each other. I get up to find Chris,I look in the bathroom, kitchen and walk up stairs to my room to find Chris sitting on his bed with earphones in.
I walk behind him climb on the bed and hug him from behind causing him to jump, he looks at me takes an earphone out and turns away
"What I'm not good enough you had to cuddle into Jakob all night? Kissing him on the head throughout the night and hugging him tightly?" He says
"I'm so sorry I didnt even know it was Jakob I thought it was you" I say walking over so I'm facing him looking him into the eyes
"Summer me and Jakob are totally different you would know it was him, it makes it worse that his arms where wrapped around you as his fucking Hand was on your boob" he starts to get angry
"Chris I didn't know it was him, why I'm the earth would I hug him instead of my own boyfriend! Chris your the only one I would cuddle and kiss, your the only one I want to be with I love you" I say
"Didn't look like you loved me when I woke up not having you in my arms and looking over to see you hugging Jakob while his arms are around you, you kissing his head, just everything seemed like you where fucking cheating on me, you probably are I should of believed Rose when she sent me that picture" he starts to yell
"Chris I was asleep! How was I suppose to know it wasn't you okay! We can't control what we do when we are asleep! What Jakob did was probably just a instinct to do when a girl is sleeping next to him alright! It isn't my fault or his fault either! And you really don't believe me? I wasn't the fucked up one who made a deal to take a girls virginity for fucking $50 mate, don't assume that I'm cheating because you know I wouldn't do that." I yell as Jakob walked into the room
"Why are you guys yelling?" Jakob asks rubbing his eyes from just waking up
"Fucking ask him" I say walking out of my my room, downstairs grabbing my phone and wallet dodging Ethan and walking out the door. I don't know where I'm walking to I just continue to walk, I spot a Starbucks ahead and I walk to there. I walk in and sit down at a booth, only to realise this is where Chris and I sat when he asked me out the first time. My eyes become teary as I get up and move to another seat. I sit there just replaying the fight over and over, Jakob is a great guy but I would never ever see him as anything more as a friend, Chris though I fucking love him but he assumes me of cheating? Just because of something stupid I did in my sleep, he can be so stupid and unpredictable sometimes. I stare at the table with Tears running down my face I don't even wipe them away I just let them roll down my face.
I feel someone put there arm on my shoulder causing me to jump and look at them
"Hey sorry to scare you, but are you alright?" A boy my age with blonde hair asks me
"Uh yeah me and my boyfriend had a fight" I say turning back around, he sits down in the seat in front of me
"You wanna talk about it? I could help" he says
"Well his names Chris, we have 2 best friends named Ethan and Jakob and we all had a sleepover last night and all fell asleep on the mattresses out the lounge room, I woke up to me assuming I was cuddling my boyfriend but it turns out I was cuddling my other best friend Jakob, he saw us before I woke and and went up into his room and sat on his bed, I got up and went to find Chris, we got into a fight and he assumed I am cheating on him, he brought up things that happened from the past and we got angry at each other and started yelling and jakob came in and asked what happened I just said 'fucking ask him' and walked out and came here" I look up at him who's has a concerned look on his face.
"I'm so sorry, he shouldn't be mad at you because you can't control what you do in your sleep" he says
"That's what I said but..." I say trailing off at the end
"I think you should go back and hang out with the 2 other guys and don't be fazed by Chris, he will realise he was wrong and will come crawling back, if he doesn't his even more of a dickhead"
"Alright I will, thank you. I'm Summer by the way" I introduce myself
"Nice to meet you I'm Kian, can I buy you a drink?" He asks
"I'll come up with you, I'll buy my own"
I order a cookies and cream frappe as usual and he orders a ice chocolate, we sit down and drink our drinks and get to know each other when my mum calls me
"Sorry it's my mum, I'll be right back" I say to Kian and I get up and walk outside, I press accept and put the phone to my ear
(Summer mum)
Summer where the hell are you? Chris called me and said you stormed out and haven't came home in 2 hours, you aren't answering his or Ethan and jakes calls why did you storm out?
Sorry my phone was on silent and I got into a fight with Chris, he made me so mad and I just stormed out and went to star bucks around the corner, I'm not alone I made a friend I'm fine don't worry about me, where are you?"
Im at home, Chris and the guys are here worried about you, I want you to come home please-
No mum I don't want to see Chris right now, tell Chris I'm fine and I said for him to go home
Alright, just come home please, we can talk about it
Alright mum I love you
Love you too sweetie
I hang up and walk inside
"Sorry Kian I need to go home, can I get your number so we can catch up again?" I ask
"Yeah sure give me your phone" he puts his details in and gives my phone back
"Alright I'll text you tonight yeah? Thanks for today" I smile at him giving him a hug
"It's alright it was great meeting you" he says returning the hug
"Do you need a lift home or did you drive here?" He asks me
"I walked but I'm alright I don't want to get home fast incase Chris is still there" I say honestly
"Do you want me to walk you home?" He asks me
"No no it's alright I'll text you later yeah?" I give him one last hug and walk out and start to walk home, I take the long way through the park as I just look at the flowers and the trees.
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I feel someone grab my arm and puts his hand around my mouth, I scream and try to kick the person but he isn't budging, he pulls me onto the ground and puts tape on my hands, feet and mouth so I can't move. He puts his hands up my top and starts feeling my boobs as I try to scream and make him stop
"Stop trying to escape, you aren't going to escapes me, be calm and it will be over sooner" a bald man around 40 years old says to me
"Now I'm going to take this off so I can hear your moans, if you scream I'll cause pain" he pulls out a knife from behind his back and puts it next to me
"Help!" I yell out at loud ask can
"Shut up slut" he says getting the knife digging it into my the top of my arm and cutting my with it causing blood to go everywhere as I scream in pain
"Now shut up and that won't happen again"
He rips of my shirt which is now covered in my blood and cuts the middle of my bra with his knife causing my top half to be fully exposed to this creep
He starts kissing my neck, down to my boobs, and down to my pants where he stars to unbuckle by shorts and ripping them off putting his hand down my shorts
"Someone please help me!" I yell again louder than before when he grabs the knife digs in in from the middle of my boobs cutting deeper down to my short line, the deep cut is 30cm and pouring out blood
"Hey dick get off her!" I hear someone yell while punching him multiple times causing him to fall on the ground bleeding.
I get up and grab my shirt to cover myself, I see that it's kian hitting him. He stops hitting him and helps me up and taking he to his car
"I'm taking you to to the hospital" kian says
"No! I don't want to just can you take me home please" I say still crying and holding my stomach
"Alright are you sure?" He asks
"Yeah just please" I say closing my eyes and telling him the address as he gives me his jumper to put on,
He drives me to my house and helps me out walking me up the the door, we walk inside to see Chris sitting on the lounge, he sees me with kian and gets furious
"Replaced me already" he stands up walking over to him
"No Chris just please get the first aid kit, please" I say balling my eyes out wincing at my stomach
"Did you cause her pain?" He asks kian
"No mate just get the fucking first aid kit" kian says to him as Chris goes and gets it and I walk into the bathroom
"Kian you can go, I'll call you later I don't want to take my shirt off in front of You" I say to kian whicing at the pain
"Yeah that's alright text me how you are" he walks out as Chris enters with the first aid kit as I take my shirt off. Chris eyes go wide when he sees the cut down my stomach
"Babe what the fuck happened? We need to go to the hospital" Chris says
"Chris no just please get some warm water please" is all I can say, Chris gets the shower head and pulls it out turning it on softly getting all the blood off me, more bloods of coming out but Chris bandages it up and he washes and puts cream on my cut on my arm, he wraps that up and takes me into my room
"I'm going to go clean up the blood on the floor, don't move" he says while leaving to go clean the blood
I'm sitting there in so much shock and the most pain I have ever been in. I was almost raped, he touched me in places I didn't want him to, he done things I didn't want him to. Chris came back in and sat next to me
"Summer I'm sorry about before I didn't mean any of it-" I cut him off
"Chris it's alright forget about it I don't want to talk about it right now" I say still in pain
"Babe what happened" he asks looking at me
"Um I w-w-was walking t-through the park to come back h-home and a man came and tied me up a-and ripped my shirt and b-bra and I yelled out for h-help and he cut me and touched me in p-places i didn't w-want him t-touching" I stutter
"Oh my god babe I should of chased after you not letting you go out my yourself, did he rape you?" He says
"Not fully but he touched me in both places and-" I start balling my eyes out cuddling into Chris
"Babe I'm so sorry" is all he says
"It's not your fault" I say through tears
I hear the front door go and I know it was my mum
"Did you clean up the blood? I don't want her to have a heart attack when she sees all that blood" I quickly say
"It's clean but you have to tell her" he says while mum barges in my room
"Summer are you okay why are you crying so hard? Is that blood on your shirt what happened" she says sitting next to Chris, I lift up my shirt and she sees the bandages which are now soaked with blood
"What the fuck happened are you alright we need to get you to hospital" she says
"No I'm fine, Chris can you explain please" I say grabbing his hand as I close my eyes and listen to Chris tells my mum what happened.
"Summer we are taking you to the hospital and getting the police, you got raped you can't get that guy go I'm calling the ambulance" she rushes out of the room and calls 000.
"Your okay, your safe now. I love you summer, I will always love you" is the last thing I hear as I pass out from loss of blood.
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