Today's my operation, I've been awake for hours and Chris is practically squeezing me, he still feels bad about to all, one part of me thinks that he still should by the other doesn't, I honestly just want him to be happy and not feel bad for anything.
He turns around and faces the other side of the room, I turn to my side and wrap my arms around him just as he does to me, I really do love him.
"This is nice" I hear him mumble
"Yeah" I reply
"I feel safe" he replies
"Now you know why I love it when you hold me" I giggle
"We should do this more often" he replies
"What, cuddle in a uncomfortable hospital bed?" I question
"No" he chuckles
"Swap, like this" he continues
"Yeah" I chuckle, my arm feeling like it's about to fall off
"My arm is seriously dying, how do you do this all night?" I ask
"You're much lighter than me" he laughs
"Chris I'm scared" I totally change the topic
"Hey" he turns around
"Everything is going to go perfectly, you've had the operation before and you can do it again, I love you and I will be right here as soon as you get back" he kisses my forehead
"What if something goes wrong?" I ask
"We will handle anything that comes for us, we have lived through so much already" he tells me
"Chris this isn't simple, they have to move a lot to get access to the babies, what if something breaks or..." I trail off
"They are professional baby, it will be okay" he tells me
"I know I'm sorry" I sigh
"Don't be sorry baby, I know you're scared" he tells me
"I don't want to be in pain after though" I tell him
"They have medication to help, I'm so sorry but it has to happen" he hugs me tighter
"I know" I sigh
"Summer Smith?" A older man walks through the door
"Yes" I sit up
"I'm Doctor greg I'll be doing your operation shortly, I'm here to inform you about the risks and operation That will take place shortly" he tells me sitting the the chair opposite the bed
"Okay" I say, I'm scared, so scared. Chris must notice the change in my voice cause he holds my hand giving it a small squeeze
"The risks are unlikely but there are some, we have had cases of an Retained contents, Trauma to the Cervix which leads to less chance to having children again an Perforation of the Uterus which is the removal of the whole uterus, and internal severe bleeding" he tells me
"So if this goes wrong, I can't ever have children again?" I ask looking at Chris
"There's only a 10% chance, the chances are limited but yes, that's a possibility" the doctor tells me
"Okay" I look at Chris, he looks back at me
"Okay well, ill give you two a few minutes then my nurses will bring you into he operation room" he smiles and walks out.
"Chris what if this goes wrong and we can never have kids? I mean you can have kids but I can't, but Chris you know my dream is for us to be a family" I blabber on
"Summer calm down, you will be fine, we will talk about that if that does happen but I'm sure it will be fine" he holds my hands
"I know, I'm sorry" I sigh
I hear a knock at the door and two young girls walk in
"We are here to take you to operation, you ready?" One of the girls ask
"Uh yeah" I reply looking at Chris
"I'll be right here baby, good luck I love you" he kisses my head
"I love you so much" I reply
Let's just say the next few hours went quick, considering I was unconscious for 3 hours of it. I open my eyes to a white room and a numb stomach and legs
"Chris" I open my eyes looking around to see him in the corner on his phone
"Hey baby" he rushes over to me
"Why can't I feel my stomach or legs" I ask him
"That's normal, it's just so you won't feel any pain" he tells me
"Did everything go okay?" I ask him
"Yep, the doctors are coming back at 2 to talk to you, but the doctor told me that everything went perfect" Chris tells me
"Thank god" I sigh
"I love you" I tell him
"I love you too" he replies
"When can I go home?" I ask him
"They said tomorrow maybe, or the next day if your not well enough tomorrow" he says
"I feel fine though" I tell him
"Your on medication now, it will wear off soon"
"Can we do something special tomorrow evening if I can go home?" I ask him
"Yeah" he smiles
"Like what?" He asks
"Not sure" I reply
"I have an idea" he smiles
"What?" I smile
"We are both 18 right?" He says
"Yeah?" I raise an eyebrow
"Baby!" I see mum run through the door
"I'll tell you tonight" he whispers
"Mum" she runs over and hugs me
"What happened are you okay?" He asks
"No" my eyes start to water
"Is the babies okay?" She asks
I don't reply, I just shake my head a no
"What happened?" She asks worried
"I felt pain, so I laid in bed and Jakob woke m up because I was bleeding, so he called an ambulance and I came here and they told me I lost the babies" I start to cry
"Oh my god baby I'm so sorry" she hugs me
"Why did Jakob wake you up? Where were you?" She asks Chris
"He was out with Ethan" I lie
"I'm glad your here with her" she emailed at Chris
"Can I talk to you quickly actually?" He stands up asking my mum
"Yeah sure" they both walk out
What is he doing?...what are you up to Chris...
Chris's POV
"I want to tell you something and ask for your permission" I say to Summers mum
"Yeah sure" she says
"Summer gets out tomorrow hopefully, I want to get married...tomorrow evening" I tell her
"Married? Of course I give you permission, isn't it short notice though?" She asks
"Well, I was going to get everyone to meet us at the beach because that's summers favourite place, a few friends and her family, what do you say?" I ask hoping she says yes
"Yes of course! I'll call my family and Ethan and jake of you want?" She asks
"Yes please, I've spoke to my uncle who's a priest and he said he will be there at 4 tomorrow" I say
"Alright, I'll call them when we leave and you call your family" she smiles
"Oh my family won't be there" I tell her
"Oh whys that?" She asks me
"We aren't close, I'll call my mum and see if she wants to come but my dad is a dickhead, he doesn't want me" I tell her
"Sorry for swearing" I add
"I'm so sorry to hear that, you are apart of our family" she hugs me
"Thank you" I smile
"Let's get back in here" she tells me
"Yep" I reply walking back into Summers room
"What's that about?" She asks
"You'll find out" I smirk, god I love her.
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SHORT ASS CHAPTER I KNOW
So....I'm ending this book soon so I can update the jake book more since I have heaps of more readers....if you don't want me to end this book please comment so I know and I will continue if I get many comments xx
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