If there is one thing in this world she is sure of, it is her self. She knows herself so much. Her parents taught her how to be independent on what to decide and think with her own life. She was raised to be independent so she can be whatever she wants to be. She knows how to control herself and her feelings towards other.
But now, she is totally confused and that thing scares her.
"Kung sasabihin kong oo anong gagawin mo?"
That scene earlier keep on replaying on her mind. She can easily answered it without offending the guy but she was caught off guard. Its not the first time boys flirt with her or heard "hugot lines" to catch her attention. She felt relieve when Joshua retract his statement but inside her, she can't help but to be disappointed with Joshua's reaction. She was hurt. But she doesn't know why.
"Oh I thought you were with Joshua?".
She was back from her train of thoughts when Ronnie appeared in front of her. They are currently in the same restaurant near the location. She lied to Joshua when she said she'll have lunch with Ronnie. But the truth is, Ronnie invite her to go out for lunch before they start to work but she refuse the offer because she wants to spend it with Joshua and Maris on the set.
"I forgot to bring my baon so I decided to go out".
"with you alone?".
"It's not a problem me being alone. I can eat and go out just by myself".
Julia blurted out.
"Ok easy lang Juls".
Ronnie said raising his hand in defeat.
"Since you're alone, is it ok if I can join you?".
Ronnie took the chance to be with Julia.
"May choice pa ba ko? Haha joke lang.".
Julia teased Ronnie and let him join her company.
Being with Ronnie is entirely different being with Joshua. Ronnie bring out her childishness. They would talk about the latest movies, cars, gadgets and trending videos over the internet. She can easily get along with him with the newest trend and craze. It feels like Julia found a boy version of her in Ronnie. The first time she saw Ronnie during the look test for their movie, she finds him very attractive with his "boy next door look". There were times both of them are exchanging messages to each other which she enjoyed a lot because Ronnie knows how to keep the conversation going. But as the day progress, she realized that she's more comfortable to be his buddy than to go out beyond what they have.
With Joshua, she learned to be more focus and be serious with her chosen craft. She saw how passionate the guy in his acting and how he study his lines sternly. They would talk about their experiences in their lives, their dreams and goals. She saw in him the hunger and willingness to learn but at the same time making sure to have fun. Not everyone knows that Joshua is such a very talkative person when he start to get along with someone. There were a lot of times Julia feels annoyed because of his playfulness and on how he throws bad timing jokes. With him, she really can show her emotions and reactions whether a good one or a bad one without any hesitation that she can be judged afterwards. She feels home when she is with him.
Then a realization hit her.
"Could it be?"
"No way! I am not falling for him....."
Julia closed her eyes when she heard a rapid beat inside her chest.
