We had finished some recordings and I was in the studio, singing, yes I know, I sing, I was so into the music I didn't even realise Alan come in, the song ended and his clapping brought me out of my day dream,
"Alan? what are you doing here?" I stuttered,
"I came to ask if you wanted to come out for a drink?" he asked,
"Umm yeah sure" I said turning around and placing my things in my bag, I turned around and he was right there, so close to me I could feel his breathing on my face, I melted. I placed his hands on my hips, I felt myself go weak at the knees. He held tighter stopping me from falling. He hugged me, I interlocked my fingers behind his neck. I felt his breathing on my neck and I felt goosebumps appear on my body. He pulled away pressing his forehead against mine. The next thing I knew his lips were against mine lightly so lightly I felt like I was gonna fall to the floor my stomach was going wild. I've never felt like this before not even when me and- BEN! Oh god Ben!
I pushed him away from me, "no Alan I can't do this" I said,
"Why?" he replied,
"I'm with Ben you know that I told you earlier" the next thing I knew I felt two arms snake around my waist and I knew straight away it was Ben, shit!
"Yes Alan me and Silent are together we have been for months, decided to show your face around here again then?" Ben said sounding really mean,
"Umm yeah I uhh you just umm you know work and everything" Alan said stuttering and looking at his feet, I hated how mean Ben was being to Alan, he looked to vulnerable what had Ben done? the next thing I knew Ben and spun me around and was kissing me, he pulled away still holding into my waist and looked at Alan,
"Well welcome back mate" Ben said sarcastically,
"Umm yeah thanks well umm Silent I'll wait outside so you can umm yeah" Alan said turning around and walking out, I hit Ben on the chest,
"Ben what was that for?!" I shouted,
"You two were kissing Silent what did you expect?!" he shouted back,
"It's not what it looked like Ben, I'm sorry" I said looking at my feet,
"It's fine I know what he does to girls I watched him do it to Myca when she was with Danny, BUT I AM NOT LETTING IT HAPPEN TO YOU! DO YOU HEAR ME?!" I hated Ben when he was like this he was so aggressive towards me,
"NO I DONT FUCKING HEAR YOU BEN I CANT HEAR YOU OVER THAT HUGE FUCKING EGO YOU HAVE!" I shouted back, the next thing I knew my face stung, I pulled my hand to my cheek and winced,
"DONT. YOU. DARE. TALK. TO. ME. LIKE. THAT!" he shouted the next thing I knew he was going to hit me again, I closed my eyes preparing myself for the next hit but there was nothing, I opened my eyes and Austin had Ben pinned against the wall and Alan was hugging me,
"You hit her again and I swear you will want to be fucking dead ok?" Austin said to Ben so calmly it was aggressive, Ben just nodded,
"Come on let's take you to my flat it's about 5 minute drive from here" Alan said, Austin dropped Ben and we walked out,
"YOU'LL FUCKING REGRET THIS ASHBY!!" I heard Ben shout from behind us.
YOU ARE READING
I'm a mother fucking cat!! (Alan Ashby)
ФанфикSilent is property of Ben Bruce, but is having trouble with his idea of a normal relationship, will a Ginger who is everything Ben isn't and more steal her away from him? Will her life change for better? or for worse?
