I'm a mother fucking cat!! (Alan Ashby)

Back at the hotel

I stared at myself in the hotel mirror, Alan said he wanted to see the damage before we spoke about things, I could hear Alan outside the toilet door waiting to enter,

"I don't know about this Alan, I don't feel comfortable standing completely naked in front of you" honestly I hated my body I was fat covered in bruises and scars I was disgusting, I heard rustling from behind the door,

"There I'm naked as well now" Alan said through the door, I couldn't help but chuckle, that's one thing I love about him even in the worst situations he can still make me laugh and smile,

"Ok Alan you can come in" I whispered, I was surprised when he heard me and entered, he closed and locked the door behind him, when he turned around he gasped, "oh god I'm disgusting I knew I should never have done this" I cried, picking up my clothes trying to cover myself, I felt two arms snake around my waist and push the clothes to the floor,

"No Silent you are beautiful, you're perfect these scars only show how strong you are. I was just shocked at how bad it is" I looked in the mirror to see Alan's chin rested on my shoulder, I could see the tears threatening to spill his eyes,

"It's not your fault Alan I promise" I saw a single tear run down his face, I turned around and wiped the tear away, "I chose to go back to him Alan"

"B-but if I had just stayed with you-" I cut him off,

"You was scared Alan we both were" I saw a small smile come across his face, I couldn't help but smile back, "what are you smiling at?" I questioned a little confused, he ran his hand up my back bringing me closer to his chest,

"I'm just glad I have you again" I rested my head on his chest listening to his heart beat, feeling his chest rise and fall, I wrapped my arms around his neck, his elbows at the base of my back and his palms rested lightly on my shoulder blades, I stared into his big brown eyes and just watched the world pass through his eyes.

"Silent?" I heard from the other side of the door,

"Shit Danny" I said quickly pulling away from Alan instantly feeling cold I shivered,

"Come here" Alan said sticking his arms out to bring me back into his arms,

"Silent? come on I know you don't want to leave but Ben's getting restless and I don't wanna piss him off more, I'm gonna stay tonight to make sure he doesn't hit you, you can tell him you're leaving him tomorrow I'll help you pack and you can stay with me" I heard Danny say,

"But I haven't even said I was leaving Ben yet" I shouted back,

"I'm not stupid Silent you've been in there 3 hours just hugging Alan and I know that's all you've done because we would have heard you" me and Alan both chuckled and we started putting our clothes back on.

I stood at Alan's hotel room door holding his hands not wanting to leave,

"I love you... wait I don't even know your real name?" he questioned, I leaned in to whisper in his ear,

"Some things are better left unknown" I smirked and walked to wards the elevator to go back to my living hell.