"So what did you wanna talk about?" I heard Silent say as we got out Danny's car walking towards a park, fuck fuck fuck, I haven't planned this far ahead,
"Ummm how have you been?" I asked my voice shaky,
"I didn't come here to talk about how I've been Ashby what did you wanna talk about?" she spat,
"I ummm wanted to talk ummm about what ummm happened" I stuttered,
"Oh what about how you used me made me believe there was something between us nearly made me leave my loving boyfri-" I cut her off, oh no this was not happening,
"LOVING BOYFRIEND MY FUCKING ARSE SILENT LOOK AT YOU! LOOK AT THE MARKS HE HAS LEFT ON YOUR BODY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! LOOK AT THE MENTAL STATE HE HAS LEFT YOU IN! AND I SWEAR TO GOD IF UNDER ALL THAT CLOTHING AND MAKE-UP THERE ARE RECENT MARKS INDICATING THAT YOU ARE STILL WITH THAT CUNT I AM GOING TO RIP HIS FUCKING HEAD OFF!" I shouted letting all the anger I have held in over the past year because of what he done to her,
"WHY DO YOU FUCKING CARE ASHBY?! I WAS JUST ANOTHER FUCKING GIRL!" I could see the tears threatening to spill down her face, I calmed myself down,
"Say my name"
"What?" she looked at me with a very confused face,
"Ever since you got here you haven't said my name you've just said Ashby, say my name"
"Why should I?"
"Because I know you saying my name will prove how I think you feel about me is true"
"I don't have to prove myself to you Ashby"
"There we go again, say my name Silent!"
"Make me!" she shouted, ok it was on, I tackled her to the ground hands above her head, me sat on her hips,
"ASHBY GET OFF ME NOW!"
"Say my name!" I said sounding a lot harsher than I intended,
"NO! JUST GET THE FUCK OFF ME! YOU'RE HURTING ME!"
"My weight isn't even all on you?" I said more of a question than a statement,
"Please Alan just get off me!" she said sobbing tears rapidly running down her face, she looked so broken, I rolled off her and she ran, I've never seen her run so fast, she ran, I felt a wet liquid in my hands I looked down to see red and that's when I realised it was blood, I sat there on the floor staring at the blood on my hands, she wouldn't would she? why would she do that to herself?
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I'm a mother fucking cat!! (Alan Ashby)
Hayran KurguSilent is property of Ben Bruce, but is having trouble with his idea of a normal relationship, will a Ginger who is everything Ben isn't and more steal her away from him? Will her life change for better? or for worse?
