I'm a mother fucking cat!! (Alan Ashby)

What? Why?

"Ok missy spill" I sat down next to Silent, she looked so broken physically and emotionally, I hated seeing her like this, she was like a sister to me.

"Well it's Alan..." she trailed off,

"What's he done?" I snapped,

"No nothing Austin it's what I've done" she said looking down, she looked so hurt. She told me everything from him giving her her tablet to him shouting at her, she explained why she couldn't be with him and why she said no,

"Babe you have to understand that Alan would never hurt you not even if it was life and death he would rather die that hurt you, he has spent so long trying to get you to be his to grow a pair and ask you to be his and now that he's finally done it and you've said no because of something another man has done he's obviously really hurting" I pressed the button on my phone at checked the time, 11:06pm "come on we better get you to bed it's late" I said picking her up,

"Can you take me to Alan's room?" I nodded and took her to Alan's room, I pushed the door open to see him asleep in his chair on the balcony, I led Silent down on his bed and went and picked up Alan and closed the balcony door, I led him next to her and kissed her forehead and left.

Silent's POV

I watched as Austin led Alan next to me, he was so peaceful he had a small smile on his lips and it looked like in that moment he was happy, it hurt me to think that he was happier in his dreams than in reality, I felt Austin kiss my forehead and leave, I pulled myself closer to him and placed a small kiss on his lips, he didn't wake up but he pulled me into him and wrapped his arm protectively, I whinced a little at the tightness of his grip around me but soon got used to it and felt my eyes droop and sleep consume me.

I woke up to someone moving, I opened my eyes to see Alan getting out of bed,

"Alan? where are you going?" I mumbled,

"Why are you in my bed?" he snapped,

"I j-just thought-" he cut me off,

"Well you thought wrong" he snapped again,

"Alan please let me explain" I begged, "I spoke to Austin and he made me realise that you'd never hurt me and I can't let our relationship be ruined by something someone else did" he just stared at me, "Alan? baby? say something" I begged,

"Cassidy please don't do this" I flinched at the sound of my name nobody have ever called me that not since the accident, I don't even think anyone knew my name but my farther, and Alan, "I understand you don't want to be in a relationship right now so please don't make this harder for me that it already is it kills me to know that it's my fault we're like this" I saw a tear run down his face I tried to get up to hug him but my body rejected me,

"Alan please come here so I can hug you" he came and sat next to me and I pulled him into a hug whilst he cried into my shoulder, "none of this is your fault and before you say anything it is not your fault I love you Alan I really do I want to be in a relationship with you but I don't want you tell be upset if I flinch sometimes or get scared" I said into his bright ginger hair,

"Cassidy please be mine I don't want to spend any longer without you I can't take it anymore" he was staring into my eyes and I felt like I could feel everything that he was feeling, I pressed my lips against his,

"Of course I will" I whispered into his lips, he pulled me tighter into a hug,

"I love you so much Cass" I was starting to get used to Alan calling me by my name, and I kinda liked it especially the way he shortened it to 'Cass',

"I love you too Ginger Princess"

"Shit babe you have to take your tablet" he said obviously realising the time, he picked me up bridal style and ran down stairs,

"Alan baby it's ok if I take them late I won't die" I said chuckling slightly at his panic,

"I don't want my baby to be in pain though" he said sticking his bottom lip out, he handed me a bright pink tablet and a glass of water,

"BATMAN!" I shouted waddling into the living room looking for the Batman box set, "KITTY!!!" I shouted, "WHERE'S BATMAN?" he walked into the living room laughing at me,

"Behind Harry Potter" he said pointing to the Harry Potter box set,

"WHAT? WHY?" I shouted imitating Austin in one of their interviews, he was laughing so much he was crying,

"You should do Austin impersonations" he said once he had calmed down, I put Batman into the DVD player and went and sat on the sofa,

"Come here Kitty" I said patting the seat next to me insinuating that he was actually a cat, he sat down next to me and licked my face, "ewwww Alan what the fuck?" I whined whilst I wiped his slobber off my face,

"If you treat me like a cat I'll act like one" I huffed and sat with my back to him, "oh come on baby you can't stay mad at me for too long" he wrapped his arms round my waist, "come on baby you love me too much to do this" I didn't move an inch, "ok you asked for it" the next thing I know he's straddling my hips and tickling me,

"ALAN!!" I shouted, "PRINCESS STOP!!!"

"Say you love me" he said with a smirk on his face,

"I LOVE YOU" I said whilst laughing, he stopped and kissed my lips,

"I love you too Cassidy"

Hey guys! is this chapter long enough for you?

Love Chantelle. x