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Love Letters

Love Letters

Luke: I have trouble sleeping at night. Maybe it's because my mind is bathed in perpetual darkness and you're no here to soothe it away or maybe it's because I'm just a little bit crazy but wither way I miss the feeling of you in my arms. The mornings aren't much better because when I wake up its cold. It's weird how it feels like my life has stopped but the world continues to spin. The clouds continue to make shapes in the sky, children continue to play in the streets, and people continue to breathe. It seems I've been having trouble doing that lately. It kind of feels like I'm endlessly drowning and there's no way for me to break the surface. My visions gotten a bit cloudy since you stopped returning my phone calls and I keep thinking that I'm seeing you everywhere I go. I can't stop listening to the mixtape that you made me. I'm not sure if it makes me feel better or worse but it makes me feel something and that's all I really need at the moment. The probability of you ever speaking to me again is statistically low and I really hate that fact. I'm having trouble sleeping at night. Maybe it's because whenever I close my eyes thoughts of you come rushing into my mind or maybe I'm just in love with you.

(Left on your doorstep. You show up at his and ask if you can come inside and of course he says yes.)

Michael: you're very pretty when you're sleeping. Did you know that? Well, now you do. I know the past few weeks have been really rough, but I just want you to know that whatever is said and whatever is done that I love you. I will always love you. I hate having to leave you in the morning and sometimes o contemplate skipping recording sessions just so I can be here when you wake up. I wish we could stay like that forever. With the morning sunlight washing over us and you with your sleep eyes and small smiles and how you just want to be as close to me a possible. God I hate waking up early, but when I'm with you it makes everything better. I hope you have a good day sweetie. I love you.

(Left on bedside table, morning after fight. He comes home early that night and you talk about random thing late into the night.)

Calum: hey beautiful. You're across the room doing homework. Haha you still do homework. Anyway I'm really bored and you're not paying any attention to me. Did you know that you bite your lip when you're frustrated? It's cute. And kinda hot. OH MY GOD I JUST WANT TO CUDDLE. We can watch a movie maybe? Pleaseeeeeee. You've been working on it for ages now. We could kiss a bit to. We can go outside and count the stars because I know how much you like doing that. We can do anything you want as long as I get to hold you in my arms for a little while. I love you so much and I just want to spend some time with you so please take a break.

(Thrown across the room at you, ending in a night of movies and lots of kissing.)

Ashton: so let me start off by saying I love you. I've loved you for about 5 years and I ant stand you not knowing anymore. I just want to be able to hold you and kiss you. I can't stand just being a friend anymore.  Its killing me inside and seeing you with that douche just makes it hurt even more because I know that he can't love you to take care of you the way that I can. I know asking you to love me back is asking too much but I am asking you to give me a chance to show you how I could do so much better than him. He doesn't deserve you, hell, I don't even deserve you but I'll try my hardest to give you what you need. I love you.

(Sent as a text after receiving one from you, stating that your boyfriend had stood you up. You went to house and kissed him on the porch.)