Catching Feelings

Chapter 24

I'm so sick and tired of all this drama on Justin it's really pissing me of like Tmz and all these stupid news channels are all making him look so bad I truly feel bad for him it's just so sick sometimes I wonder how he feels I mean he's just a human and there's only a certain amount of hate he can handle before he breaks and I'm scarred that he's gonna break he already had depression and none of us had a clue it really scares me I hope he's okay

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Justin

After I talked to Ryan I made my way to my car and drove to Kelsey's. I parked my car in the drive way and made my way to the door

Knock knock knock

The door opened revealing Kelsey's mom. Her eyes were red and I could see tears running down her face. She was crying?

"Good morning Ms.Jordan" I tired to smile

"M-morning sweetie"

She quickly brushed her hands an her face wiping her tears away

"What's wrong why are you crying" I asked being polite

"I-it's Kelsey she hasn't left her room in 3 days, she hasn't eaten or spoke to anyone, she just came home one day crying and locked herself up I'm so worried about her"

The Guilt was eating me up inside. I was the reason for all of this

"Don't worry Ms.Jordan I'm gonna go talk to kelse everything's gonna be alright" I smiled at her

"Thank you so much Justin" She smiled back

"No problem"

With that I made my way up the stairs to Kelsey room

Kelsey

I finally woke up with another bad dream. I've been getting nightmares much often now. I rubbed my eyes and I could hear my stomach growling. I was starving. I don't know why I wasn't eating. I was taking the anger of Justin not talking to me on myself by starving myself. I was an idiot

Knock knock knock

I heard my door knock it was mom my again I guessed

"MOM I SAID IM FINE PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" I yelled

"It's not your mom it's Justin"

I froze. my breath hitched, and I felt paralyzed

"G-go away"

I manage to to choke out as my voice cracked

Why did Justin come back?

Why was he here? What made him come back? Was I still dreaming?

"Please kelse just let me in I really need to talk to you" He begged

His voice made me melt

'let him in'

my inner thoughts told me

No I couldn't let him. No, not after what he did. I wasn't gonna forgive him easily

"You said you never wanted to see my face again so why are you in my house?" I spat

"I was and idiot, I was wrong I was stupid call me anything you want okay, but please let me in Kelsey, please" He begged

My eyes started to water

"Tell me one good reason why I should let you in after what you did" I said

"I need you. I need to talk to you, you were right all along kelse, she was cheating on me, she was cheating. I caught her with my very own eyes. I'm soo sorry I didn't believe you. It's because I loved her. It's so hard when you love someone and they don't love you back it hurts so much kelse just please, let me in. I need someone to talk to"