Catching Feelings

Chapter 12

Kelsey

"Yes Chaz I love Justin"

But the sad part was he didn't love me back

It's been almost an hour since I called Chaz I told him everything I had too tomorrow me and Chaz were going on a 'date' I can't believe I even said yes Justin thinks Chaz and I going out and Chaz has a girlfriend I'm such an idiot but after this one 'date' I'm gonna tell Justin we broke up I feel bad for Chaz I brang Chaz into my mess speaking of Justin it was almost 1:00am In the morning and he still didn't call we always talk before bed it's was 'our thing'

After waiting another hour, I thought maybe he fell asleep so I just started at the ceiling while lying on my bed thinking about Justin and how happy he was with Selena and tomorrow Id see her for the first time, I wished I could be her, she was a singer an actress she was beautiful, funny then I thought about me what was I? I was just a fan that got lucky I wasn't beautiful I was far from that I was nothing compared to Selena there's no way Justin would chose me over her, I had to move on and forget my feelings, act like nothing happen, there was no point of telling him, we were nothing more then friends, by this point my whole pillow was full of tears.

I've never cried myself to sleep at night since my father passed away, I hadn't notice that I slowly dirfted to sleep

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I woke up next morning to my alarm clock, quickly grabbed my phone to check if maybe Justin called when I fell asleep, I unlocked it and I had no calls or messages.

It was the weekend so I got into a quick shower and changed into a baggy shirt and black skinny jeans, I walked downstairs mom was making breakfast,

"Good morning mom"

"Good morning honey, okay so tell me everything that happen yesterday! what did he say? did he like your dress? are you guys and couple? did you kiss? Oh my god, honey tell me everything"

I loved my mom and how she was so excited but what was I suppose to tell her, I just wanted to forgot what happen yesterday.

"Mom I don't wanna talk about it" I held in my tears

"Honey are you crying, what happen, did Justin say something, don't cry baby"

she came over and hugged me

"Mom Just-in Doe-nt lik-me

He- like-s Se-lena the-re

go-ing out- he doe-snt li-ke me mom"

I managed to coke out

"Baby don't worry there plenty of guys out there, your beautiful many guys will want to go out with you"

"If I'm so beautiful why doesn't Justin think so? you know the dress I wore he laughed at me, mom do you know how I felt? the moment he told me he loved Selena, my heart broke I tired so hard to smile for him, nobody understands what I'm going through, I act like I don't care, act like a tom boy, but inside I'm a girl! But nobody understands that, everybody treats me like a guy like a have no feelings! my life is a mess"

"Baby, don't worry I bet he likes you, why don't you just talk to him"

"It's to late for that, he told me he likes Selena, he only likes me as a friend and it's going to be like that forever, no one can change his mind, plus he truly loves Selena, I could tell, his eyes light up just when he mentioned her name"

"Honey everything's gonna be okay"

"No mom nothings okay"

With that I ran upstairs

I slammed my door shut and started crying on my bed for hours till I feel asleep.

I was on my bed and I herd someone calling me

"Kelse" "kelse wake up" then the person started poking me

"Go away mom"

"It's not your mom it's Chaz"

"Go. away. Chaz"

"Hurry up and get ready Justin called me and told me the date is in half an hour so I came to pick you up"

I jumped out of bed I completely forgot about the date. I mumbling a curse,

I quickly grabbed another pair of skinnies and a purple t- shirt rushing into the shower quickly, as I got out I dressed into my clothes put some eyeliner and lipgloss, my hair in a high pony tail and grabbed my leather jacket as i ran out the door where Chaz was waiting.

Chaz looked at me

"Aren't You gonna gonna were a dress of something were going to a five star restaurant"

"It not like anybody's gonna look at me plus Justin gonna be with Selena the whole time and this isn't even a real date"

"Okay whatever hurry and get in the car were gonna be late"

The car ride was really quite and awkward Chaz and I didn't even talk.

"Thank you for doing this"

I said breaking the awkward silence

"No problem, what are friends for"

I was about to get out when Chaz stopped me

"Kelse before we go in the restaurant I just want to tell you that be strong 'cause Justin and Selena might kiss and hug and flirt but you have to be strong and promise you won't cry"

I didn't even think of that, since Justin and Selena are together now there gonna kiss and flirt.

"Thanks for the advise Chaz and I promise I won't cry"

I faked smiled at him

We got out of the car and we walked in the restaurant, looking everywhere but I couldn't see them, a waiter come up to us

"Are you Mr.Sommers and Ms.Jordan?"

"Yes, do you know by any chance know where Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez are"

"Yes, come this way"

He pointed to a 'VIP' section were to couples were making out. This couldn't be right I took in a deep breath and looked again to where he was pointing it was Selena and Justin making out.

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