Paper planes || V [Under editing]

Chapter 14

V P.O.V
Part of me wondered if I continued this way would I disappear... If I continued to let my heart flutter when she smiles or talks to me, if I continued to hold her, touch her would I use all my energy up completely until there was nothing left of me at all?

I watched a min snuggled her face into her pillow still desperately holding onto my hand as if she let go now shed never feel my warmth again. To be honest I was scared too, if carried on touching her and one day I couldn't... I don't think I would be able to survive - she's the last bit of warmth I had left.

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I ran my hands through my hair in frustration as I came to realise these feelings for min, no matter how much I tried or pushed her away they were there and they were real: I liked her. Jessica had now become meaningless and UN important but what if min found our and didn't feel the same, what if she left me? What would I do then?

At this point my energy's had ran out and although I could no longer feel her hand on mine I kept it there, so I could pretend at least. I decided there and then as I watched her sleep that I couldn't tell her, I would never tell her, we'd continue on as if I needed Jessica ... Just so she didn't leave me.

Min P.O.V
So warm... I snuggled myself as close to the warmth as I could before falling hard onto the floor; Shit! I looked up to see a sleeping v snuggled under my covers, id literally gone through him - this sucks.

I pulled myself of the cold floor before grabbing my phone and making my way to the bathroom; turning round to face V again. He looked beautiful. Then I panicked. I slammed the bathroom door shut before leaning against it and sliding down, pulling my knees to my chest.

When I looked at him I could of swore my heart stopped, then speed up so fast; why does he keep making me feel like this? His face ran through my mind as my face started to burn and tingle- fucking hell min, you've gone and done it...

It hit me so fast, like the impact from a shot gun to the chest or that feeling you get when the teacher embarrassed you ibfront of the whole class and your crush. That sickening yet incredibly undeniable feeling... I... I've fallen in love with a ghost.

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Breakfast felt awkward I couldn't seem to make eye contact with him or sit close to him on the sofa, the second he smiled my breathing hitched and I lost all sense.

My phone vibrated in my picked harshly before I pulled it out to check it. The number I had round in Jessicas room had finally replied to me, I quickly pulled myself from the sofa and headed to my room; I really didn't want tae to see...

xxx-xxx-xxxx : yeah I knew Kim taehyung, who is this.

I didn't know how I felt as I read the message, shocked maybe? To know that jessicas boyfriend was actually vs friend.

Min: sorry I didn't introduce myself before, you can call me min. Im an old friend of V's and well... I wanted to talk to someone who knew him so I could get a better hold on what brought him to end up how he did.

I hovered over the send button for a few seconds before scrunching my eyes Shut and pressing send. Some part of me felt like my chest had been ripped out knowing all to well V was still in love with jessica while I was in love with someone dead.

Within seconds Mt phone vibrated in my hands causing me to jump a little before unlocking my phone to read the next message.

Jackson: Im Jackson, Id ask how you got my number but as you knew V i dont think I need to. Honestly it was a shock to us all, especially Jessica, but we're getting there.  

Min: Jessica? Who is that? I haven't spoke to V in a long time, now I never will. Could we maybe meet? I know its sudden, but I dont really like talking over the phone.

There was that name that j really didn't want to hear,  Vs  voice ringing through my ears from the last time he begged me to go find her. It made me feel sick.

Once again it took seconds before Jackson replied.

Jackson: his ex girlfriend and sure (insert address) at 1 tomorrow?

Min: see you then.