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Chapter 6

Megan's POV

@Harry_Styles dating Jennifer Adams. Another girlfriend of the month?

Do you think Jennifer Adams is going to be Harry's fall girl of 2013?

Your favourite member is a manwhore who doesn't give a fuck about his fans because he blatantly ignores them.

I think I've lost count of how many girls Harry's had now.

Harry can be such a manwhore. Stop using women.

Everyone needs to stop freaking out, his relationships never last. Harry will end it by next month.

Not liking Harry so much anymore. Everything he says about liking girl's personalities and not their looks is bullshit.

Blonde haired and blue eyed, completely gorgeous and trying to get famous. Is anyone else not surprised Harry's dating Jennifer?

I scroll through the thousands of messages and cringe at every single thing these people are tweeting or posting articles about. It's only been a week since they were seen together after all their photos were released, and I still don't understand how all the pictures have benefitted Harry.

Hearing about them for the first time was hard to swallow, but it always was. I'm happy with Andrew, but even when I tell myself I'm only going to want Harry as a friend, something tells me otherwise

I forget about it as parts of me ache for Harry, thinking of how much he has to deal with this. It never usually bothers him at first, until he's seen with the girl and second and third and fourth time and everyone starts talking more and more.

We got back to London a few days ago and when I got to work in the morning, there were people looking up everything people were saying about Harry and I'd turn on the television and there would be programmes and videos of him walking around the city with Jennifer.

This is going to go on until they get boring and his PR finds something new and exciting for them so everyone will get talking.

I pick up my mobile and dial his number, letting it ring until I get his voicemail.

"Hey, you've reached Harry and I'm currently busy, most likely doing something I wish was considered productive, but probably isn't. Leave your name and number and I'll get back to you as soon as I can."

I smile at the familiar message.

"Hey, it's Megan. I saw a bunch of stuff on Twitter and I know everything is rough right now. Give me a call if you need to talk or want to hang out for a bit." I say, hanging up and hope he gets back to me sooner than later.

I think about Harry as I get properly dressed, worrying about him like his mother would as I take a small list of food items off my fridge, grabbing my car keys.

I go inside the supermarket, trying to keep my mind on the groceries I need instead of wanting to check my phone for any messages from Harry every time my mind convinces me there was a vibration in my pocket.

I'm making my way to the shortest line at the front when I feel a hand on my shoulder.

"Hi Megan!" A girl says cheerfully. I turn around and she's got her blonde hair in a braid and a bright smile across her lips.

"Hello." I greet, and she's almost bouncing with excitement, a blush in her soft cheeks.

"Do you mind if I get a picture with you?"

I still find it odd when fans wanted pictures of me or asked for me to sign something. I only really knew Harry and work for his management. I barely have time to talk of any of the boys because all of us are busy, and I'm only seen out with Harry when someone tells us to go somewhere.