Suicidal **CURRENTLY EDITING**

Chapter 13

I walked into the familiar building with Liam, excited  to be writing some new songs.

We walked through the halls of the studio and said hello to a few people, sitting down in the lounge area for a while, waiting until everyone else was ready in the next room.

"Did you guys even start thinking about some new stuff?" Niall asked with a laugh and I shook my head.

"No idea where to even start." I admitted.

"I have a few ideas." Liam said, leaning forward with a water bottle between his fingers.

"I knew I could count on you, Payne." Louis said. "Well, we basically all know you're the only one who doesn't leave shit until the last minute."

We all laughed as I took off my jacket, seeing something red out of the corner of my eye.

I looked over, seeing Megan with an iPad in her hands, wearing a deep red jumper over her body.

She was talking to Debra, nodding at a few things she said and pressing something on the screen as they both looked at it.

Debra nodded and they both laughed, still looking down at the device.

I looked at the way her lips curved up into a smile and her chocolate brown eyes lit up. I wondered what they were looking at and why they found it so funny.

It had barely been a week until the meeting and I felt as though we had been completely separated from each other compared to how we used to be.

"Hey, Harry?" A voice said and I turned around.

"Yeah?" I asked, scratching the back of my neck and Zayn gently elbowed me in the ribs.

"A little distracted mate?" He questioned and I felt my face heat. "We asked if you had an idea of what songs you wanted on the album."

"Oh." I said. "Yeah, I have a few I really want on there, but after the rest of the songwriting, I'm probably going to change my mind about a few things."

They started talking about the music excitedly as I looked back to Megan, watching the way her body moved along with her mouth when she talked and laughed.

Everything seemed to tune out as I looked, and a part of me wished she noticed my gaze, another part hoping she didn't so I couldn't continue to watch her.

"They're going to be ready soon." Louis said and we all stood up eagerly, beginning to walk over.

I took the quick decision to see Megan before going inside.

I wrapped my arms around her shoulders, hugging her from behind and she let out a small laugh.

"Hello, Harry." She said, knowing it was me before even looking back.

"Hello. How are you doing?"

"Fantastic." She replied. "How are you?"

"Excited. We're going to be writing a few new songs."

"It sounds exciting." She said. "May I come in the room this time and watch you all work?"

"Probably not." I chuckled, moving beside her and kept one of my arms comfortably around her shoulders.

"Maybe I'll pretend like I need something and sneak in." She said and I laughed.

"Sounds great. I'll make sure you catch me in a time of my musical genius." I told her and she smiled.

"Sounds great, and if you're-"

"Harry?" A voice said and I looked back to see David watching Megan and I disapprovingly. "We're ready for you."