Save Me[Book 2 of R.M]

Save Me/32/Meet You

Hello, it's been a while hasn't it??? Sorry about that:) Oh and the days in which Alice wrote her entries are days skipped over a period of time. I hope you don't get too confused about that. It's not the very next day but maybe a couple of weeks, months, or years in between.

Have you guys heard of the Gakuen Alice spin-off? I was literally in tears when I heard about it yet it's a bit disappointing that the author isn't continuing the ending of the original!!! Gosh darn itDX!!!!

Oh, well... here ya go:(

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"If the days won't allow us to see each other, memories will. And if my eyes can't see you, my heart will never forget you."

-Your Name(Kimi No Nawa)

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I decide to head to the library after the whole commotion of 'Takumis' Girlfriend' came down. Everyone had crowded around me and asked a whole bunch of questions. Like "who asked first" and "when it happened".

While all of that happened, I thought of Natsume and how he ran out as soon as he saw me. That worries me a whole lot...

Does he know?

Thank goodness Takumi thought of that on a whim so they don't suspect as much but he definitely saw something. I don't know what.

Something that made him gag alright...

Anyways, as I'm heading to the library, I see him.

Natsume

The Sakura Trees almost make me cry instantly. God, why am I a girl?

I try not to make contact with him and thank goodness... he doesn't. It almost makes me mad for a second.

He's deep in thought, his arms behind his head and his back against the trunk of a tree.

Our tree.

I quietly pass him by and feel his eyes on me. 

He doesn't stop me and continues to look off into the distance.

It's the best for the both of us, I hope.

I want to embrace him and kiss him with all I've got. After all this time, we've finally seen each other but we can't talk to each other.

It's the worst. Worse than dying, worse than saying goodbye, worse than anything. I just... I want to touch him and be with him.

I wonder if he misses me as much as I miss him.

...

"I haven't seen you around before..." A girl behind a desk suspiciously eyes me. She's assistant librarian so I have no choice but to ask her I nod,

"I'm a transfer."

"And how can I help you? You're not lost right?" She mumbles, annoyed by me already. It's an upperclassmen so she wouldn't have known me even if I was Mikan. Or perhaps she would because everyone seems to know me because of the crazy things I've done.

"I'm looking for a book or something." I say nervously, she almost sends me out right there, "For research. In my class, we're doing a research project on Alices and stuff. It's pretty interesting."

"Alright-y... Come with me." she sighs impatiently. I follow her into this aisle with books stacked on top of each other. "There's a lot of books on types of Alices and here is the book on all the Alices' you can find. If you need anything else, just come to me." Then she runs off and leaves me with shelves and shelves of books that aren't even related.