Falling For My Brothers Best Friend

Deja vu

I went to bed early, my head was pounding and I felt a little sick to be brutally honest. Why did I kiss him back? Why would I want to do that? Why would I go and probably ruin a good relationship with Alex by doing that? It was only eight thirty by the time that my eyes slowly became heavy and I fell off into a deep slumber....

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**DREAM**

I was driving down the road happily singing along to the radion on my way to meet Seth. I had chosen him and had left Alex for him. I knew that it was the right thing to do. I loved Seth.

As I was turning off the junction, I drove faster down the empty road and heard my phone vibrate against the passenger seat next to me. I reached over to grab my phone with my left hand and trying to keep my eyes on the road. I accelerated the speed of the car by about twenty miles per hour more just to get there faster.

I couldn't find my phone with just my left hand and noticed that no-one else was on the road and that it was just me. I turned my head to the side to find my phone as well as trying to keep the car steady.

Then, out of absolutley no where. A lorry came into contact with my car before I could stop it and everything faded into darkness....

**END OF DREAM**

I suddenly screamed and jolted up from where I lay on my back. I looked around to see me led in the comfort of my own bed, I pulled the sheets up towards me so none of my skin was exposed and I was covered in my duvet from head to toe.

There was sweat now dripping off of my forehead as I raised my hands to wipe it off. That was a weird dream. But was it true? It was a scary dream that's for sure, even though it was a dream, the impact of getting hit on the side by the lorry was still quite heavy.

I hope I don't end up like one of those girls who dream things and then they start to happen for real, that would just be scary as hell.

I decided that I couldn't sleep from then on and flopped my legs out of bed and went to have a shower. I let the hot warm run down my body as I washed through my hair.

By the time I was out of the shower, dressed, dried my hair and applied my make-up. It was only eight am. My parents had left to go to work at four this morning because they needed to be there for a big project that they're working on.

I decided on bacon for breakfast and when downstairs, I searched the fridge for the bacon that I made mum buy the other day. I couldn't find it, damn!

I thought about cooking up something else from the fridge-freezer but then decided to go out to get some food. I'm thinking a cup of tea, toast and bacon in Jerrys Diner. I grabbed my jacket and slipped my shoes as I shut the door behind me as I left the house.

Weey

Hoppring into my car I stared it up and tuned in the radio whilst throwing my phone onto the passenger seat next to me. It landed underneath my scarf and jumper that I had left in here the other day. Driving down the road and making my ways to Jerry's Diner.

ErÞrt

The roads were clear as it was still quite early and as it being the school holidays, everyone was probably still in their beds. This felt slightly familiar. It feels like I've been here before somehow.

I heard my phone buzz and bibrate underneath my things on the seat next to me and reached over to get it with my left hand. I couldn't reach it though. Looking away for just a second to try and find it. I realised that I had seen this somewhere before, it was my dream.

I was now living my dream, but this was no dream I was living, it was a nightmare. As soon as I knew this little information, I jumped up to focus my eyes back on the road. I saw the jumction coming up and slammed my foot on the break as hard as I could.

I jolted forward in my seat as my car came to a stop and as clear as day, my nightmare only got more surreal. A huge lorry passed right in front of my eyes. If I hadn't stopped, I'd be splattered all over the windscreen of that lorry.

I was now sat there shaking in my seat and I couldn't blink or move.

I made my way home slowly and carefully without exceeding twenty to thirty mile an hour speed. Now I was back in my comfortable pyjamas, curled up in a ball with my duvet over me on my bed. I couldn't shake the fact that I almost got hit by a lorry. If I hadn't put my foot on the brake then I would be in a hospital bed or something.

I was still there, curled in my little ball on my bed two days later. It was now Wednesday and I knew that Jake was coming home. I hadn't eaten anything since I'd been in my room and I'd only gotten up to go to the bathroom. Lilly rang and text, Alex had rung a few times to see if I was okay.

I couldn't remember what time I told everyone to come over for Jakes coming home party, so I just text everyone invited to come over at five and it would end at midnight. I looked at my ipod screen to check the time. It was already twelve and I only had about four hours to shower, hair, make-up, get dressed, set out the snacks and drinks and to clean up.

I thought I should start with a shower as I hadn't had one in the last three days, and I smelled funny. Just as I was about to get undressed I heard the doorbell ring. I lazily walked downstairs and opened the door to reveal Lily and Alex.

'What are you guys doing here?' I asked rubbing my eyes at the bright light shining in from behind them. I had been a night owl for the last couple of days so that light is slightly blinding to me.

'Considering that you've been M.I.A for the last couple of days and that Jake's coming home do Is today. So....' Lily started off.

'We figured that you needed cheering up, waking up and help with tidying up and sorting out you for tonight,' Alex finished off. I smiled and opened the door a little wider so they could come in.

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Here's a little upload for you lovely lovely fans and the next one will be Jakes coming home party and a little twist and another little scare for Jessie too... But I'm doing what I said I would do when I said in the last chapter which is incorperate you guys ideas into my chapters and then you get a dedication.... I'm still doing that...

But I hope that you like it! And that you don't hate me for ALMOST putting Jessie into a car accident and in hospital but this is actually leading up to all my ideas that I have that will go on until the end.

I'm also hoping that this story will be about 30 chapters or more long and that is my goal.

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