Im sorry (Trigger warning)

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"(n/n)-"

You glared at the floor tears brimming your eyes. "What do you want?" You growled. "And it's (l/n) to you"

Ayato was taken back. He knew he had hurt you many times before. Your abusive relationship wasn't supposed to go on as long as it did but you let everything slide because of how much you loved him.

He hurt you physically, emotionally and mentally. You constantly felt as if you were going insane and you thought it was time for it to end.

"Im sorry, (n/n), I really am give me another chance" At this point Ayato was choking on his own tears. He couldn't bear living without you. "I love you so much, please im sorry"

It killed you seeing him like this.

Sorry..

Im so sorry...

It won't happen again..

Lies, Bullshit, fallacy.

He uses sorry every time he knows you're about to leave him

You're such an idiot

Why did you think this relationship would last

Him as a ghoul and you as a human

(y/n)..

It's time for you to let go of him

You were lost in thought.

All those goddamn chances I gave him.

He blew them all, just brushed them off like nothing.

He doesn't deserve another chance.

"I forgive you.."

Yet I still give him more and more chances

I am blinded by my love for this boy i cant seem to see his wrongdoings

🌸🌸🌸🌸Timeskip🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

You just witnessed Ayato cheating on you. Again.

It felt as if the shattered peices of your already broken heart are being stomped on and put in a blender.

I can't take this much longer

You rested your hand on your forehead and shook your head as tears slowly drip out of your eyes.

He knows i saw him..

He'll come home and shove more bullshit down my throat

I love you..

I never meant to hurt you...

Please forgive me...

I'M SORRY

🌸🌸(Ayato comes home) 🌸🌸🌸

"(y/n) I'm so sorry please f-"

You gave Ayato a weak smile. It was obvious you were crying and it killed him. "I l-love you Ayato and I'm sorry"

He was confused as to why you were saying sorry and you just shook your head and hugged him.

"Let's go out and have a little fun..like old times" You smiled at him and pecked his cheek

He nodded and grinned a little "A-Alright"

The rest of the day you and Ayato enjoyed yourselves. Going to a carnival where Ayato won you many prizes. Going on rides together. Stargazing. A romantic walk through the park.

Times like this make you happy.

Too bad . . .

It wont last.

The next day Ayato ended up beating you to the point where you passed out, you couldn't walk or think clearly.

Heh..

How did I let it come to this

You struggled to get a peice of paper and a pen

Aya..my baby. Depending on when you read this or at least come home I'll be long gone. Please treat that very pretty girl..what's her name? Hinami? Anyways..treat her better than how you treated me.

I love you, so much, i devoted my whole body and soul to you. I apologize if I wasn't good enough.

Until we meet again

Your love, (Y/n)

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Don't panic

Ayato ran around frantically as he found your dead body in the bath tub.

Calm down

He pulled you out and burried his face in your chest

Im right here

"WAKE UP!! PLEASE (Y/N)!!" He cried out

No more tears

"I'm such a fucking idiot" He punched the floor and covered his face

No more hurting

Ayato sobbed in your hair "I love you so much, so fucking much" He breathed out "Please just please come back to me.."

No more lies

"Fuck (y/n) I'm sorry " He shook his head and sighed

Im sorry . . . . . .

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THAT was very depressing and crappy im so sorry but hey if ya want me to make more one shots like this just leave a comment or message me like either way I'll see it o k ily all bye bye

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