MNG2-27 “END/BEGGINING?!”
CHANDREA’S POV
Those words that he said, those words are like dagger that hit my body especially my heart, those words kill me a thousand times in just a minute, he kill me again, im dying because of him… again, why I always die because of him,??? Why do I love him so much??? Why do I need to be hurt big time…. Now I know he was alive, now I know that I cannot have him even he was alive… this moment, this time… this is the most painful among other moments that I’ve die… because it was him who kills me, it’s his words that brought pain into my heart that cause of my other death….
“chandrea please umayos kana..!” that was kharren’s voice, even khorinne leave, is she tired on taking care of mey? ??? I know everyone was worried about me.. but I cant talk… I cant move… because I was tie here in a dark place, only there voice was the sound that I can hear but I can see nothing….
“pan cake, tumino ka naman oh,,, kumurap kana…!” lucas voice, he really makes me feel safe, his voice… now I can feel tears coming from my eyes. I wish I can change what my heart say, I wish it could be lucas so I just can have my happy ending… “pan cake pag di ka gumalaw hahalikan kita…!” I wanted to laugh because of his childish act. But those simple and childish act. Makes me smile and forget my problems… “seryoso ako pancake, di nila ako pipigilan, ang alam nila boyfriend mo ako…!”
Everything becomes colorful, I can see the sunlight, I slowly move my head, I saw lucas face, so worried and he was crying, are those tears are for me??? He was crying because of me??? I slowly touch his face and wipe his tears,
“sinong gago ang nag paiyak sa boyfriend ko???” and as I say a word, I heard more crying around…
“chandrea!” this is the very first time that he calls me with my name, he hug me tight, I feel safe even for now… I feel okay… “sorry wala ako dun, sorry di kita naprotektahan laban sa kanya…!”
“samahan mo lang ako ditto lucas, wag mo kung iiwan, ayokong mag isa sa dilim.. please..!” ramdama ko ang mga luhang lumalabas sa mga mata ko… “please I don’t want to be alone in the dark lucas…!”
“shhhh… di kita iiwan pan cake, ditto lang ako.. promise, di kita iiwan kahit gusto mo nang layuan kita…!” with his words, I feel safe, I feel comfortable.. I slowly close my eyes, I wanted to rest.. I wanted to rest with someone’s hand.. and I’ am thankful that lucas was with me…
