diary? • jicheol [on hold]

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"SUCK me. Suck me to comfort, baby."

I thought he wasn't serious when he said that. But his words were real and before I can even give a reaction, I am already been kissed by him. His hands are still on top of mine, guiding it to rub his already hard erection. Kahit nakajeans siya ay ramdam ko pa rin ang tila bakal sa tigas na bagay sa kamay ko.

"Seungcheol," I moaned when he bit my neck and sucked. Ilang beses niya iyong dinaanan ng kanyang dila bago muling sinipsip. Napisil ko tuloy ang hawak ko. Siya naman ang napaungol sa nagawa ko.

And that was something that made my lust rise. Kusang gumalaw ang kamay ko para alisin ang kamay niya. Then I started rubbing his crotch voluntarily.

"Damn, baby. You're good," he whispered in my ear before he sucked my lobe and played it. Napapikit ako sa ginawa niya. I felt my pants got tighter when a certain feeling creeped from his lips down to my navel. Mas nag-init tuloy ang kwarto.

Though, I didn't let him distract the feeling of wanting to give him back the pleasure. My hands unconsciously opened his zipper and pulled down his underwear to free the angry beast. Sabay kaming napasinghap ng dumikit ang mga palad ko sa kahabaan niya. Napatigil siya sa paghalik sa akin, he was panting while he rested his head on my hair.

"Damn, Jihoon. That's...ugh," he moaned.

Kahit natitigilan pa rin ay iginalaw ko na ang kamay ko. I held his lenght with my two palms and started pumping it. His cold hands travelled inside my polo and started caressing what I hide there. Parang sasabog ang dibdib ko sa hindi ko maidentify na dahilan. Beads of sweat trickled from my forehead down to my face.

Damn. This is hot. Everything's hot. It's making me dizzy, but unbelievably making me conscious and alive.

He kissed my lips deeply before I felt him pushing my shoulders down.

"Kneel," he commanded.

Without hesitation, I knelt in front of him. My face exactly met his erect manhood and I gasped when its tip touched my lips. Napaatras pa ang ulo ko ng ilapit niya iyon sa mukha ko.

"Jihoon, suck, play and lick me, baby," he said, his voice is hoarse and it sounded so aroused.

Heat creeped in my cheeks. Pero ang init na iyon ay pumasok sa ulo ko at kumalat din sa buong katawan ko. Tiningala ko si Seungcheol. A faint light touched his figure, making me see a little image of his reaction. Matiim siyang nakatingin sa akin at may kislap ng pagnanasa sa mga mata niya. Napalunok ako.

"C-Cheol, what i-if—"

Naputol ang pagsasalita ko ng tumalim ang mga mata niya. Napakagat labi na naman ako. I closed my eyes and sighed. Bumalik ang pansin ko sa bagay na nasa tapat lang ng bibig ko.

Damn. Even it's dark, I could tell how big he is. The thickness of the flesh on top of my lips had me trembling. Tremble in excitement and fear.

I'm excited. Since, this is Choi Seungcheol who's asking me to suck him. And I'm afraid, since it's my first time and he is so...big, I'm afraid I can't take him all.

"Jihoon, sumasakit na ang puson ko. Do you want me to ram this in your mouth and fvck you without doubts and hesitations?," parang naiinis niyang tanong.

My heart throbbed together with my cxxk. Kumalat ang nakakalxbxg na kilabot sa katawan ko at para akong matutuyuan ng dugo dahil sa init na hatid niyon.

Nabigla ako ng hawakan niya ang panga ko at pinisil. My mouth parted for I didn't expect his sudden move. At mas umawang ang mga labi ko ng maramdaman ko na lang ang dulo ng pagkalalaki niya sa loob ng bibig ko. We moaned together when my tounge accidentally brushed against his tip.

"Damn, Lee Jihoon, do it!," he shouted.

And I suddenly felt like a submissive being dominated when he said that. My excitement exceeded it's limit and my lust just flooded my mind. My imagination worked and affected my thinking. And I just found myself holding his cxxk and shoving it inside my mouth.

"Hmm," I moaned when I tasted him.

Napapikit ako. Hindi ko na napag-isipan pa ang mga ginagawa ko. Just like what I wrote in the notebook, at Entry No.1.1, I gave him a head. I rolled my tounge around him and sucked. I gripped the base of his shaft and pumped it while I was busy licking its end. I kissed it and ran my tounge along its' lenght. Seungcheol gripped my hair and groaned.

What's next?

"Take me w-whole," he whispered.

And I did. I almost gagged at his largeness but I managed to control and take him without gagging. I rolled my tounge and sipped, earning a lost whimper from him.

My heart is beating so loud that I almost thought it will blow my chest.

Am I really doing this to Choi Seungcheol...?

Yes.

And that simple yes brought more excitement and joy in my chest. I'll be damned if I deny the feeling again. It's so annoying, that it keeps rocking my bones inside.

Iginalaw ko ang bibig ko pababa at pataas sa xri niya. Mas humigpit ang sabunot niya sa buhok ko at mas lumakas ang mga daing niya. And he started bucking his hips and fvcking my mouth. Every seconds seems to be so fast for he's like chasing it with his every moves. Pabilis ng pabilis ang mga galaw niya at halos mabilaukan na ako dahil talagang lumalaki ang bagay na naglalabas masok sa bibig ko. Hanggang sa inilabas niya iyon sa bibig ko at saka siya lumayo sa akin.

What—

Nanghihinang napaupo ako sa sahig. I panted. I gulped lots and lots of air to remove the choking feeling. Napatingin ako sa kanya. And from the view, he looked like he's already releasing on his hands.

"J-Jihoon," he groaned after.
At napasinghap pa ako ng bigla din siyang napaluhod sa sahig. Hinihingal siya at parang pagod na pagod.
"D-Damn it. You're the first person who made me this weak just because of a blxwjxb. You're really something, Lee Jihoon. And you were like an expert—"

"I'm a virgin," mabilis kong putol sa sinasabi niya dahil pakiramdam ko ay tatanungin nga niya iyon.

Ilang saglit siyang natigilan bago ko narinig ang late reaction niyang pagsinghap. Napaatras pa ako ng bigla siyang sumulpot sa harapan ko. He gripped my shoulders and shook me.

"Totoo ba yan?!," sigaw niya.

Napangiwi ako. But I nodded afterwards as if he's seeing me. A moment of silence before he asked that again.

"Oo nga. Tsk," inis kong sagot.

"So I'm the first person you—"

"Yes."

"Ako ang una mong pinagnasahan—"

"Yes."

"Unang nakatikim sa —"

"Yes!"

"I'm your first dirty—"

"Yes!"

"So will you be my boyfriend—"

"Oo nga! Ang kulit mo! Kingina ka! Oo na nga! Oo na!"

Haist! Bakit ba ang kulit kulit niya? Aba. Badtrip na ah. Di ba niya alam na ang init init na ng pisngi ko at sasabog na ang dibdib ko? Mamamatay na ako sa—weyt.

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. But before I could even a word, I felt him grabbing my nape and pressing his lips against mine. I sucked in my breath as the sensation creeped in my body.

Damn. Ano ulit yung tinanong niya?!

"That's good. You're my boyfriend now."

—
Ran

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