If You Only Knew {Gene X Reader} [PDH]

~~Chapter 32~~

Y/N - your name
L/N - last name
F/C - Favourite Colour
L/F/T - Local football team
S/F/C - Second Favourite colour
M/N - middle name
F/F - favourite food
F/S - Favourite snack
E/C - eye colour
F/D - favourite drink like Pepsi
F/C - favourite Coffee if you don't like fizzy drinks
N/N - Nickname
I/N - Instagram name
H/S - Hair Style
F/S/T - Favourite Sweet treat
F/I/D - Favourite Iced Drink
R/N - Rival Name
R/H/C - Rival's Hair colour (A/N R.H.C is my initials XD)
R/E/C - Rival's Eye colour
R/L/N - Rival's last name
R/S/G - Rival's Ship name with Gene
S/N/G - Ship name with Gene

More to be added---------------------

Chapter 32: The Scars

(This chapter is all based on cutting,if you think it will Trigger something please don't read it,but please read the A/N at the end please!!! 💜💜)

+*+*+*(Y/N)'s POV+*+*+**

I opened my front door,Slowly. I didn't want it to make a creaky noise. I didn't see anyone in my house. I walked into my room. I rolled up my sleeve.

"The scars are fading..." I slowly.

I fumbled around my drawer looking for something......a knife.

I took it out. I traced the blade with my finger lightly. I put the blade on a arm,I started deep cuts. I began blinking back tears. I let the voices in my head take my over.

You're worth nothing

No one will ever love you

All you are is a little piece of shit

You're a stupid attention whore

Bitch

Fat

Worthless

Soon one cut had become more. The blood dripping on my floor. I began crying. Not tears of pain. But tears of depression.

+*+*+Rionach's POV +*+*+*+

I skipped most of classes. I went to the park but to the forest part. I kept walking clutching the pocket knife in my hand. I got to a tree that had thick branches. I climbed up the tree to branch. I let my legs dangle down.

"The world seemed so peaceful but I'm slowly dying inside. I don't think I can handle faking happiness anymore..." I said out loud. Luckily no one was around.

I opened my pocket knife. I rolled up my sleeve. I let my arm fall into similar cutting patterns. Once my arm began to feel numb. I looked at the blood dripping down my arm. I smiled.

I let all my depression out for today...

+*+*+Zane's POV +*+*+*

As everyone was eating their lunch I walked into an empty classroom. I looked in side the desk. I found a pair of scissors. I was never able to cut at home because my brothers wouldn't let me.

I pulled up my sleeve. I let my shaking hand drag the scissors across my skin making deep cuts. I cried out in pain. I started doing more but nothing hurt more than the first cut. I stopped after the blood kept pouring out without stopping.

I dropped to my knees.

"WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF?!" I cried.

I didn't stop crying till I heard the bell.

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Author's note!!!

Hiya! So I decided I would do a chapter based on how different people cut. I'm not going to talk about it very much. But please don't cut.

So on a happier note!! This book reached 6k reads!! So I'm thinking of doing a Q & A. Should I do an Author's Q & A or Character Q & A?

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Please tell my what one I should do! Thx for your time!!!

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~Radha 😘💕

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