My best friend

Chapter 4

Shawn slowly opens his eyes. He cried the whole night. I feel so sorry for him, he is the sweetest boy ever, he doesn't deserve this. "Hey" he says. I smile at him. "Hey sleepy head."

We are laying in my bed. Shawn lays on my chest and I go with my fingers through his hair. "How do you feel?" He doesn't say anything. "Babe, you can tell me everything, I'm always here for you even when you feel bad."

He looks in my eyes. "I know, I just don't want to talk about it." "How about going to the beach today, it's a sunny day, so let's go." "Seriously?" I nod. "Hup, get your swimming trunks!" He nods and stands up. "I'll be back in 3 minutes!" He gives a kiss on my forhead and heads to his house.

I put my bikini on and a jumpsuit. I head downstairs and grab some food and something to drink. I do my hair in a messy bun and wait for Shawn.

I scroll through some Instagram pictures and post a picture with Shawn. 'Loving this weirdo.' It's a picture that Shawn gives a kiss on my cheek. It's really cute tho.

"I'm here!" he screams. "Well, hehe finally! Are you driving?" He nods and shows me his car keys. Oh and yes, he also has a key of my house. My mother gave it to him because he is always here and she knows that Shawn's home situation isn't that good.

We are walking to his Jeep, it's a black one. He opens the door for me. "Thank you honey" I say. He smiles and closes the door. It's a really hot day so I can't wait to get in the sea and swim.

Shawn puts on the radio and we are singing along with some songs. Shawn is so focused on the road and I can't help myself but I have to smile. "Why are you smiling?" I shake my head. "Nothing, inside joke" I lie.

After 20 minutes we are finally at the beach. There are so many people. "That is a great spot!" and I show him the spot." Shawn nods and we are walking to the place.

We lay our beach towel in the sand and Shawn takes his shirt off. I look at his body, he has trained a lot in those days. "You're staring again." I have to blush, fuck he saw it. "Doesn't matter babe, you can stare at it" and he gives me a kiss on my cheek.

I take my jumpsuit off and stand in my bikini. Shawn is looking at my body, from head to toe. I have no idea why but it makes me slightly uncomfortable. I automatically lay my hands on my stomach. Shawn shakes his head and comes closer. "You don't have to be ashamed of your body, you're beautiful as you are, you're beautiful the way you are."

His words make me a lot better. "Thank you" I say quietly. He nods. "Well, we are at the beach are we going to swim or what?" he asks. "Yes, let's go!"

We are walking to the water and suddenly Shawn lifts me up. "Shawn! Let go of me! Now!" I scream and laugh. Shawn laughs and he walks further into the ocean. "Shawn it's so cold stop!" He still laughs. "Sorry" and he let's go of me.

"Shawn!" I scream. I'm under water and when I come above I don't see Shawn anymore. Where the hell is he? I look around and still don't see him. Suddenly I feel two arms around my waist. "Hey" he says in my ear. I turn around and look in his eyes. "Hey." "It isn't that cold, right?" I nod. "Yeah, you're right."

We are swimming and the time flies. "I'm hungry" I say. He rolls his eyes. "When aren't you hungry?" I open my mouth and want to say something but Shawn lays his finger on my mouth. "Sst." I give him a friendly push. "You're the only fat person here, you ate everything that I had in my fridge!" He laughs. "I can't deny that, it's true." I roll my eyes and show him a little smile, he is such a dork.

We are heading back to our beach towel. "Here" and I throw a bag of chips to his head. "Thanks honey." He opens it and begins to eat. "Hey! I want too!" I want to grab the bag but everytime I try it he lays it somewhere else. "Shawn! Give me something I'm hungry!" He shakes his head. "You're fat enough." I cross my arms and give him a mad face. "Sorry darling, just telling the truth" he winks.

After a long time he finally gives me the bag of chips. "Here." "But it is empty?" He nods. "I know, I ate everything." "You're unbelievable." He laughs and pulls me to his chest. "I'll buy food for you if we are going back to home." "MacDonalds?" "That's a deal." "Thank you!" I give him a kiss on his cheek.

"What do you want?" he asks. Shawn and I are on our way to my house. "MacFlurry." He nods. "Two MacFlurry's caramel please." Shawn grabs the icecreams and he gives one to me. "Thank you." "No problem."

After 20 minutes we are back home. "I had a really fun time today" I say. "Me too." "Is your mom at home?" I shake my head. "No, she is at her work, did your mother call you already?" He looks down at the ground. "No" he swallows.

I come closer to him and give him a hug and rub over his back. "It's going to be okay, I promise you that, I already said that but it's the truth." "Can I sleep here tonight?" I nod. "Of course you can sleep here, you always can."

We are laying on my bed and I lay on Shawn's chest, as usual. We are both on Instagram and I see my picture has a lot of likes and comments, wow.

I lay my phone away and lay my hand on Shawn's stomach. I'm so tired and Shawn sees it. It's around 1 am. "Get some sleep okay? You need it." I yawn and look at him. "No, you should get some sleep, you need it more than me." He laughs quietly. "Lisa, get some sleep okay?" I mumbel some words and Shawn is going through my hair. He holds my tough.

The way he holds me gives me a safe feeling, I never want to leave this place. One day I know there comes an other girl in his life. But for now, I lay on his chest. I close my eyes and Shawn gives me one last kiss.

I startle awake because I hear a noise. I see Shawn is already sleeping so I don't wake him up, he hasn't had a lot of sleep lately so I'm glad he is sleeping.

I get out of bed and head to downstairs. I grab my phone and turn on my flashlight. I walk through the living room but there is nothing to see.

But then I head to the kitchen and see something I wouldn't expect..