Surviving The Walking Dead

Ch:21 Depression

I screamed "LOOK OUT"! A walker came walking out of the bathroon and bit down on her neck. Tyrese screamed "NO". He ran over ot the walker and went ballistic on his. He threw him to the ground and took out his knife. He stabbed him over and over again until his head was all sunken in.

I ran over to Sasha and leaned her up against me. I said "your going to be ok". Tyrese cried as he walked over to us. He picked up Sasha and set her in his lap. He said "no, you cant die, not like this". She kissed his cheek and said "I love you Tyrese". He said "I love you too" inbetween cries". Tears rolled down my face when she said "Tyrese, I need you to kill me".

He said "no, your going to be fine". She shook her head and said "you know what happens to people when they get bit". He said "I know". He kissed her and said "ok, I will end your pain". He grabbed his knife and cocked his arm up into the air. She said "I love you" as he brought the knife down. He stopped midway and said "I cant do it".

I knelt down beside him and I said "Tyrese go outside, I'll do it". Tears ran down my cheeks as he hugged her one last time. After he was walked outside I took out my crossbow. She smiled and said "thank you for helping me find Tyrese, please take care of him". I smiled, but it got destroyed my the tears. I said "I will". I also said "I'll miss you". She smiled and said "I'll miss you too, stay alert andlook out for the group". I shook my head and she closed her eyes. She whispered "Here I come momma".

I aimed the crossbow at her head and I said "I'm sorry Sasha". I pulled the trigger and the arrow went clean into her head. I fell to my knees and began to cry harder now. Tyrese walked in and sat down beside me. I took the arrow out of her head and put it into the holder on my crossbow. I put my hand on Tyrese's shoulder and I said "I'm sorry, but we need to get back to the group".

He said "it's too late now, we have to wait for morning to come". I said "ok" and walked over to the rocking chair. He said "take the cot". I walked over and laid down on the cot. He crawled over to Sasha and held her in his arms. He cried the whole night and I did too. I was so sick of losing people. I had to kill every single person so far, but it was life now. I had to suck it up and tuck my emotions away.

I stared out the window as the sun came up. I didnt get any sleep, neither did Tyrese. I got up off the cot and said "lets go back to the group". He said "leave me here, better yet just kill me". I said "I'm not losing you too". He said "I have nobody left, please just kill me, I dont think I could do it myself". I said "you got me, you wont be alone anymore". He said "your sweet". I smiled and walked over to him.

I held my hand out and he hoisted himself up. I said "now lets get back to the group". I loaded my crossbow and said "lets go". He grabbed his knife and we walked out of the cabin. There were a few walkers all over the place. I tried to count, but I lost count after 30. I said "lets go around the other side". We turned around and there were more walkers.

Tyrese said "ok on my count you run for the camp and I will destract them". I said "no, I'm not leaving you here". He smiled and said "if anything happens I want you to run, dont worry about me". I said "thank you" and put my crossbow on my back. I grabbed my knives and got into a running stance. He said "NOW". We both ran out from the cabin and he screamed "hey, over here" to all the walkers.

I ran like crazy pass them, stabbing some on the way. After I was out of the horde of walkers I looked back at Tyrese. He shot some until he was at his last bullet. He screamed "this will destract them long enought for you to run away". He put the gun up to his head and pulled the trigger. He fell to the floor and the walkers started to eat his flesh. I began to cry again and I ran away.

I dodged weak walkers and tried to concentrate, but I couldnt because I was crying to hard. After I ran for about 30 more minutes I stopped to catch my breath. I fell and laid on the ground crying into my arms. I heard a walker so I looked up. I got up and ran towards it. I stabbed it like Tyrese did when Sasha got bit.

After about 2 minutes of nonstop stabbing it I looked at it's face. It was collapes in and it didnt even look like a face anymore. I wiper my tears away, but forgot about my bloddy hands. Now my face was covered in blood.

I looked at the dead walker then kicked it about 3 times. I seen a few more in the distance so I turned around and ran trying to find the camp. I looked down as I ran and looked at me. I was covered in blood from head to toe. I kept crying until I physically couldnt anymore.

I looked in the distance and seen colors. When I ran closer they were houses. I picked up my speed and got even closer. They were our houses. A few people were outside and they looked at me when I stumbled out of the brush. Rick came running over to me and asked "what happened, we heard gun shots". I said "they're dead". I fell to my knees and repeated it. I screamed "they're dead". I began to cry again and lost control.

Daryl came running over and knelt down by me. He tried to pick me up, but I pushed him away. I said "get away, just leave me alone". I got back up and Carl ran towards me. He hugged me, but I didnt hug him back. He said "I was so worried when you didnt come back". He asked "where is Sasha"? Michonne and the rest of the group came outside. I said "Sasha and Tyrese are both dead".

Michonne looked down and asked "how"? I cried as I said "well Sasha got bit, so I had to kill her, and Tyrese shot himself to save me". I pushed Carl away from me and walked over to the pond. I washed off my hands and my face. Then I walked into the house and went up to my room. I slammed the door shut and walked over to the dresser. I looked into the mirror and stared at myself.

I took off all my clothes bexcept for my bra and boy shorts. I went over to the closet and put on a new pair of sweatpants. Then I walked over to the dresser and grabbed another black cami. I put it on then walked over to my bed. I crawled under the covers and cried into my pillow.

I closed my eyes and went to bed trying to forget what happened, but that didnt work out so well. Instead I had dreams about everybodt dying. I couldnt wake up from it either. I was trapped and couldnt wake up.

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