Fixed At Her Teen

Chapter 25

Ivy's POV

I left the room with the intention of clearing my head and going to sleep when I achieved that. Dave just had to burst my bubble of peace and quiet.

I sighed and decided it was time to sleep.

I went back to the room. The door was slightly open, I had forgotten to shut to completely on my way out. I pushed it open and stopped when I heard Dave laughing.

"Thanks Leslie" my breathing stopped when I heard him say that.

He paused before he said
"Love you too"

I covered my mouth with my hand preventing a sob from escaping.

I turned back as quietly as I could, going through the living room, I slid the door and ran down the porch. Barefoot, my leg sunk slightly into the sand as I ran away from the house towards the shore.

All along I held it back. But once I reached the shore, I dropped to the ground and cried. Letting it all out.

I cried for losing the CEO position.

I cried for ever loving Dave.

I cired for thinking being married to him would change anything.

I cired for myself. For the pain I felt in my heart.

I cired for ever letting all of this change me.

I was suppose to do things for the benefit of everyone, including me. But I was so caught up in the things Dave had done to me, I became so selfish and started to think about myself only.

The plan of ignoring Dave, how long would I keep on ignoring him?

I'm soo sorry.

God, forgive for ever thinking this way.

I'm soo sorry.

I fell side ways into the sand, my sobs reducing. I curled up into a ball, my hands supporting my head.

If Dave still wanted to be with Leslie. I wouldn't want to be the one stopping them from being together.

I've had enough suffering and heart ache for one lifetime. I wouldn't be able to handle it if karma got me for messing with fate.

You never know if Leslie and Dave are destined to be together. I'm probably just the one in their way.

I sighed, my eyes drooping close.

I'm through.

I thought I could find a way out of all of this. But I guess, this is what I was destined to go through. What I was destined to be.

The wife of a man who loved someone else.

Why did I have to be caught up in a love triangle?

I'm not gonna let all this change me. I'm gonna life my life like all this never happened.

Like dad never said I'd become CEO after I graduated.

Like I never loved Dave.

Like I was never friends with Leslie.

Like Dave never hurt me...a lot.

I'm gonna be a brand new Ivy.

Ivy who's never loved.

Ivy who's married to someone she's never met before - an arranged marriage.