Love is Pain

15

(Back to Marceline's P.O.V.)

As little kids, we were always afraid of monsters under our bed or in our closet. But now, we are all afraid of the monsters in our head. They overcome us. And kill us on the inside.

AJ and I had a long talk on Tuesday about my depression. We were about to go into my past, but my mom was coming home soon...so he left.
I tried to make it through the rest of the week. But I had too much time to think. I remembered all of the bad things. Brandon was out to get me. My first friend at Riverside hates me. My dad left us. My brother died during the bridge accident. I'm alone. I'm afraid. Im hurting inside. I'm dying inside. Thursday. Thursday. I cut. I couldn't resist...I was sad.

It was Friday afternoon. I almost forgot that I was having dinner with AJ's family. I was hella nervous.

6:00 P.M.

I put on a red, pencil skirt, along with a tight, black crop sweater. I paired it with some three inch, black ankle booties. I wore gold bangles, and gold heart earrings. I also put on a couple of rings.
In the bathroom, I curled my hair, and did my makeup. It was pretty much the same as usual, but instead of nude eyeshadow, I went for a smokey eye. I then put on some false lashes and nude lips. For someone who's fucking depressed, you're really good at makeup. I then grabbed my red and gold, clutch purse, just in case.

6:45 P.M.

I should probably start heading over there now. AJ lived about ten minutes away from my house. I drove over there, and rang their doorbell.

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A/N:

AAAAH SORRY FOR THE REALLY SHORT CHAPTER. There's gonna be a lot of talking in the next one. Don't worry. OH AND YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS IT...SO STAY TUNED.
Next update is Monday.

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