Give Me Life

Part 29

Part 29

*Amelia's point of view*

The feeling as if I'd just dry swallowed a pill threatened to choke me, and the overwhelming feeling of shock and nausea caused the tears to flow freely down my face and my limbs went floppy.

'oh...my god...' I stuttered clenching onto my stomach as if I was going to be sick 'he's really cheated on me...' I gasped crying, lowering myself into heap on the floor, hugging my knees tightly, praying this was all a bad dream and feeling would go away

'Babe im so sorry....' Sara stuttered kneeling down beside me, placing an arm on my shoulder for comfort

'I wasn't enough for him...I thought I was a good girlfriend'

'Don't be silly you were plenty...and you are a good girlfriend, I don't understand why he did this...but I'm going to find out if it's the last thing I do' Sara snapped angrily

'Sara I don't know what to do...I thought he was the one' I sniffed looking down at the promise ring on my finger, the one arson had given me promising eternal love, taking it off I threw it half way across the room in a surge of anger

'come on...you sit on the couch and I'll make you a cuppa...' she smiled, lifting me up off the floor and helping me to the couch, picking the ring up and putting it on the side out of my sight. The complete shock of Aston's sudden revelation had thrown me for six, I thought we were ok, I thought we were over the rough patch of not seeing each other much, I thought we"d worked it all out...I thought I'd marry Aston one day...but none of that was going to happen now...I felt sheer hatred towards him, my blood boiling with anger and I never wanted to see him again...ever...

*Aston's point of view*

*Knock Knock*

'Come in...' I sniffled

'What did she say? Did you tell her?....' Marv asked sitting on my bed

'She's broken up with me...' I said bursting into floods of tears as Marv put one arm around me attempting to calm me down 'Marv ive broke her heart...'

'Look you did wrong Ast...what the hell persuaded you to do that? I thought you loved Amelia?...'

'I did...i...I do...love Amelia...' I sighed 'I guess I was just lonely and missing her and it was just a drunken mistake...'

'Well...you're going to have to prove to her that you're sorry...'

'Marv I wouldn't even know where to start, you know when I phoned her she was already in tears, I thought she'd found out from the press but it was because one of her patients died today and she needed someone to comfort her...that person should have been me Marv; but it wasn't, I've destroyed everything..' I cried

'You need to just give her some time to calm down, try calling her again in a few days or something...maybe I can get Rochelle to see how she is?...'

'Really...You think Roch would do that for me?'

'We'll she's still one of her friends, so I'm sure she's going to be angry with you for hurting her, but If it helps you get Amelia back then yes I can talk to her...'

'But what if she doesn't want to get back with me...?' I asked, Marv remaining silent

'I don't know Ast....lets not think about that...you need to just try and figure out a way to prove to her how you really feel and that this was all a mistake' he smiled

I Couldn't not think about the prospect of never getting my girl back; Amelia had put her complete trust in me and now I'd shattered her heart into a million pieces; I dint even know what came over me, I'd never chested on anyone in my life. There was no way she was ever going to trust me again, and I knew even trying to speak to her was going to be a task in itself, she wouldn't want to listen to at I've got to say, I mean why would she ? She was struggling with our relationship being out in the open as it was because of things the press were writing, it was too much for her; as soon as the pictures from last night were printed, im pretty sure she wouldn't even want to show her face in public...I needed to think of a way of trying to sort this out; but I was on the other side of the world and would be for a further two weeks; I guess I just had to sit tight and pray the days went quickly before I managed to speak to her, she deserved to know what really happened; I needed to explain myself....

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