Give Me Life

Part 28

*Astons point of view*

The sunlight crept in from the crack in the blinds causing me to wake up, my head pounding, the room spinning and the feeling of nausea threatening to make me sick. Yawning, I noticed someone lying next to me, smiling at first I thought it was Amelia. Then I realised I was in America and it couldn't be her, still drunk I shot up into a sitting position, the nausea getting worse and the feeling of guilt stabbing me in the stomach as the flashbacks of last night reminded me of the terrible thing I'd done.

'Oh my god...' I gasped

'Good morning to you too' Cassie yawned

'About last night' I stuttered

'You were a lot better in bed than I thought you'd be' she winked putting a hand on my shoulder

' Cassie what happened was a mistake...a huge mistake'

'Oh charming...it was only sex' she laughed

'No you don't understand...I have a girlfriend...' I swallowed hard; feeling like a knife had just been stabbed into my heart

'Oh...' she stuttered 'Ast im so sorry...its all my fault...if I hadn't been flirting..' she said getting all teary eyed

'Hey..no..its not your fault..' I said placing a hand on her shoulder 'look I should have stopped whatever was happening in the club...' I sighed 'I have to tell my girlfriend what ive done...' I swallowed hard feeling sick to my stomach

'Yeah...look Ast I better go...we've got that performance later this evening...I guess I'll see you then...' she said getting her clothes and leaving my room

'Yeah...bye...' I stuttered as she picked up her clothes and quickly exited my hotel room

I sat there for a while just thinking about the events of last night, suddenly getting flashbacks of snippets over what had happened during the course of the evening; that's when I remembered the paparazzi, what if Amelia had already found out? If a story had already been printed then she'd have read it all ready...

Thinking for a little longer, I decided to go speak to Marvin in his room next to mine; as the only married one in the band, I knew he'd be the best at giving me some advice over what to do. So getting dressed quickly I knocked on his door, regardless of it being so early...

*Knock Knock*

I heard him sigh and grunt from his bed

'Marv its me...please let me in...' I stuttered tears in my eyes

'Ast whats wrong...?' he stuttered opening his door and letting me inside

'Marv I don't know what to do...' I cried

'why...whats happened....'

'Ive done something really really bad...'

'Oh my god...' he stuttered 'you haven't...'

'I cheated on Amelia...' I said bursing into tears

'Ast what the fuck man! Wait how bad...just a kiss?...'

'No...' I sighed 'I had sex with Cassie last night...' I breathed

'Oh my god...'

'Marv I don't know what to do, there were loads of paps there last night what if Amelia already knows...'

'You need to call her Ast...'

'I know...but im scared...Marv she'll hate me...'

'you should have thought about that before you slept with Cassie...' he said

'I know...'

'go call her now...' he ordered gently ushering me out of his room

I walked back to my own room looking at the clock and working out the time difference; Amelia would have just finished her shift so should have just arrived back at her place. Dialling her number I put the phone to my ear, feeling like I was going to be physically sick...

*Amelia's point of view*

I felt absolutely distraught; It happened a few times at work but you could never prepare yourself for something like that; taken so young and you felt so helpless..

'Its gunna be ok babe...' Sara smiled. I'd asked her to stay at mine tonight after the day we'd both had, I was taking it hard, whereas Sara had somehow learnt to deal with it...

'I'm going to call Ast...' I sniffled

'Ok babe...' she smiled giving me some privacy

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' Amelia!' He answered in a weird tone of voice

'Hey Ast...' I said crying down the phone

'Babe...oh god you already know don't you...?...' he stuttered

'know what?...' I cried 'Ast ive had a really bad day at work...'

'Look theres something I need to tell you....' He cut across me

'What?...'

'I don't know how to say it...Amelia ive done something really really bad...'

'Ast calm down, what is it?...' I breathed ' I cant be dealing with games right now...'

'I slept with someone else...' he said down the phone, sharply, deep breathing following. My whole body went completely numb, my arms falling to my sides as I dropped the phone on the floor. The feeling of a knife suddenly stabbing me in the heart

'Amelia whats wrong...?' Sara stuttered running back into the room as I took a deep breath and picked my phone back up

'Hello...Hello...Amelia?....'

'Ast...you know why I phoned you...that girl you visited all those months ago when we first got together, the one I'd been looking after since then, she passed away today...and I just needed to talk to you about it, to comfort me...Ast were over....' I cried ending the call

'Amelia whats happened?...'

'He's cheated on me.......' I said breaking down into floods of tears sliding off the couch into a heap on the floor, hugging my knees tightly. I knew our relationship was too good to be true...it was only a matter of time...I never wanted to see Aston again...he'd shattered my heart into a million pieces...

Will Aston be able to pick up the pieces?

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