Give Me Life

Part 39

*astons point of view*

I left my apartment straight away and arrived at the hospital only 10 minutes later, Amelia had taken a turn for the worse. Her dad said the doctors were thinking of operating in her brain.

'Aston...' Her dad paced, meeting me at the front of the hospital

'Whats going on?'

'Shes stable, but they think she might have a bleed on her brain, they've taken her for an emergency CT scan to determine whether she has or not. If she does they will want to operate'

'Oh my god...' I breathed

I followed her dad back into the cubicle she'd been staying in, waiting for her to come back from her scan. It wasn't long later that she was wheeled back through the double doors into her bed again.

'Right I have the results from the CT, it does indeed show that there is a blood clot on the brain so were going to need to operate fairly quickly. We've already explained everything to Amelia and she's happy to go ahead with the procedure, I'll give you some time to yourself whilst I go book a theatre slot...' The doctor smiled

'Thankyou' Ian smiled

'Dad...do you mind if I just have some time with Aston before they take me for the operation...' Amelia sniffed

'Of course love...' He smiled exiting the room

It was completely silent in the room, I didn't really know what to say, she was still looking at me like I was a complete stranger. Her look still so vacant, that sparkle in her eyes not there anymore.

'Aston?'

'Yeah' I stuttered nervously

'If I don't make it through the operation...'

'Please don't say that...'

'Ive heard the facts, it's a 50/50% chance' she said, a single tear falling down her cheek

'Amelia...no...' I sniffed, taking hold of her hand in mine

'I just want you to know that I'm sorry...sorry I can't remember all the amazing things we did together, if I could bring my memory back I would'

'I wish you could too' I sighed

'The doctor said my memory could come back after the operation but it's only a small chance and that's if I even make it through' she said choked up with tears

'Hey come here...' I stuttered, tears now falling down my cheeks. My natural instinct was to hold her tightly in my arms and place a sweet kiss on her lips, but I couldn't do that. Instead placing an arm loosely around her and placing a kiss on her forehead as she pressed her face against my chest for comfort.

'Your a lovely person...I'm sure we would have been very happy together..' She stuttered

'Yeah...' I sighed swallowing hard, I couldn't deal this anymore, it was bad enough that Amelia didn't remember me, but the fact that she might not survive the operation was just too much to handle, if these were my last few moments I'd ever have with my girl, I was going to take as much out of it as I could.

*Knock Knock*

'Come in...' She sniffed

'Theyre ready for you now...' The doctor smiled walking into the room, Ian following closely behind

'Right....' She breathed heavily

'Hey...' I stuttered, following behind as the porter undid the breaks on the bed ready to wheel her down 'i'll see you later yeah?' I cried

'Yeah...'

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