Give Me Life

Part 30

*Amelia's point of view*

*A few days later*

I had to take a couple of days off work; I just couldn't face going back into work when I knew my private life was already being plastered across magazines...I needed to stay in my flat and mope around for a few days. I still hadn't really gotton over the fact that he'd cheated on me and our relationship was over; id been cheated on before but I never imagined Aston would do the same, he just didn't seem that type of guy. I think I felt more angry than upset, It just didn't sit right with me that he'd do something like that; all those loving feelings I felt towards him had now gone and I never wanted to see him again.

Today would be the first day I was going back to work since the break up, and with no magazine actually showing our relationship was over, I wondered what questions would be coming my way; I had to keep a brave face and hit everything head on and show people I wasn't fazed by this, I was not the type of girl you cheat on and get away with; I was certain that I was never....ever....getting back with Aston...he didn't deserve me...

Checking through my twitter feed, I'd had some tweets off fans just asking for follows and posting pictures of us out and about, saying how much of a perfect couple we are, little did they know that was is far from the truth; none of them knew what had really happened yet, and I was certainly not going to be the one to shatter their illusions; the fans had only really starting accepting me so I thought it best if I just didn't tweet anything at all...

'You know...I think your being really brave about it...' Sara smiled as we both walked into work

'Thanks....' I sighed 'ive still not got my head around the whole thing....but I need to stay strong...' I sighed "not let it effect me"

'that's my girl...'

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'Hey Amelia ! I feel like I haven't seen you in forever!...'

'Hey Alice...' I smiled, one of my work mates 'ive been off...'

'So hows the boyf?....' she smiled 'looks like he's been having fun in L.A, have you seen the pictures of him falling out the club....hope your keeping tabs on him...' she laughed friendly

'Uh.....yeah...' I lied through my teeth, biting down to stop myself from crying

'Good to hear, so have you met his parents yet.....' She asked

'No...sorry Alice but I have so much to do, catch up at lunch yeah?.' I swallowed hard before going off to do some work. Little did she know I wasn't planning on taking a lunch break so could avoid her for the rest of the day if I kept my head down

I could see whispering and talking going on behind my back, a few people had seen the newspapers and we're gossiping, it was so obvious, but I did to ant to say anything in fear of having to explain my current situation. I just let them continue and carried on with my work, but at this rate, I didn't know how long it was going to take me to crack under pressure...

*Astons point of view*

'Come on you need to eat...' Marv sighed placing a tray on my bed

'Ive lost my appetite...' I said, my face stained from the endless hours of crying I'd done during the night

'Ast its been 3 days and you've hardly left your room...' he sighed

'I don't need to leave my room...'

'Ast you need to get out....do some studio work and we have that performance tonight...you cant miss that...'

'I know...' I said swallowing hard