Give Me Life

Part 27

*Amelia's point of view*

'Seriously...you need to chill....' Sara huffed sitting on my couch

'I cant Sara...why hasn't he called me?...' I stuttered. It was only lunch time here but getting late in America, and way past our usual phone call time. I felt as pathetic as anything, but I couldn't help but think something was wrong

'Maybe he's gone out with the boys or something...'

'But surely he would have still called me but earlier...?' I wondered

'Maybe he'll call you later when he gets in...seriously...your thinking too much into this...'

Maybe she was right, maybe I was thinking too much into this and worrying over nothing. It just seemed strange that he hadn't called me yet when he'd called me at the exact same time every day for the past three weeks. I hadn't even received a text message from him today, but I hoped it was because they were just really busy with work...my mind was playing tricks on me, surely I was worrying over nothing?...

*Astons point of view*

'Woah Woah Woah maybe you should take it a little easier...' Marv laughed taking my eigth drink out of my hand

'No...' I snapped 'im having fun...'

'We'd only been here half an hour and with the way I was going, I was going to be wasted before our other friends arrived at the club. It was the only thing I could think of doing to try and shut myself off from my life back home, I just wanted to forget everything and have a good night, not worry about paparazzi or press or my girlfriend...I just wanted to have a lads night and get wasted...and that's what I was planning on doing...

The club atmosphere was absolutely immense, there were the four of us, our management team and the dancers we were using for performances whilst we were here.

'Ast...you want another drink?' Cassie one of our dancers laughed semi drunk

'yeah go on then....' I slurred as she picked up the vodka bottle out of the bucket of ice and turned to my smiling 'What?...' I laughed

'Open wide!!' she giggled in her all American voice holding the vodka bottle over me as I opened my mouth and she poured it in, drinking it like it was water...I was definitely drunk if I couldn't taste the vodka.

'You're a bad influence...' I slurred, blinking a few times with my vision going blurry

'But you love it!...' she giggled

'Course I do...' I replied pulling tongues at her

'Come on lets go dance!' one of our management team suggested as we left our booth for the dance floor

It wasn't until I stood up from the booth that I actually realised how drunk I was, I could usually handle my drink, but not tonight, stumbling to my feet and leaning on Cassie for support we both laughed our heads of as we followed the others to the dance floor.

I somehow found myself in the middle of a circle my group had created and doing some backflip tricks almost knocking Marv out with my foot at one point, before I mixed in with the other people pulling Cassie to the middle of the dance floor as my favourite song came on and my hands found their way around Cassie's waste before I was yanked away...

'What the fuck do you think you're doing?!...' I snapped turning round to see it was Marv who'd pulled me away

'Ast...you need to calm down...'

'What?...Marv seriously?'

'Look from where im standing it looks like your flirting...you need to stop before you regret it...'

'Oh come on Marv...im hardly flirting...im just being friendly...I'm hardly kissing the girl, I'm dancing' I snapped "and who are you my mother" I added

'Ok mate whatever...' he said with his hands up, walking off to the bar

'What was all that about?' Cassie asked

'Nothing...just Marv being a dick...' I laughed

'Come on then...lets get another drink' she smiled

Cassie and I sat at the bar for over an hour just doing shots after shot; with the rate I was going at I was surprised I hadn't been sick yet. I hadn't had this much fun for months and months, I felt like I was on top of the world tonight and nothing was going to bring me down...

'You know...you are pretty hot...' Cassie whispered in my ear, leaning over me to get to her drink sitting on the bar

'What..' I laughed ridiculously brushing it off

'No I mean it....' She smiled placing one hand on my thigh, butterflies shooting up my leg. Like some sort of spark chasing around my body...

'look maybe its time I went back to the hotel...' I stuttered swallowing hard, maybe Marvin was right, I was showing off the wrong signals

'yeah...me too...' she stuttered back. I could tell we were having the same thoughts but neither one of us would say it out loud.

Falling out of the club in our rather drunken state giggling, paparazzi were waiting and we pranced around them a bit before i picked up a traffic cone and put in on my head, skipping round in circles pretending i was an irish leprechaun spinning Cassie around until we both fell to the floor. I continued to push passed the press, pulling Cassie out of the carnage as we both got into a cab. She spent the entire journey with her hand resting on my thigh; I knew I was beginning to tred in very deep waters but I couldn't stop myself, I got some sort of buzz from it. Her wicked smile and glistening eyes brought out some sort of devil inside of me, something id never experienced with Amelia, it gave me excitement...

'Well then...' I slurred leaning on my hotel room door

'Night then...' she winked about to go off to her room down the corridor...

'No...wait...' I stuttered as she turned to face me again

I couldn't fight it anymore, the urge to touch her was taking over me and I couldn't do anything to stop myself. Pulling her forcefully by the straps of her dress, her body smacked against mine hard as I began to kiss her passionately both of our hands exploring each others bodies...

'You better come inside then...' I breathed opening my door and pulling her inside, swinging her around and pushing her up against the inside of the door as we began to fumble around

'I want you...' she growled in my ear fiddling with the clasp on my belt before my trousers dropped to the floor and she began to pleasure me, my breathing becoming rapid and irregular

I knew that I was doing was really really wrong but there was something about me tonight that I couldn't over come; like there was someone elses spirit that had over run my body. I loved Amelia...I really did...but we'd lost our spark and I needed something that excited me, a source of pleasure, something that made my heart beat at a ridiculous rhythm, I was lonely without her, I felt like I was on my own, and I guess I just needed someone...and right at that moment Cassie had the fire and passion I needed....Boy I'd fucked up this time....

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