Give Me Life

Part 32

*Amelia's point of view*

Taking a break from packing, I decided on checking my twitter since I hadn't been on in weeks, but what I saw broke my heart even more, reading it in black and white...was I really ready to move on...sitting on my bed slowly I read and re-read the tweet from @JLSOfficial account...

*Im afraid the rumours are true...Amelia and I have broken up, thanks for all your support, A x*

He'd announced it to the whole word, so now everyone knew and more importantly, it was beginning to sink in that I was single, and I'd never be with Ast again. Of course I was never going to be able to go back to normal, he'd absolutely shattered my heart but I still had feelings for him, how couldn't I? looking through my mentions, I suddenly realised it was full with hundreds of tweets. Some good and some bad, but it was only the bad that stuck out for me

*How could you break up with Ast...such a bitch...*

*He can do so much better than you anyway*

*Thankgod he got shot of you*

*you do realise you now have thousands of angry JLSters because you've upset Ast*

I didn't understand where they'd come from or why his fans had sent me them cruel messages, I sure hadn't done anything wrong had I? he'd broke my heart, I couldn't just forgive him and get back together, it wasn't that easy...I didn't what was going on...

*Buzz Buzz*

'Don't read whats on twitter babe, they don't know the truth, Roch x'

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After those hurtful tweets today and what was going on in my life at the moment, I couldn't get out of the UK quick enough. I just wanted to be somewhere where no one knew who my ex was, I wanted to go back to the old me, the old boring me that just spent my life working...because it was a damn sight better that what I was living through now.

*12 hours later*

'I told you he'd break your heart...'

'I know dad...' I sighed

'But you wouldn't listen...would you...'

'No...' I answered

'Darling lets not talk about that anymore...lets make the most of whilst you're here right?' my step mum smiled

'Yeah...' I smiled, although she was lovely and had been in my life for years now, it was times like this that I needed my real blood mother to contact me, but I couldn't...she was long gone and not coming back...

I spent some time on my own that day, just down at the animal hospital pen thinking about everything that was going on in my life. This life sure felt a lot more relaxing than the life I had at home, and a registered children's nurse could more or less get a job anywhere in the world. Maybe I should start thinking about possibly moving over here....sure my family were over here, and sitting in a pen playing with lion cubs sure seemed a lot more appealing than the busy streets of London back home. Maybe it was what I needed? To truly move on from this...

I went to bed quite early due to the tiring flight but that night I didn't sleep a wink; not only was the African heat keeping me awake, but my thoughts just wouldn't stop spinning round in my head. Was I really debating packing up my life in the UK and moving here? Was it a logical option or was I just upset? Ever since mum died, ive felt lost, like theres been a piece of me missing, and when Ast and I got together; I felt like he'd fitted the missing piece to my puzzle, but now he was gone, it was a gaping hole again; just getting bigger and bigger.

My time in Africa went by really really quickly, I hadn't mentioned anything to dad about my potential move here, i thought I'd need to think about it first. And before I knew it, I was on a plane back to the UK; the rain slashing against the aircraft windows as I landed back at Heathrow airport.

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*Astons point of view*

Amelia and I had been officially separated for about a month and a half now, and with work being as crazy and stressful as it was at this time, I needed her more than ever. But she didn't want to even think about me; she really was perfect for me but I couldn't work out how to get out of this mess...

'Did you say Amelia's back in the UK today?' I suddenly said to Rochelle, an imaginable lightbulb hovering above my head

'Yeah...why?...'

'ive got a plan....' I grinned to myself. I wasn't the type to give up on anything and this relationship was no exception

'Ast seriously...you have to approach this gently...you know how broken hearted she is...but she really does need you back...ive never seen her so bad...' she sighed 'so whats your plan?'

'Well...were doing a gig tomorrow right?'

'Yeah...oh god Ast I don't like where this is going...'

'If you can persuade her to go out, the gigs in mayfair so you shouldn't have a problem with persuading her...tell her your taking her to a bar for a few quiet drinks and a catch up...'

'Ok...?' she stuttered

'Sneakily get her to the venue...arrive just as were about to finish our set and I'll do a dedication to her with one of our songs...'

'Ast you really think this is going to work?'

'It has too...' I sighed 'ive got to try....so are you in?...'

'Sure...' I smiled, she understood what I was going through and new we were meant to be together, after all, she had the same problem with her past relationships and new how important it was not to loose anymore time...I just hoped I'd be able to win her over again...I had to give this one last shot...

Will his plan work or just make things worse ??? :)

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