Mystic Messenger High School! AU - Peaceful - Saeran x Reader

An Informative Lesson

"What exactly did you have in mind?" 

Saeran hasn't suggested in any way that he was going to move from his spot in the doorway and is just staring at me again.

He shrugs. "Got any bright ideas?"

I sigh and walk over to him. "A couple. Like, maybe you tell me what you fucking want from me? I can't read your mind!"

Saeran plays around with my hair a little, avoiding my gaze. It's now fully dry, thankfully. "I don't know. I uh... Did a bit more research while you were asleep." His face flushes.

"What kind of research?" I pry cautiously.

Saeran's cheeks darken. "I... uh..." 

I take a step closer so that our bodies are practically flush with each other. "Having problems remembering?"

He refuses to look at me and instead stares at something above my head, a storm behind his eyes. 

"...Saeran?"

His gaze snaps down to me, as if he only just heard me. 

"Are you alright?" I lower my voice, reaching a hand up to brush the bangs back from his face. My fingertips gently brush over his forehead and he grabs my wrist, stopping me from moving it any further. My wrist is lowered so he can see my hand in front of him, and he examines it, as if trying to memorize every minuscule detail. I'm no longer scared of him, but my heart still skipped a beat.

"Hey." I try to use the gentlest tone I can with him. His gaze returns to me, and he lets go of my hand, allowing me to lower it. Saeran's eyes meet mine, but then trail downward to my lips. 

I nod slightly, hoping he got the message. Holy shit, did he ever.

I allowed him to take lead, so he could show me what he learned, if he wished. He was gentle, like when he kissed me for the first time, but this time, I can tell he's having a hard time holding back.

I kiss him back more insistently, letting him know it's okay for him to express his emotions to me. He doesn't listen, so I try to pull away to tell him directly, but am stopped by him holding my bottom lip between his teeth, gently, as to not cause me pain. 

I open my eyes and glance up at him in shock and confusion, until I see his eyes. I can tell from them he got the message, and that this was his way of expressing said emotions. I melt into the kiss, leaning closer and wrapping my arms around his neck.

He doesn't let go of my lip and instead starts nibbling on it. I assume he's asking for entrance, although he's never done THAT before, and open my mouth. 

Saeran hesitates a moment, and I remember that he's inexperienced, so I try to guide him along a bit. I glide my tongue along his bottom lip and he opens his mouth, allowing me access. I take my time exploring his mouth, giving him time to stop me or pull away if he wanted to. I guess he didn't, since he didn't utilize that time. 

Instead, he tries to get me to open my mouth again, and I obey a second time. This time, he essentially repeats exactly what I did to him. I've taught him well. He did add something I DIDN'T show him, though. After exploring what seemed like every nook and cranny, he lifted his tongue to the roof of my mouth and gently ran the tip of it in different patterns along the palate of it.

I wasn't expecting that, nor was I expecting my reaction. I moaned.

Oh. Shit. Shitshitshitshitshit! OH SHIT OH FUCK OH SHIT OH FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCKFUCK!

I pull away all at once and lean back against the door, which had somehow been closed and I had been pinned against amidst the commotion. I cover my mouth with both hands and squeeze my eyes shut. I have NEVER IN MY LIFE been this shade of red.