April's POV
'I forgive you' I said, 'Wwhat? Really?' Phil asked, he was so happy. I hate to break his heart, but he broke mine.. I can't be with him. 'But we can't be together' I said while breaking our connected hands, Phil looked at me shocked. 'But why?' Phil asked, 'Because I can't be with you, I want a man who will respect me. I can't trust you after you did what you did, when I grow up.. I want to tell my children that their father treated me right. Never made me sad, never cheated on me and most importantly never hit me' I said while looking into Phil's eyes sternly. Phil looked down 'I know that no matter how many times I apologise or try to show you how sorry I am, you'll never forgive me enough to be with me again' Phil said, 'You're right, no matter what. I know that you're sad, but I'm much more sadder than you are. I'm the one who was treated bad, now you're just getting paid for what you have done to me. From your actions, I will always be damaged from the inside. When a man touches me, I will always flinch. When a man lays his hand on my cheek softly, I will always think he's going to slap me' I said, 'But April, you were cheated on before and-' I cut him off 'I know I've been cheated on before! But non of them have slapped me or laid there hands on me! I was once engaged too! To trent, but he never treated me wrong. When he cheated, he came right away and told me. He respected me enough to tell me he did something wrong, that's why I respect him very much' I said 'He still cheated on you, he didn't treat you right' Phil said, 'Ohh! And you did!? Huh? No! You cheated on me, stopped talking to me. Whenever you saw me, you'd always look the other way or look at me in disgust and walk to our room, and then you slapped me and walked away. I went to a hospital because of you. You are much worse than Trent' I said the final part harshly. He needed to know that, I was done with him. He doesn't understand the pain I am in right now. 'We're not getting married, and I hate that. I love you Phil, I always will trust me. We're growing up, I just want a good man for my children. Don't ever forget this, I Love You' I said and kissed his cheek. 'We will always be friends' I said softly and got up and walked away. I was keeping the tears, when I left Phil I started crying hysterically. I may not be ready to leave him, but I can't live with another pain.
*Sad chapter, isn't it? I bet Ya'll thought they're back together. Sorry about that.
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